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Anggun Russell Oct 2014
2.40 am this is my heart
typing word by word,
trying to tell a thousand stories
but it feels like the dawn is upon my face
and I dont have much time.
I always wish
I could stop the dawn
when I dont want to sleep.
do you ever feel like
you're in a crowd
but you feel as though
you were waylaid,
the time stoped
and nobody responded?
Anggun Russell Jul 2014
Fairy tale is a fairy tale
A great kingdom,
A handsome prince,
And the prince falls in love with a poor girl,
Glass shoes,
happily ever after
in real life
I'm a queen without a crown
Living in an invisible kingdom.
I have my own world
an invisible world.
Anggun Russell Jul 2014
******* is *******
so don't give a ****
because it smells like cat ****
Anggun Russell Feb 2012
I see dandelions
they're flying away
while whispering
"we're flying to the moon"
I close my eyes
and whisper too
"I wish I could"

I've been lost
on a strange road,
in a strange place
where I can see dandelions
fly beautifully

They may have no wings
like birds or angels.
They may not be
as beautiful as roses.
But I can't even
blink my eyes.
They're so white,
which means
they're ready to leave
and fly.

And then the wind blows
and they finally fly away.
Anggun Russell Jun 2012
I know I can
I know it will hurt

can you fly higher?
yes, I can but
I will not fly too high
why why oh why?
because I'm afraid of falling down
and I know I will be broken
Anggun Russell Feb 2012
Those hazel eyes
Are staring at me
With no words
With no sounds
It's as if they had a million
Words locked

Once I was told
"Eyes never lie though they can't speak"
Those hazel eyes
are telling me
"Words are never enough"

No need to speak
No need words
Those hazel eyes
Are telling me everything

The world stops for a while
And so does my heartbeat
I'm slowly falling on my knees
While staring at those hazel eyes
Anggun Russell Mar 2015
His world is full of impressions
He lives with his ambition
He breathes with his passion
His eyes are filled with devotion
He likes pouring his emotions
His mind is full of treasures
His smile is carved
On the sycamore tree trunk
#admiration
Anggun Russell Jan 2014
I see the ocean in your eyes
your brown eyes.
It's deep, so deep
I can feel the wind
I can hear the seagulls
call my name and say
"you are the ocean"
yes I am
I am the ocean
I'm deep, wide and blue.
I speak to the seagulls
*"fly and tell him I will be here forever.
I am strong, everytime the storm comes I get stronger.
You may come and feel me"
Anggun Russell Jul 2015
I dont know how to find
I dont know how to be found
I dont know how to choose
I dont know how to be chosen
I dont know how to love
I dont know how to be loved back
Anggun Russell May 2014
The mountains will not run
The oceans will not walk away
There will be a time for us  
to be together
If we are meant to be
I'll be here and you'll be here too
I don't know and I never know until the time comes
Anggun Russell Apr 2014
I want you to know
one thing.

You know how this is :
If I look
at the crystal moon,
at the red branch
of the slow autumn at my window,
If I touch
near the fire
the impalpable ash
or the wrinkled body of the log,
Everything carries me to you,
As if everything that exists,
aromas, light, metals,
were little boats
that sail
toward those isles of yours that wait for me.

Well, now.
If little by little you stop loving me
I shall stop loving you.
Little by little.

If suddenly you forget me,
Do not look for me,
for I shall already have forgotten you.

If you think it long and mad,
the wind of banners
that passes through my life,
and you decide
to leave me at the shore
of the heart where I have roots,
Remember,
that on that day,
at that hour,
I shall lift my arms
and my roots will set off
to seek another land.

But ...
If each day,
each hour,
you feel that you are destined for me
with implacable sweetness,
If each day a flower
climbs up to your lips to seek me,
Ah my love,
Ah my own,
In me all that fire is repeated,
In me nothing is extinguished or forgotten,
My love feeds on your love,
beloved,
and as long as you live it will be in your arms
without leaving mine
by Pablo Neruda
Anggun Russell Jan 2014
I'm a bird
I have wings but I can't fly
I'm a bird
I have a beautiful voice
but nobody can hear me
I'm far away from home
I'm in the middle of nowhere
I can't perch in trees
I can't reach the mountain crest
I've walked for a thousand miles
with a tumbleweed
and I find someone smiling at this poor little bird
he's smiling at me
he can hear me
Anggun Russell May 2018
It is not the world that is unfair,
but the people are.
The more power they gain,
the greedier they become.
Justice, seems to be just a word.
If only this life were a movie where the heroes would win and the villains would lose within 2 hours.
Anggun Russell Feb 2015
I was afraid it would come
I was afraid it would happen
I was afraid I would fall
I was afraid it would hurt me

You used to tell me the same story
Over and over again
It was Tony and Pony.
You laughed
I laughed
You used to sing me a song  
You played your guitar and I passed out
You said "it must be relaxing huh?"

