You used me,
Like a soulless piece of meat.
You used me,
As you burned me in your heat.

Your eyes full of lust,
As your demons were thirsty.
You agonized my body,
As I pleaded for mercy.

I shouted in pain,
I cried and I yelled.
But No one heard my voice,
No one came to help.

And then,
We were caught.
They said it was my fault!

I, am the one being abused!
Just look at the pain in my eyes?
You say I'm guilty,
As you're fooled by the devil's disguise.

Why did you leave me here?
Defenceless and alone.
Why did you not protect me?
Why did you not keep me home?

It's not my fault,
This is all on you!
You abandoned your daughter!
There was nothing I could do.

I have a question.

Did you know of the dirt under his fingernails when he buried his secrets.

Did you see the stains of my blood on his shirts.

The ones with which he wiped my body as I lay motionless on his bed.
Knowing that you still call me a disgrace,
Why don't you **** yourself instead!

But now, I'm going.
Somewhere far away.
To start over again,
Where no one would judge, nor will betray.

Somewhere near heaven,
Right next to a river.
Where God will be my guardian,
And I will be safe forever.

Today I leave this world with nothing but bad memories.
Today I leave this world with broken dreams and stories of miseries.

Goodbye to the parents I never had,
Goodbye to the monster who killed me but I'm glad.
I'm glad I died,
It's better than being eaten from the inside.

There's so much love between us,
Love that we don't need.
It's a delusion in our heads,
A delusion bringing us to our knees.

We believe in things that are non existent,
And by 'we' I also mean me.
We believe them to our death,
Things that we never see.

Things that seem ethereal,
Things that seem like heaven.
Things like, love.
Something that works like venom.

It kills you, but not once.
It heals you, but to play more.
It's bruises cannot be seen,
But this is what you asked for.

Because You did this,
You opened the door.
For the day you fell in love,
Was the day you declared war.'

As I buried my face into her neck.
As I wrapped my arms around her chest.
It felt like nothing could be better at this moment.
It felt like taking my last gasping breath.

The scent of roses and blossoms ignited my soul.
And it was that very moment after which I never felt alone.

You, were beautiful.
Majestic for all I could say,
Nothing had never been so perfect.
Nothing that I could portray

Like the harmless moonlight,
You put ease to my heart.
Like the chirping sound of birds on a Sunday morning.
Like a beautiful life I wanted to start.

I rushed in panic,
I ran around.
I searched for shelter,
And God I found.
He loved not one,
He loved them all.
He carries me up,
Everytime I fall.

You said you felt it,
You said you cried.
You said you'd love me,
Till the day we died.
There was misery,
There was pain.
But I could still love you,
Now and a millions times again.
You were happy,
You were sane.
But you had an ocean inside you.
An ocean of pain.
I saw you today,
Saying goodbye.
But I know you still love me,
Then why do you lie?

For his eternal bliss,
And the happiness he seeks,
Is in the ruins he carries,
And the poetry he speaks.
He is bursting with words,
His heart shouting in pain,
He needs a reason to smile,
He needs to live again.
If he stays this way,
He will then die.
He carries too much pain inside him,
Its hard for him to survive.

'When love shall perish,
The sky will fall.
When the earth will crack open
hatred will slay us all.
For love is the reason we exist,
Love is the reason we're alive.
Hatred is our enemy,
Love is the only way we survive.'