I'm chasing the stars away tonight with my eyes.
Tears like clouds of darkness.
Hovering ready to rain from the moonlit skies.
I wish you were with me tonight to hold,
Instead of being so far away.
Heat lightening streaks across the sky proud and bold.
Birds flying against the midnight sun waiting like me,
For the break of day.
The wind blows enough to send a chill through me.
I wrap myself around your warm memory.
Soft music plays from somewhere far away.
You fill my mind,
As my body begins to sway.
I will hold you in my dreams tonight,
And I will love you a million times over.
Those dreams will never end,
Even with the morning light.
Because until we are together those dreams will go on forever.
Goodnight my love.
Love me in your world.

IVE STOPPED.
             Stopped wishing.
                         Stopped praying.
                                Stopped believing.
At least i thought i did.
Truth is, i dont know what i did.

              I still wish.
                I still pray.
                    still believe and still DREAM.
Been broken and then more with a torn heart.
Lookin at a mirror, like vanity was suppose to take it from here.
but no.
     I have a free mind.
    Free to dream.
to believe.
and have faith in ME.

in the end we all doubt ourselves.
and then we realize there is no one else to compare to.

live our lives. thats what we can do.
kiss *** if you want to.


look in a mirror and believe it is you.
and know nothing will happen unless you have faith in you.

They say to travel down the road less traveled by.
But what happens when its a dead end?... pushing u back to the mainstream ****.
Nothing is ever enough, you cant get yourself to get up.
Nor become the same as everyone.
You dont know how.
How to talk to people,
how to get places.
nothing.
I knew life wasnt gonna be easy.
But why couldnt I prepare myself or get off my arce sooner, and do something, why cant I still?
Why cant I be someone better.

It always ends up being the same.
Having the wrong insight.
Why do I have this state of mind. why havent I changed it.

Feeling like I cant make friends, or be confident, nor have a need to live.
Never knowing why I need to be on this earth.
Another step is all I can take.

Moving on from this place.