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5.9k · Jun 2015
Submissive, Passive
Ambiguous Frizz Jun 2015
We are frail
But could be stout
We are patient
But could be tired
We are deep
But could turn shallow
Rather true
But pick the fraud fellow.
Whoever we are
Are carved from jolts
Which heart embraces
And grabs then stitches.
But when the *****
Had too much dinge
And no more yarn
Left to sew the bits,
This marred love
Will become dust
For a weeping man
To succumb in scruple.
2.9k · May 2019
Sa Wakas
Ambiguous Frizz May 2019
"Nakalimutan ko na ba?"
Yun ang pangamba
Nakalimot na nga ba?

Sino ka?
Saan ka pupunta?

Ilang araw din
Ilang oras sa madilim
Sa malabo
Sa magulo

Tuloy, nakalimot nga yata ako?

Matagal na panahon
Ang nilaan
Sa paghahanap
Nang kung saan
Nang kung sino
San nga ba tayo tutungo?

Pagtapos ng lahat
Ng isang mahabang panaginip
Ang mga mata’y muling nakasilip

Naalala ko na ulit
Nakalimutan ko lang saglit
Pero nagbabalik na muli

..ako
pagkaraan ng mahabang paghihintay, sisilay ay liwanag
1.8k · Apr 2020
Witches, Arise
Ambiguous Frizz Apr 2020
Witches are immortal, & we're starting to see
You may have burned the bodies
But the spirits they fled free

Witches are ethereal, & we're starting to feel
Ashes may have fallen
But they nurtured seeds you plowed from fields

Witches, we're alive
and we're dressed in gleamed skin
Our eyes pierce through bones
And our hearts never wear thin

We'll push you to the edge
until you turn into your highest form
The weak fear us because they know through us humanity transforms

We call, witches arise
And climb up the holes
It's time to bless the soil and unchain the shackled souls

With words, we unfurl magic
With truths, we unveil strengths

With power so infinite
It lives ever; it is shared.
1.6k · Oct 2017
Bagot
Ambiguous Frizz Oct 2017
Nababagot, bagot sa buhay
Buhay na noon'y makulay

San naparoon

Mga ngiting tunay
Mga salitang nagtulay
Sa loob at sa iba

San naparoon

Ang malawak na ideya
Imahinasyon o nobela

Nariyan lang sila
Sa dulo ng daliri
Sa gilid ng labi

Hanapin mo
At iyong makikita

Nababagot, bagot sa buhay

Hindi na, parating na

May makikita ka
Na wala sa iba

Hindi na, parating na

Damdamin
Galak
Halakhak

Nariyan na
Sa loob, sa paanan
Sa iyong mga mata
My first published poem in my native tongue -- tagalog. Filipino language is beautiful, syllabical. Hope another Filipino stumbles and feels with my first tagalog poem.
1.2k · Jun 2015
Snap
Ambiguous Frizz Jun 2015
We are to show
Our finest flaws
To grow.
10-word poem
1.1k · Sep 2019
Malaya Ka Nga Ba?
Ambiguous Frizz Sep 2019
Ngiting pinagkakait
dahil sa pananakit

Pusong 'di nakakaramdam
ngayo'y pagod na't hinahapo

Nakakulong sa lilim ng mapagpanggap
ang natatanging nagagawa ay magsulat

Magsayaw o kaya'y umawit

Hindi dahil nagdiriwang
o kaya'y maligaya

Kundi itanggi, itakwil
lumbay na nadarama
Malaya ka nga ba?
1.0k · Apr 2019
A Timebomb
Ambiguous Frizz Apr 2019
She's a ticking timebomb
With triggers of every bitter taste, she tries to swallow
And as she wallows in the dark,
drives by every thought
is a tick to the blow.

She's a ticking timebomb
And another tick-tock is growth to the bang

She holds carefully
and hides it like her fangs

Will it ever burst
Or soon just wane?

Whatever goes
However it turns

All she wants is anything but a bomb
she keeps in her chest
slowly beating just to blast.
She's a ticking timebomb
971 · May 2017
Brand New Wings
Ambiguous Frizz May 2017
I was hideously built
Terror, malice, lies were abundant as i grew
And then i died
I died for a million times
To live again
Now I am rebuilding my new self
With wings strong and hued
With aims clear, only good and true
And I thank the people
The circumstances
That led me to death
Just to let me live again
And bring me to a brighter
Promising world
That lets me shine
And fly free
for the aspiring hopefuls
969 · Oct 2015
Drown in doubt
Ambiguous Frizz Oct 2015
So again,
You would rather leave
Than prove yourself to me
That I am wrong.
What am I  to you?
I have questioned this myself for quite too long.
What are you to me?
I have known and yet I am still in doubt.
What are we doing?
I am drowning in this misery
And the last hope of breath
Is still uncertain
As flow of glee
To a masked man.

I don’t know
I don’t know
Intuition or delusion? Ask time, and hope he answers well.
960 · Jun 2015
Utmost Immunity
Ambiguous Frizz Jun 2015
Some peaks of dark fall these monsters learn to ebb.
I wonder where they go or will they ever draw.
And what I hanker for is hear from them no more.
As blankets do not succour,
Even pecks,
or sweet ***** holds,
Dispatch or scuttle
Dingy veil these ghastly voices love to warble.
812 · Jun 2015
Happiness
Ambiguous Frizz Jun 2015
No one is happy.

You can be delighted
Or find glee
You can be elated
Or feel bliss
You can be enchanted
If once pleased
Maybe tickled
And feel thrilled.

But not happy
No never will be.

The fact is no one
No ONE is going to be

Since happiness
Utters farewells
Knocks once
Yes, leaves you breathless

But always leaves
Loves to leave

Like a cool breeze at midday
Or the role you like to play
Summer that goes away
Or someone who doesn’t want to stay.