Love is blind
So was I
I can see everything now
The story wasn't funny at all
It was awful when you sang  
It sounded horrible when you played your guitar
Now I see how stupid, silly, ridiculous I was.
I was blind
I thought love would never end.
#breakup
Anggun Russell Aug 2014
Love is blind
but you'll realize and
you'll see everything
when it ends.
Anggun Russell Mar 2015
Night oh night please don't go
Moon oh moon please don't hide
Dawn oh dawn please don't come
Time oh time please give me a long night
Why do mondays always come so fast?
Anggun Russell Apr 2015
Seeking for perfection is imperfection
Blaming the imperfection
for its existance is imperfection
Perfection is your reflection
Everything in you is perfection in disguise
You don't need to show the world who you are
Because it knows
You just need to see the world
see its perfection
see its imperfection
Every step you make is a history
History of your perfection
History of your impefection
You create your perfect world
You create a perfect figure
A figure of your ideal self
You are classic
Your world is full of impressions
You are living with your ambition
You breathe with your passion
Your eyes are filled with affection
Your grin warms the dandelions
Your heart is full of devotion
Your hands are full of emotions
Your mind is full of treasures
#admiration #perfection #imperfection
Anggun Russell Nov 2015
The darkness has come to twine the clouds.
The rain starts to trickle down the window pane.
The smell of rain brings back my memories.
The rumbling of a distant thunder is a phantom.
A phantom that haunts the children.
But now there’s another phantom,
A phantom that haunts my lonely soul.  
The phantom that comes without being called
And refuses to vanish.
An evil phantom that lives on in my memories.
That evil phantom is the portrait of you.
#hatred
Anggun Russell Mar 2015
This feeling
When you can read a person
Like a book.
This feeling
When you know
What could possibly happen
And what could not.
This feeling
When you know
The truth hurts more.
She
Anggun Russell Jan 2014
She
Every time I see her it feels like
I took my first breath of  air
or maybe  it can be her black silky hair.
As time goes as I grow older
the sun still rises and her heart is still gold.
I pray to god almighty
whoever there may be Allah, Buddha, Jesus.
Please take me whereever she may be.
For whom she be right for me.
Sun is gone moon has risen.
I feel as if it's a prison.
Meer hours has passed but felt more like days.
The skies brighten with her lovely gaze.
We finally met at last.
Anggun Russell Apr 2014
He knows the smell of rain
He asks what color is the rain?
The wind blows
And he smiles
He knows the smell of spring
He asks what color is the spring?
A bird chirps
He smiles

He walks home
Wondering the color of the world
And he smiles
Anggun Russell Dec 2013
time flies so fast
the night comes
the moon shines so bright
moonbeams dazzle my eyes

tell me this isn't real
I hear an angel whisper
you are not alone
fly with me
the wind blows,
slaps my face.
the angel's gone

I realized
I have no wings
and I will never fly.
Anggun Russell Feb 2015
When it comes to love
Sometimes
The smart one falls for the dumb one
The beautiful one falls for the ugly one
The rich one falls for the poor one
When it comes to love
You think you could do anything for love
#love
Anggun Russell Apr 2015
When the universe
Calls to see its beauty
When your mind
Wanders through its skies
You feel like to fly to the sky of the sky
When the universe
Wakes the night
And calls the morning
You feel like the dawn
Takes away your spleen
#beauty #nature #universe
Anggun Russell Dec 2013
Would you stare at me
If I were a star in the night sky
Would you feel me
If I were the wind
Would you pick me
If I were a rose
Would you touch me
If I were snow
Would you lean on me
If I were a wall
Would you chase me
If I were a butterfly
Anggun Russell May 2015
Would you stare at me
If I were a star in the night sky
Would you feel me
If I were the wind
Would you pick me
If I were a rose
Would you touch me
If I were snow
Would you lean on me
If I were a wall
Would you chase me
If I were a butterfly

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