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amanda lees May 2013
i dont understand you
we are always on different pages
i cant stand you
and you rages

sick of being taken advantage of
especially by you
how can this be love?
forgiveness is way past due

i dont know how you affect me this way
because i hate you
sometimes i want to run away
because i have to
amanda lees May 2013
you think your better than me
i think not
too bad im everything your not

******* and your little dog too
amanda lees May 2013
i hate you
for doing exactly what i do

i love you
for who i thought you were

i hate you
because you changed me

i love you
because you loved me

i hate you
because you don't love me anymore
amanda lees May 2013
its been years since your hair lay long
in front of your face
*** you hid from the world until you found H

I remember you better back in the day
when you had kindness in your heart
and you'd actually stay

the days are different now
i often wonder who you are
if you're clean or at the bar

i dream of you every night
sometimes who you were
and sometimes who you are

i cant tell the difference anymore
of what was real and what was fake
you took my heart for goodness sake

i pray that you can kick the habit for good
find yourself again
you really should

it has been years since we were together
but you still write to me
some part of you cares
i just let it be

i am an addict too since you've left me
addicted to you, and pills
ooopsie

i wonder if one day we'll both get it together
and meet again
be in love forever...
amanda lees Apr 2013
doing the dishes *****,
especially when it smells like butts.
food that has been there for weeks,
sprays at me and reaks.

every time i feel the water,
it burns me *** it got hotter.
water sprays onto my clothes
and here it goes...

gotta wash the dishes
amanda lees Apr 2013
used to use
and be used
but now i reuse
the beauty abused

the smoke is gone
my mind is clear
the anger is done
love is near

the world is not black
i now live in color
im free, im back
i am a lover
amanda lees Apr 2013
Life gives you lemons,
I'm drinking lemonade,
in the shade
watch it fade...

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