Breath and release,
Senses open wide,
You see the world for the first time,
The colors and sounds blind you,
The beauty of it all leaves you breathless.
You stand there dumbfounded by this new feeling,
Not knowing what to do or what to look at,
Each step is a step toward a greater magnitude,
Something so magnificent and mysterious,
It is impossible to fathom it.
The world extends far beyond what we see,
Endless turns and hallways,
Every vortex is a new dimension,
All the dimensions guided by the Eye,
We as people make up the doors and lock ourselves in,
Creating a whole world of our own,
Drifting further and further away from the One who leads us.
Take a trip with me,
Go on a journey to see,
All of the marvelous things yet to be discovered.

Such a simple action leads to such an extensive mistake.
An action of pure love led on by desire and lust,
Collision of raw emotions,
Confusing thoughts,
Twisted tounges speaking laughable excuses,
A long never ending twisted road lies ahead,
Lives eternally changed.
There is no easy way down the treacherous path,
People will end up betrayed,
Hurt.
Guilt.
No one to blame but themselves.
Two senseless lovers bonded together for a lifetime.

Paranoia something I can't shake,
In a room alone someone has their eyeballs on me.
Cautious, courageous, careful bravery,
I glance around behind me then again to see who was there.

Always being watched ****** down,
Consumed by the unidentified source,
Why do the eyes stare so intently?
Deep passed my outer appearance,
Peering into my well hidden past,
Thoughts resurfacing.

The intensity of being stared at,
No one to tell to look away,
All I think about,
All I feel,
All I know,
Bing watched every second of the day
****** into my own demention of paranoia.

Lonely sorrow,
I walk alone,
Scoraching heat,
Melting what little flesh of memory i have left,
Firey stones lit up beneath my feet,
Sense of direction lost in the roasting wind,
No recelection of time not a thought from the past,
No hope for tomorrow.

Feel your soul leave,
And your body crack,
Feel the air rush away,
And feel yourself drop.

Stone cold hard ground,
Shockwaves ripple through your entire body,
Clashing and bouncing off the walls on the inside,
Not a single breath can be taken.

Pain radiating throughout each blood vessel,
Every muscle screaming in agony as you will yourself to move,
Not a sound,
Not a flinch,
Just a frozen corpse,
Her soul slowly draining away,
leaving an empty shell of nothing.

Embarrassed? No not the half of it,
Confused at the emotions twirling in her brain,
Feelings long forgotten,
Swelling devotion,
Gentle touch,
Smooth lips,
Irresistible force,
Attach her forever,
Stay with her always,
Meaningful glances; unbroken promises,
Cradle her with care,
Catch her when she falls,
Don't let her hit the ground,
Lift her up,
Soar her to the sky,
Fall for her blue eyes ,
Mend her broken heart,
Fix her up make her feel beautiful,
To be wanted,
To be loved,
And to love,
And to want,
To need and care,
Forever entangled in your arms.

It's not the past,
Is what could have been,
Not memories,
But thoughts.
Endless circles,
Stress shooting to every corner of my body,
Short breaths,
Not thinking,
Clear my mind,
Impossible to not think,
How  to end this.
Thoughts resurface of possibilities to cease this pain,
No trust for anyone,
No hope for the world
Lost in my own selfishness and sorrow,
Empty and alone,
Silent screams,
Unanswered prayers,
Begging people to help,
No one reaches their hand out,
Watch me fall,
Watch me loose to the darkness,
Giving up on this,
Giving up on them,
Giving up on me.