Only an hour to go ,only a lifetime to show
one little hour for the rest of my life ...only an hour to go
could only be 60 mins or so ...only an hour to go
feeling so dry ..only an hour to go

a wait for 2 weeks but only an hour to go
a change may be for life to be come my one little hour ago
sugar no show sugar to flow
just one little jab an I'll know

a life so so sweet and still lots to see
an hour just me hour to go
I smell nasty things yet feel so in peace
an hour ..my hour .. near so so near
i hope

to cry when you want to love
to smile when you want to give
to hold when you want to run

unconditional love

to listen when your hurt
to want when you have to give
to love when you want to hate

unconditional love

feel the days are numbered ..our time has come
they've won us over ..a new way in
the battles done yet just begun
a tide has turned a government won

28 days is all it took to wipe us out
to drink our blood as they thirst
a start so sweet we couldn't tell
the war was over our time to hell

a child's cry a fathers breath
they didn't care upon our deaths
the few knew all
our day was done
just 28
to an end begun

a start from fresh for a few thats left
but just in case the army's grace
to keep us right and walk the talk
until we follow as cows do walk

the new way in was all we heard
like cattle to the end of earth
no crying out no chance to scream
welcome to the new world dream

Why oh why do we do it ...
Why oh why do we care ...
4o'clock in the morning
it aint really fair

bed is the place I'd rather be
warm and toastie inside
all wrapped up and still to tired
far to cold to be outside

Have to work to pay the bills
why oh why oh why

5 years till now
5 hours it felt
since that very day
5 minutes or seconds
but now so far away

Dear Father oh father I miss you
Dear Father oh father to hold you
Just one more chance to say I love you

5 years since they took your breath away
5 years since I fell in disarray

Oh Father dear father I miss you
Oh Father dear father to hold you
Just one more time to say I love you

A look that left me on that day
A smile thats gone for good I pray

Dear Father oh father I miss you
Dear Father oh father to hold you
Just one more chance to say I love you

5 years all gone but still I long
A day A minute a second chance
A voice to a Fathers hand

Oh Father dear father I miss you
Dear Father oh father to hold you
Just one more chance to say I love you

I love you
I love you
I love you

eyes that bleed to the sound of another dawn aproaching
dead yet awoken as the noise invades my ears
life begun against the oppressive nature of gloom
dreams so yesterday as light takes on the dark

These were my thoughts as i awoke
today was my destiny to change the world
yet would tomorro be different
would dreams take on new life

7 billion souls now so think this way
all fighting for the one
air so sweet against dust from the dead
life still goes on..... life still goes on....and on

Gone into a world that's not quite there
gone into a world of look and despair
fighting through the haze of a drunken gaze
that look so hated a mind in daze

taken to the thirst of another day
wanted to hate it but liquor has its say
sip until a gulp then the worst is over
tastes so sweet my four leaf clover

memories gone all friends departed
drunken dust so warm so hearted  
gutter life from once departed
one way ticket out
a bottle started

Breath the air fall on my face as I see the world
no ties nor chain are now in place
i feel so free from all the harm
no more worries no more charm

See my glass so full it spills
see the real world feels a thrill
chains all broken so I can breath
breath the air breath the free

rules forgotten now dispersed
wishing you saw what i have met
join me in the new world seen
join me on a venture green
open your eyes to air unseen

Into the day of night my eyes see nothing
Why do I look out there
Am I scared of what's Becoming
Am I scared to face the fear
Will my madness collide with sanity
Will my end become the start
I wonder of this life of mine
My world doth fall apart

No end to start the now
No world to leave my mind
How can I be this person
My madness be my sight

This night has won me over
No sleep for all my life
I'm doomed to fail the living
Be welcome after life

The sound of silence brings hope
The welcome to the other world
The join of all deceased
Toes all dipped I'm ready
Ready now so please
Be welcome to my future
Be welcome inner peace

Age comes in

part one

The signs are there as age comes in
my body aches where once id win
can feel the calling my body fades
muscles wasting ..failing grace
breath is shorter the time does wane
fewer winters left to play
grasp more candles whilst you can
age is winning **** you man
creaks and groans yet here I stand
standing tall inside my head
whine all day about my ails
does me good as body fails

