We'd all like to be loved and cared for but in reality we're not. You can't ever be yourself without constantly having someone judge you anymore. Your so called "friends" find it entertaining to mess with you because it makes others laugh. We're judged by every little thing we do including our hobbies. I'm not an amazing poet I do this for fun but I'm still going to get judged by others including my so called friends. I hate it. I do. Growing up is scary, yet exciting all I want to do is be liked by my peers but societies changed to where not everyone can  get along and be friends. Miss having decent conversations with people I use to be close with. Now coke addicts or highschool dropouts I try to become to the best of my ability to make a name for myself. You may not enjoy this poem and we're all entitled to our opinion but sometimes I wish I had someone who would never give up on me.

Suddenly, there's reality, harsh,painful reality. At that moment you
realize how stupid and desperate you are. And then you intend to
forget him/her , to do normal again. And you are really trying that, really.
Until the dreams and the hope tap on your shoulder.

Just because you're not
society's idea of perfection
doesn't mean that
you're not my
idea of perfection.

You simply cant make someone
love you if they don't. You must
choose someone who already loves
you. If you choose someone who
does not love you, this is the sort
of love you must want.

As if everyone was acceptable in this world
we have to learn to adapt to different scenarios
on this planet we call "home".
Growing up is difficult for a lot of us
some are lucky enough to have both parents in their lives
and some not even 1.
I hate having to adjust to fit in. This social chamber
determines if you're "cool" enough to be friends
with.