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1.1k · May 2015
Ana Wahyuni May 2015
Oncologist said that's illness
And it was evolved and hopeless
Hiding and appearing become skilled
The last o'er time before I killed

As flower in desert
Skinny and pale were sign
Pray and cry were habits
Saw the Lord's house so high

My crown is missing
Because I'm struggling
My dream is missing
Because I'm struggling

Put hand in beating heart
Believing God's bell
Put hand in beating heart
And said " all is well"
for several people who try to survive and my lovely Mom
571 · Apr 2016
Can You Imagine?
Ana Wahyuni Apr 2016
Could you imagine,
The way mommy hugs you
And wipes you tears away?
Yes, I could! But she gone

Could you imagine,
The way daddy makes you smile
And explains to you when mommy’s mad?
Yes, I could! But he changes

Can you see and kiss her?
Ask mommy,How’s her doing?
Shopping and being crazy together?
I can’t, she was gone forever

Can you feel the way daddy hug you?
Make you laugh when you mess?
Tell about your love happen in school?
I  can’t, he has new daughters

If I could choose...
I want they to part, but still touch their skin
If I could choose...
I want live in dream, I can hold ‘em and say “I love you
be thankful because you still see your mommy and daddy, even they divorced. you still touch and hold their hand, share anything, and ask them the key of life.
522 · Jun 2015
Will not Bad than Never
Ana Wahyuni Jun 2015
I want turn back the time with no motion
Where I can grasp the eyes of the moon
I made sure 'Twas no Santa Mondega
Wrenched my love, drift swallowed into typhoon

Bourbon was wiped out us when I woke up
Even I haven't saw carcass lay up
Will not bad than never to see the light
Definitely sing then the hand rise up

I wanted to live longer certainly
Without see tomorrow comes to early
Just see the only one of sun rise up
Not eclipse killed me by frozen coldly

Make sure if I happy with the right path
Not promise that you said was made you wrath
518 · Nov 2015
Hi Stranger!
Ana Wahyuni Nov 2015
How are you – the answer usually used to cover everything even we are not fine.
How even we believe with stranger
Just see their face by cam
Or even they show their ****!

They thought every women like 9 inch
We reach man who has purposed for marriage
Not use it everything as a *****

Baby! Sweetie! Honey! Sugar!
As if the man who I used to know
Thy tip of finger make any satisfy
Or even make any cry at night

Harder, Don’t deny any beat!
Thou are feels good in every chat?
Cause love doesn’t need any cost
For someone that we love the most
Love is not about how the way you look, but how the way you see.
433 · May 2015
Unknown Soul
Ana Wahyuni May 2015
I shut my eyes,
I saw the lightness,
I open my eyes,
I saw the darkness,

I speak they cried
I be quiet they exited
I step forward they step back
I fall they watched to laugh

I had passed away
They ask why?
I slept in May
Then have a good day!
I'm human too!
421 · Oct 2015
Ana Wahyuni Oct 2015
I am mess,
Need some rest

I've tried,
But failed

I don't know what I'm waiting
But they ask me to keep going

I don't know why!
Even we fall to high

I've been waiting on you
Just waiting for something real
357 · Mar 2016
Ana Wahyuni Mar 2016
Blue is your smoky dream to keep me wonder
Why you stand alone while I am really want you
His beautiful pink smile is keep her warmer
Flowers will be bloomed by you, and you, always you!

Glasses that always stay in your eyes is Black
Even shy, wish his Brown eyes keep staring at me
12.00 clock – always get me hurt to love your back
Don’t give me Yellow, become slowly ain’t me

I saw this your tinny heart still Grey to touch
My tied heart tired tried to told your Gold heart to taste
Can I change it to be Red? We can talk in couch
Or may be I can start from Yellow to the best
I O U nerd
345 · Oct 2015
Lost Hope
Ana Wahyuni Oct 2015
In the darkness with emotion
Watch the light runs
With die soul as if no motion
I think God's hand breaks my heart

Silent with voice in my head
They come from inside
And exit by tears
I need new body with a certain eyes

But we strong enough to pray
And still strong enough to hope
When there is nobody stay
I thought they slept with belief

I don't have any word, please
Stop to force bodies without any soul!
Let it all go after we fall
Like what rainbow do as usual
302 · May 2016
I See Inside
Ana Wahyuni May 2016
I hate someone who used to sit next to me
But we are fighting inside
People may not see,

I hate someone who used to talk everything to me
But we are mocking each other inside
People may not see,

I hate someone who used to close to me
And you love man that I love
People may not see, but I see
173 · Apr 2017
Of Me
Ana Wahyuni Apr 2017
Can I have a little time to break?
To think less
To worry less 
To feel less
After all, I'll running again till the end of me

I thankful everything into smallest things
My mistake
My tears
My unhappiness
To see and thank you to blowing my life line

After all, promise me
To the love you've taken away
To the trust you've broken
To the life of little girl ever dream

— The End —