Part two

sod this life for I can win an age is inner
I feel thin
take the pills that keep me strong
dance all night and worry none
drink and drink till you fall down
no excuse its on the town
aches all gone just for a bit
wine is winning does its trick
until tomoro when age comes in
I'll party hard and drink the drink

Part Three

Can barely move my body as age has won the day
no grasp upon my life as life has slipped away
my bones are weak and all has failed
human meltdown frail does meek
Yet I remember
the day I danced a night away
I remember
a day I lived a life
I remember
My life I lived
I lived my life

waking to the fresh of dawn my body aches another snore
feel the need for sleep i do ..wakey wakey teapot brew
damm the night that had me hooked.. tv ,beer and loads a grub
just five more is all i ask sleep a little ..alarming bash

The blind of the wind had the power to exhale
This quiet killer that made the tree's sing and
buildings talk needed to quench it's thirst
The silence of the wind a blinded hurt

Ready for the ****
Ready for it's thrill
Ready to blow your mind

No warning cry or last goodbye carried in its breath
the scream so still from wind to ****
No mourning in your death
Hidden from view a the silence leaves you
a last goodbye

My head was down as bad my day had come
a life on here had done me harm a place that few do roam  
was standing in the queue of life to pay my way ahead
That was until i realised my life was still to had

It wasnt me that changed my mind it was the queue I'm in
The angel standing next to me did have it ... but she grinned
That smile of hope and wishing why its her and not the truth
that god was trying to claim his angel early in her youth

I let her pass a chit and chat ...her taste for life not gone
my head did shake to what i had ...and what I had to come
So sorrow gone for my poor past ..just future and look up
no shuffling down my feet in line
a life is to be had    
a life is to be had

Do we die when we sleep or do we dream a death
do we breath we sleep or exhale our soul
do we wake and remember or just born again
i know not but know some

Do we live so that others die
do we die so that others can cry
do we have a point
I know not why

Do we fight to save a few
do we love so that loves shines through
Do we want yet need so less
I wish i knew

Do you remember a photo lost
do you wish you hadnt forgot
do we care
I cry !!!

Do we die when we sleep
or do we dream a death
Do we breath in deep  
or exhale our soul
Do we wake and remember
or live be born again
I know not
But know some

Do we live so that others
be quiet
Do we die so that others
can cry
Do we have a point
I know not why
But I know some

Do we fight to save
a few
Do we love so that loves
shines through
Do we want yet need
so less
I wish I knew
That I know some  

Do you remember a photo
lost
Do you wish you hadn't
forgot
Do we care
I cry !!!
I cry !!!
I cry !!!

My mind is on fire ...can you see it burn
its heat is is desire.. a bar-b -cue turn
logic dictates that to touch will inflate
my big headed ego a mind in a state

my body is aching from work in undone
it feels so asleep yet a new days begun
can feel my bones wanting another sleep in
but mind is a calling wake up time again

alive and awake is how its begun
the death in the family has finally moved on
i feel so alive that I want to join in
my mind is alive now ...now let us begin

The mindful eye had its hold
My life in tatters all around about to fold
could feel the pressure in me
a kettle on the edge
A mindful eye inside me
wanting me all dead

A thousand helpers with it
To show me all my past
all of my misdemeanors
Fruition here at last
It made me think of what Id done
and left me sad inside
the mindful eye did feed me
feed on all my lies

They say that past is past
and future's here a find
Why is the eye still here in me
leaving me so blind
I want to be successful
Have friends and be all kind
But eye is there inside me
taking all my life

I think I'm mad all over
Or maybe its my time
to hide from all this madness
Leave it all behind .......

aint it bright to see the light a joy behold fresh air untold
the sun does shine so warmin face that felt so cold a lost embrace
deep within the glow returns ..a fighter a winner a breeze contend
deep deep breath abode does take the chance to live a love to slave
feel it sap the goodness in and blow away that awful sin
So cry out to the sun above good to see and one to love
our time to pray to its real power a love a hate do we devour
but for what can we not do the suns so darkness let light shine through

Ain't it bright to see the light
A joy behold fresh air untold
The sun does shine so to a  
Warming face that felt so cold

