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 Jul 2015 misssmims
epictails
It ***** to be a realist. To know that the world can be terrible and at the same time be filled with the possibilities of the wonderful. And then there's you, the poor realist, who somehow has all this truth and hope and idea of everything black and white, good or bad. So you build up this fear inside you, this pain that everything can go either ways of opposing extremes and there's nothing you can do about it except go on  and live with both sides.
A rant of annoying levels
 Mar 2015 misssmims
DC raw love
Is this real life?
Is this just a fantasy?

Is life collapsing around us?
Why can't we sometimes face the truth?

Can we control the variables in our life?
the love, the fiction, the drama, the secrets?

What will make us?
What will break us?
What will take us?

Is life really easy come, easy go?

I've cry enough tears to fill the ocean.
I've built walls that can be seen from space.
I've clouded my thoughts where no sun can shine.

What makes us human?
What controls us?

Our blood and flesh?
Our heart and mind?

What is being sound?
What is self control?

The things we think of?
The things we do?

This part of me that I hold dear.
Is my self existence from year to year.
 Mar 2015 misssmims
Noxx
4:29 am
 Mar 2015 misssmims
Noxx
I'm tired of seeing my face
I'm tired of waking up
I'm tired of going to sleep
I'm tired of being home
I'm tired of going out
I'm tired of my family
I'm tired of friends
I'm tired of people who don't give a ****
I'm tired of people who do
I'm tired of people
I'm tired of sitting on chair
I'm tired of standing up
I'm tired of standing up for myself
I'm tired of being let down
I'm tired of letting people down
I'm tired of letting myself down
I'm tired of all the colors
I'm tired of the sunrise
I'm tired of the sunset
I'm tired of breathing
I'm tired of talking
I'm tired of eating dinner
I'm tired of eating stew
I'm tired of getting thinner
But I'm still not tired of you.
I'm also not tired of my dogs
 Mar 2015 misssmims
CoffeeInfused
I wonder if there’s a place
Where the old gods go to die,
Those who’ve passed from memory
Or stayed long past their prime

In some graven crypt
Do they linger there to keep
Company to the Nameless Ones
Who’ve long since been asleep?

Do they crumble into dust?
Or crystallize in stone?
Or follow us mere mortals,
Flesh dripping from the bone?

Every god will see a day
When no one knows their face-
They’re all-to-soon forgotten
And another takes their place

Does Anubis wait alone
In some dank embalming room
With no one left to mummify
And too many empty tombs?

Or Odin sit upon his throne
No more warriors to call,
No one left to drink his mead
Or fill Valhalla’s halls?

And what of all the other gods
For whom prayer comes no more?
How long until they turn to dust
And cede the earthly floor

To the new gods seeking power,
Though in their infancy-
Of Machine and Spark and Wire,
Of Information, Electricity-

Even Jehovah one day too,
Will be a relic in the past
As Christians forsake their Christ
And praise the Almighty Flow of Cash

The time has passed for blood and bone
And of sacrificial days-
Technology now takes its place
To send the old ones to their graves.
 Mar 2015 misssmims
Vera DeMarco
this is the part where the anxiety sets in
"describe yourself in 5 words"
i have absolutely no clue
nineteen and a half, trying to pretend as if i matter
holding the door for strangers and smiling when required

told that i'm a child
yet expected to act adult
"well I can vote and drink now, mom,
so I should be able to walk down the street without fear"
should be able

being a girl is tough when you're not good at it
my knees are always too dry
i wear running shoes with my dresses
i can't get me hair to lie the way i wish it would
hand on head, sigh

this is my introduction
"describe yourself in 5 words"
give me a few minutes
or a year
or ten
 Mar 2015 misssmims
Chaos
I don't know how much longer
I can live in this world
A world where I can't breathe
I don't know how much longer
I can pretend I am alive
When all I am is a ghost
I don't know how much longer
I can carry on in this life
When I have faded from so much
I don't know how much longer
I can live in this world
A world where I do not seem to exist
 Mar 2015 misssmims
Shirley
Afraid
 Mar 2015 misssmims
Shirley
You asked me:
"Are you afraid of the dark?"
And I said, "Maybe."

Maybe I'm afraid,
because I don't see my hands
And I no longer know what I'm holding on to.

Maybe I'm afraid,
because I don't see my feet
And I no longer know where I'm going.

Maybe I'm afraid,
because I don't see myself
And I no longer know who I am.

But most of all,
Maybe I'm afraid,
because I don't see you anymore.

So am I afraid of the dark?
No, until I lose you in it.
 Mar 2015 misssmims
KB
To the one I never met
To the heart that doesn't care
To the love we never had
To the intimacy we'll never share

I could hear your voice even though I never did
Each word you said resonates in my ear
I knew you for a moment
But each second I held dear

Must I rejoice that our paths had crossed?
Or lament that it ever did?
For all that you have left me
Is a memory to reckon with

We were gonna be a perfect pair
The world was ours to conquer
We'd read each other poems
And share a lot of laughter

We were gonna be Chuck and Blair;
Scotty and Harvey Specter
But then I realized,
Scotty and Harvey didn't end up together

So I'll find my Chuck
And you'll find your Donna
To forget you or not
Will be my dilemma

A pity it can't be called love
Cause it was too short and shallow
But in my twisted reality
It was deep and not hollow

You'll think that I'm silly
Cause you're too good with reason
But what you don't understand
Is how to deal with emotion

In a different reality
You would have met me
We'd go for a walk
And say something witty

But you'll be fine
And I'll be okay
It will all make sense
Hopefully, someday
 Mar 2015 misssmims
Michael Caio
I fly nowhere with screams
Hollow vocals are broken dreams
 Mar 2015 misssmims
DC raw love
With a soft cold breeze
blowing in the night

Not knowing whats wrong
or whats right

With feelings of want
and feelings of love

Who do you need
Who do you love

When you come undone
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