I went pass through that road
we used to take when it rains
as the music played slowly
and you held my hand softly
then I questioned myself
if we were so happy back then
why didn't we work out now?

midnight flashes with memory,
teardrops fell like a necessity
I'm dying for help, can't you see?
nobody here could save me
but you and you and you only

it's strange for me to feel safe or happy
maybe because he introduced me
to insecurity, pain, and scar in the first place
they've been my best friends ever since then
and I don't know who I am without them
but you're here now
serving me a plate of devotion and love;
the one I always hoped for but never got from him
and no matter how tall my walls are
my love safety system is not sounding an alarm
how odd, I pushed you but you pulled me back
so I stopped fighting you and your ray of light
beside, in order to know happiness again
all I have to do is open the door for you, right?

though we can never be
you have claimed
the most lovely place
inside of me

how many chances you've thrown away?
and efforts I have made in vain?
those tears I've cried, my heart that died
it is only you I want to hold tight

memories pierce their way to my bones
do you have any idea how many falling stars
I've wished upon just to be your only one?
now I wonder if I even matter a dust to you

but...

it was different—how he made me fall
he didn't come with confetti and rain
or turned me restless with waves of rush
but he knocked on my door softly like snow
with white roses hiding behind his back
and a ring to promise me the right track

he's a stranger
I'm in danger
surely, it makes sense
but love never does