Deep within the glow returns
A fighter
A winner
A breeze contend

Deep deep breath in as
Abode does take the chance
In a missed lost brace
To live a love to see my slave

Feel it sap the goodness in
And blow away that awful sin
So cry out to the sun above
Good to see and one to love

Our time to pray to its real power
A love
A hate
Do we devour

But for what can we not do
this day
The suns so darkness
Let light shine ray

So tired ...yet ..no sleep comes to me
even as i ache with thought
another day with pain yet no solace to spawn
skin tingling with fire yet no flame to wash away
sleep come to me so that.. dreams
get me through another day

darkness outside and darkness within
still no sleeping no calming begin
candles burned out no life left within
heartbeat decided a life spent in sin

headless spinning a new dawn shines on
the sleepless within me fights yawning begun
time to breath in a freshness to start
a new life within me a path an new start

The old did have its meaning
That time was past its time
A wake for new beginnings
This promise all is
fine

A New Years Day
The memories fade
The past behind
Our ghosts in time
This years new day

Thoughts all gone
The length was long
Yet here we are
A new days start
A smile to breath
A sighed relief

A New Years Day
The memories fade
The past behind
Our ghosts in time
This years new day

Lets welcome in the new
Be part of specials true
No resting on our laurels
New year hand back
old sorrows

A New Years Day
The memories fade
The past behind
Our ghosts in time
This years new day

Tis time to all reach out
Remember life's about
Be welcome in the new
The best new year
Can do ....

Silence creeps across the room as his anger raged to a reddened face
A look that brought a chill formed from the face furnace that dared you a why
Lines drawn with a flair to pass or fall
And still the rage formed
And still the rage formed

Anger eyes a ****** red
Waiting
Wanting
Needing fire to quell the fire within
Those anger eyes staring a ready grin

Another day to come as the coolness of the night sooths the strain of sight
Coldness gone to a warm glow with smiling eyes and a temper swoon
Breath in breath out its not your fault
Breath in the fresh
Breath in the fresh

Anger eyes cooled through a tear
Waiting
Wanting
Tempting love through the hate
Those tears of love do sooth the fire

another day to wake up to

a new start to the dawn

another life be it broken

a lifetime reborn



a new breath from a newborn

a last for a few

a day to remember

a silence ensue



against all the odds

a will to be here

agility lost

a fragle soon near



an age to be older

a mind lost in sea

a lifetime of memories

awash in the breeze

Another day another dollar
Don the thrown on clothes
That worn over washed feel
A face soaped look to begin the start of another start
Another trawl into the big wide world
Yet so held in as my uniform
Becomes my sin

Work the day
Sleep the night
Gone the parties
Gone the life

My dollar buys the tax mans lunch
His change may feed my family brunch
Pay the bills on borrowed time
What a life my common crimes
Twist the fate that follows me
The uniform of life and
I'm the tree

Work the day
Sleep the night
Gone the parties
Gone the life

Holiday beaches from a magazine
Feel the heat and dream the dream
Forget the island sun my son
Paradise park be only for the few
Paradise just aint my glue

Work the day
Sleep the night
Gone the parties
Gone the life

Uniform of life work your magic wand
Take me to another place
Work me to the bone
Feed my luck to the workers book
It's written till the end
Gone my map all washed from the tears of my soul
The chapters complete yet
Empty inside

as I look on past those eyes
a calling falls to me
Time I took a breather time i looked and seen
see the crackle see the red
hope its just the work I do and nothin I may dread

My heart is saying all is fine ,my eyes say so much more
time to take another path
time to live the green
all is golden as glass is drunk
leaving so the aftermath of stolen hearts and soul

wake until the taste is gone
yet taste I crave so more
headache stolen for the day ....tomorro waits to fall
see the future ask my face a new way is begun
welcome to another place
a darkness falls away

as I look on past those eyes
a calling falls to me
Time I took a breather time i looked and seen
see the crackle see the red
hope its just the work I do and nothin I may dread

My heart is saying all is fine ,my eyes say so much more
time to take another path
time to live the green
all is golden as glass is drunk
leaving so the aftermath of stolen hearts and soul

wake until the taste is gone
yet taste I crave so more
headache stolen for the day ....tomorro waits to fall
see the future ask my face a new way is begun
welcome to another place
a darkness falls away

The split in the rock was a sign to go!!!!
Yet you stayed with me
You laid your life before me baby
Let good times be the key

A blindness whoah
A blindness ohhhhhhh
Come right back to me
A blindness love ...a blindness give
A penny for your love !!!!

