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Dec 2013 amc

Existence

Dec 2013 amc

Lizzy

The days that are the worst
Are when I feel nothing at all
Not exactly low
Just numb

That's what depression does to you
A cancerous numbing
Slowly spreading
Until your whole brain goes cold

Trying any remedy
To feel something again
But it's too late
I've already lost all feeling

I'm no longer living a life
I'm just simply existing

Dec 2013 amc

Parallel Synchronized Randomness

Dec 2013 amc

The Masked Sleepyz

Parallel Synchronized Randomness

A spontaneous creation unmatched,
to create a conversation is not a plan that can be hatched,
it happens without you know it had began,
and it ends and rebirths without knowing it can,
like a different show but all the actors the same,
it cant be loud nor tame,
but afterwords you feel proud,
because it happened,
and something inside of you was tapped in,
to be able to share something that is hard to do,
a spontaneous creation in lieu,
of you being human.

Lets have a conversation dear reader? oh and here's this-
Any Random seemingly unexplained connection(s) between two people who are disconnected, ties that person to the other in a mathematical world infinitely. They become forever connected in their disconnectedness.

Dec 2013 amc

maybe i'll never know

Dec 2013 amc

R

maybe i'll never know

i thought of him
and those hands
and that beard
dear god, he is ecstasy.

i thought of that laugh
and that smile
and those blue, blue eyes.
i cannot get enough.

the thought of his tie
and those lips
and the way he sticks out his tongue.
i sure would like a taste of him.

i thought about him
and his brain
and about what he thinks about,
maybe he thinks of me?

he must think of me,
he gives me gifts
and tells me he loves me.
doesn't that mean he cares?

maybe i'll never know.

Dec 2013 amc

June 27, 2013

Dec 2013 amc

Frances Apparitions Blackheart

June 27, 2013

no weight
no never waitless huh?
youre always in my spine

faint,
but i still can see the light
but they are blurring it
still haven't found the time

to will its way
almost half past midnight
im not the same
a new day new sunshine
to make me blind on my time

fate
but not the one you find
the one that finds you
and punches you in the face

faint
bloods not your favorite smell
make all I've argued come true
and hand over lies now
you said it would never be like this again

you said it would never be like this again

Dec 2013 amc

Clocks

Dec 2013 amc

Lizzy

Clocks

At my darkest hour
My clock goes so slow
The hands seem to be going backwards
Slowly unwinding
Mood declining
My blade the only thing supplying
Relief against the hurt that keeps finding me
On my one way path
Down
Down
Down
Deeper and deeper
The pain that's more than just skin deep

Dec 2013 amc

Librarian

Dec 2013 amc

Lizzy

Librarian

The panic rises
Your secrets piled up like old books on a shelf
Untouched by anyone
Except for you

Your mouth feels funny
Hands trembling
You try to brush your teeth

You look in the mirror
Staring back at the girl
Dark circles under her eyes
Hair going every which way
Shirt so long
It could be a dress
Is this really what it has come to?

Dec 2013 amc

Untitled

Dec 2013 amc

Bilal Kaci

Untitled

Your art is the footprint you leave
On the snowy path to self discovery

Dec 2013 amc

Stuck

Dec 2013 amc

Lizzy

Stuck

You were rudely awoken from your dreams of happiness
Like a reoccurring nightmare
That never seems to end

No matter how many diagnoses are made
Pills you take
And fake smiles you show
You can never wake up

It's like an addiction
Anything you can get your hands on
Anything you can do
You'll always find away
To sneak into the dark once again

You whisper the words
That your life revolves around
Between forced gags
And broken tears
"You should be better"

Nov 2013 amc

Red

Nov 2013 amc

Lizzy

Red

It's ironic
How beautiful it is
The way it flows in a thin line
Drops of pain and sorrow
That puddle up on your bathroom floor
Drained
No longer a part of you
You start to think
*"Maybe if enough is lost
The pain will go away."