Happiness is always a phase
Sometimes seen on others face.

No one is happy.
No one will be.

But I still hope we’ll be.
716 · Aug 2016
HOPE
Ambiguous Frizz Aug 2016
Let me see the light

Let me see my worth

Let me feel it in my skin

Let me know it deep, deep, within.

I want to feel joy

I want to feel affixed

Let me see it

Let me feel it

I need it now

Like I have never before

I'm counting days

I'm nearly at this edge

*I beg you, bring it to myself
Notes of the voice
701 · Aug 2016
Flower
Ambiguous Frizz Aug 2016
She's tired..

Like a flower slowly withering as the cold wind goes

She needs the sun again.

She needs moisture.

Or maybe it's time for her petals to fall.

So let it hit the ground

Softly and full of grace

For she may flee

With the beauty of the wind

and be gone

but exist

*forever..
696 · Sep 2018
demons
Ambiguous Frizz Sep 2018
i have
so many
demons
in me
that i
continue to
live with
& tame
every
single
day
668 · Jun 2015
Swine
Ambiguous Frizz Jun 2015
There they go again.

Chirping, ranting, shrieking annoying noise.

Too loud she was doomed with silence,

With a bitter tang she insists to ignore.

The one was named fear

The other was unknown

The one was named sadness

While others hid in dim.

But courage persisted

Together with hope.

They fought with the whisperer

Who utters too strong.

She hides behind the curtain

Which she called beam.

Aside from her bruises

Piercing roughly through bones

She now carries a deep burden

In a bewildered, baffled form.
Voices in our itchy heads
596 · Jun 2015
Open Cage
Ambiguous Frizz Jun 2015
I guess I'll drown in this misery,
          Of the past
With my unburied self,
          I grasp
And every string of hope,
          I clasp
But as I grip tighter,
         I squall
Until I embellish my sorrow,

*I'm still lost.
Greed for wings. So let me out.
580 · Nov 2015
Note to Self
Ambiguous Frizz Nov 2015
My gaze is a reflection of the horizon:
Ever unending,
Obscure,
Teeming with anticipation.
This taste of bitter sweet tang
Which we all hoped for to end
But never wished to pass
Reminds me that we are free
Uncontrollable
Fragile.
Yet we pretend we are otherwise
For that we feel stronger.
Neglecting our flaws
Insisting a blanket of perfection.
But you are you
I am me
We are we
And your edges create your wholeness.
Do not be scared, child
Because we all are.
Have courage and be proud.
That’s how you wield your dagger.
Wee hours before end
576 · May 2017
Alone & Afraid
Ambiguous Frizz May 2017
A jolt
A thought
A shudder
You feel all alone
Only one in the world
No one is there
No person is there around you
For you
When you are being surrounded
With smiles
But there is no one
Is the loneliest feeling in the world.
after party aftermath
484 · Mar 2018
A Moth to a Dancing Flame
Ambiguous Frizz Mar 2018
A moth drawing near towards the flame
The fire attracts her seamless wings
She goes, she flies, without a hint of shame

"Beautiful things must be known," she said
But beautiful things can leave you in dread

Still she comes close
Closer to that enticing, dancing flame

Flies behind
And back and forth

She moves her wings to fill enough gap
To feel the heat, and the warmth
Yet safe from that vicious sap
Tasting an irresistible temptation
422 · May 2018
Overnight Heartbreak
Ambiguous Frizz May 2018
A smile, a stare of a beautiful stranger
Pulled you close without a hint of danger

You danced you laughed in the darkness of night
Like a dream of colors, oh what a lovely sight

A smile, a stare of a beautiful stranger
Something you won't forget, it stays forever

It was love for a night
You're sure you got blight

A kiss, a dance with a beautiful stranger
Took your heart and marked your blunders

Is it even possible to fall for a stranger?
You barely know, yet you cry a river.

A smile, a stare of a beautiful stranger
Cursed you, then you search for it ever

A kiss, a dance with a beautiful stranger
Do yourself a favor, and don't try to gamble

That stranger is not a lover
But a deceiver who can make you mad
mad as a hatter.
Is it even possible to fall for a stranger?
374 · Jul 2019
Just a Memory
Ambiguous Frizz Jul 2019
Sudden jolts amidst an occupied mind
I see you
I feel you
I touch you

I go back to the moments unchained
untamed and fierce
Exhilarated with blood gushing
from uncertainty
Titillated for your every inch

These moments of longing for your existence is a jab to a frail heart

Deep down there is truth in a notion where you are only a temptation

Merely a decoy for delight

For my memory deceives me with depth
but the reality is facile

A clouded echo yet too real and alive
hard to resist
hard to excise
300 · Jan 2019
who are we
Ambiguous Frizz Jan 2019
in chaos

i found, self

in anger

i found freedom

in hatred

i found love

in darkness

i lit the light
152 · Feb 2020
bring in the fire
Ambiguous Frizz Feb 2020
how many days have been

you lived through the cold

with seeping numbness

right through your holes



how many days have been

you lived with a void

hard to see or even hold

oblivious of its existence

but felt right through the bones



how many days have been

you slept under the muddles

you can’t even count or say and tell



the puzzled nights have passed

as you walk liberated

unchained from the hideous hooks

we bring in the fire

you thought you eternally loose



as the fire burn and rage and blaze

you glow and flare and free yourself from haze



keep the fire burning and let it all loose

never let anyone **** its ooze



cause life as we know it

can be cold and dark and filled with gloom

but with your weapon of warmth

you light up every corner

shimmer and smolder frosted nooks starved of life and vigor



until hell freezes over, ever bring in the fire
as the fire returns, & so are you

— The End —