My head is running miles and miles
Yet my body stays so still
A bitter taste to the after shock
A bitter taste of will

A blindness whoah
A blindness ohhhhhhh
Come right back to me
A blindness love ....a blindness give
A penny for your love !!!!

You fill my mind with lovers eyes
I want you all the time
So here I am for your command
I want you be my wife !!!!!

A blindness whoah
A blindness ohhhhhhh
Come right back to me
A blindness love ....a blindness give
A penny for your love !!!!

A flower held hand as the young girl
reaches up for her mothers grasp
The reddest of velvet's reflected from
her tears on eyes as her poppy
stands proud and straight

Remember their sacrifice
As you join in their stand
An honour to hold one
Red poppy to hand

She knows why she's standing
She know no return
Her father not here now
His never come home

He fought for his country
He fought for his life
He fought for his honour
His family
Our life

Remember this girl that cries every night
No father to hold her
Is gone from this earth
Yet she is the proudest
A daughter could be
Because of her father
Gave life
For you
...and for me

I got it right ,I knew the score
no sugar to eat,no choccy galore
treacle **** gone vamouss,cream cake up the wall
but my health I do keep
I now know the score

Tis strange to be told ..your getting so old
to be given a chance is fine ..let us dance
I call myself lucky ,it could be much worse
i walk and play football and loose bad at golf
I wake up to see ..my son smile back at me
so get a big grip you soft sad old ***

Body in aching from a thousand steps
Yet a thousand more must be seen
In this life that i love for free
Yet take away my relief

Go feed me the pain that
I must have
And bring me lifeless ebb
My time to take a thousand steps
A thousand steps again

A tortured mind for the mindless fools
My head feels so at home
Just a thousand steps to take me there
And a thousand back I drone

Go feed me the pain that
i must have
And bring me lifeless ebb
My time to take a thousand steps
A thousand steps again

Hills of torture through paths of stone
I'll walk the way to hell
A thousand steps step up the hill
Just a thousand back again

Go feed me the pain that
I must have
And bring me lifeless ebb
My time to take a thousand steps
A thousand steps again

Does this see life as we are made
Or can we throw the walk
Do charge a million miles to stride
Be dam the steps don't fall

I'd sooner fly to stars above
Be scared of reaching high
Look down as up and step to climb
the sky

Go feed me the pain that
I must have
And bring me lifeless ebb
My time to take a thousand steps
A thousand steps again


A pearly gate may greet me  
Fluffy beard to show us life
The new way
Last step in time

I look into the mirror as sadness hits my eyes
A missing of the future
a past so full of lies
The red is seen in fighting
as sorrow fills the shell
In wishing of the yesteryear
when all around was well

A time ago when I had life
a life to live it well
My madness kept inside my head
You couldn't see the swell
Yet here we are sometime since past
you see it in my eyes
The redness of the lunacy
the hate within the eyes

Its in the likes of all of us
but hidden from the view
The madness of the devil
dripping life from you
Some get to see the other side
and live to tell the tale
so watch out for the redness rye
a madness will entail

I can hear your breath so close to me
as I lay down sleepy head in thee
A tint of lemon can be found
from your pillow scented sound
Laying here so close as one
I feel your heat..... a lovers song

Knowing life with you with me
sends a smile inside you see
warm this glow that beats my heart
from the love for you sweetheart
Together knowing life as one
never parting being strong
Long for life forever on
you beside me on and on

Sweet dreams that melt my heart away
I think about you everyday
You make me laugh when I should cry
big hugs a plenty till I fly
Yet here you lay in peace in arms
Love your kisses and sweet charms
Soon we'll fall away together
Dreaming loving life forever

As my days pass into nights
I wonder if
am i all i can
I see myself as others do and wonder of my life
do you?

I wonder of my life !!!
Do you??
I wonder of my life !!
I do!!

I see a sadness in my look
a shame inside of life I took
Yet in those eyes I know
I can see a smile of love
I am

I wonder of my life !!
Do you??
I wonder of a lifeless
New!!

That smile inside
That does you good
Is life in touch??
I wish it was

Is live in touch ??
I wish it was!!
I wish it was !!

Feel the wind blow its breeze through my face
a wispy cloudy haze
a wispy cloudy haze
suns heat warmed my soul in
my soul my soul
the tinge is turning as this colour fades
from there to here and here to there
a wispy cloudy haze
on a wispy cloudy day

Baa Humbug to the world this day
Its stupid time of year
See madness in the peoples eyes
All rushing face the fear

So what its Christmas soon I say
Baa Humbug to you all
Your mad and crazy for the trick
It almost makes me crawl

Yes Santa go and swing ya pants
And stuff ya stupid tree
Pine needles still in June my ***
They hurt my lickl'e feet

A present yeah some socks a pair
Oh thanks I'm really chuffed ..
Sent smelly stuff from who I care
Yes great I smell of farts

I look like I'm all bothered
I really want all this
Cant do with all the hassle
With my cookings crap as hell

Baa Humbug to this time of year
I hate it all the time
When Reli's turn up Christmas cheer
And drink all of me wine
Sod the fact that that's all gone
Won't see them for a year

So Santa sling ya hook again
go find some others pies
Cos mine are staying right in here
..................................
Baa Humbug be the time

I love you oh yes i do so be the one
say yes love you ...oh baby love me too
I love you more than you know you
oh baby love me too
oh baby love me too

I need you like no one else
you send me crazy make me melt
oh baby i need you
oh baby love me too

I want you.. yes it hurts like hell
the pain is biting love me girl
oh baby i want you
oh baby love me too

baby love me too
baby baby baby love me too !!!

Be amazed at what you are
for all around dont see the harm
your bright and witty ..do make us laugh
so one day soon all this will pass

you'll take us over and be de-mand
be the one that takes command
time to face the hidden truths
reveal your beauty ...be the you

Hello beautiful sunshine
Good morning wonderful day
The sign this day is a better one
the best is on its way

Me shades are poised and in me hair
my coat is back ..its under stairs
Please Mr sunshine stay with me
warm me up ...beggin ya please

ya know today is such a wonderful place
standing in the molten air
waiting for the sun to burn
waiting for the peace fresh air

Hello beautiful sunshine
Good morning wonderful day
today is such a long one
who cares ya gotta stay

From the inside to the out my world is a beautiful
from this is the life
a life we could lead
I would smell in the flowers and feel to their touch
I would see through the colour as my hand reaches out  
for that love from my father holding his son
from a feeling of belonging loving this song

What a beautiful land for a beautiful inner
what a wonder-us sight as the light  see's my eyes  
tis a place we should love and care for our times  
as we love for each other
love for us all
love for us all

I would smell in the breeze as it washes my face
to taste in the air an air we do breath
I would remember a time when grandad made faces
and held to my hand to deaden the pain
what a wonderful life we all could be living
a sun on my back warming my thin
as my age comes around and takes in my over  
I wonder in time ....  

What a beautiful land for a beautiful inner
what a wonder-us sight as the light  see's my eyes  
tis a place we should love and care for our times  
as we love for each other
love for us all
love for us all

From my eyes as they alter i still see the same
this beautiful place in sun and the rain
from these wrinkles that grey
as my arms grow the weaker
I would never forget the beautiful world
your beautiful face
your wonderful smile
our fabulous child
this beautiful world

The coffee tasted bitter as my
Lips parted to heal
Thought's of a time ago
Looking at me  
Sweet memories
My elders  
Flashbacks all grief

Walks of my long ago
Smiles from afar
Things that I said
In haste
Paths that I crossed

All in a day when I blinded
To see
Gone all the people
Past in my peace  
  
Now all I have are these looks
In my mind
Photo's all hidden
Where's gone all this time

Sadness falling from stained
Wet eyes
Taste of the coffee
Bitter
That's fine