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Jan 9 · 129
Lilac Skies
Allie Pine Jan 9
I built a garden
Out of my own hands.
Planted seeds,
Watched them grow.
And when they bloomed,
I hacked them down.
Because they were prettier
Than you.
Dec 2019 · 26
Possibilities
Allie Pine Dec 2019
There's something so majestic
About holding a knife in the dead of the night
Just before disaster strikes
Dec 2019 · 138
Allie Pine Dec 2019
Devilish boy,
Breathe me in
And I'll lick your knife.
Allie Pine Dec 2019
Bad girls cry
Angel tears.
Nov 2019 · 1.3k
Cuts Bleed
Allie Pine Nov 2019
Im a broken soul
Laughing and twirling
Under the stars
Of the bleeding Heavens
Allie Pine Nov 2019
Blessed with the gifts of words
I don’t know where to go
Stuck in an in between
Dreaming of nightmares
Scared of the future
Hoping for the past
Waking up smiling
Going to bed in tears
Does the sun really shine?
Or do I only have the stars?
Nov 2019 · 52
My Youth
Allie Pine Nov 2019
I wore a tight black dress today.
A plunging v-neck
And a thigh slit.
I felt good,
Pretty;
Beautiful even.

All this pride to be wrenched away
By you.
With blood stained hands,
You hacked at my sensibility,
You pried at my naïveté,
You licked at my kindness;
I let you have it.
Never once wondered why your hands were ******.
If only I’d have known that
You were holding my youth.
Nov 2019 · 72
Fast Forward
Allie Pine Nov 2019
Always on the go
That’s the way I am
That’s who I am
Im fast and reckless
Loud and sleepless
Its a never ending rollercoaster of emotions
Ive never given myself time to stop and think
Because just imagine
If I have no music to get wild too
No one to flirt with
No one to turn up with
I’d have to dwell on my broken heart
And realize I'm ******* damaged
So I don’t
I move on fast
Put it behind
Down my drink
And blackout another night
Oct 2019 · 48
fAkEd TeARs
Allie Pine Oct 2019
Faked tears
          
    Fall to the ground
  
Plock plock plock

They **** with your mind

             You can’t think

                                                ­               You twirl and twirl

     It gets to your head

                    You can’t think.  
                          
            ­         So you act.

Regretful dullness fills you the next morning.

                       Look away

You cry                                                          

                                   ­                                                                Faked tears

                                                            ­   Fall to the ground.
Oct 2019 · 123
The Ugliness of Me
Allie Pine Oct 2019
I was born angry and I will die angry
Allie Pine Oct 2019
I dreamt a wish last night,
Between the sheets with you.
A dream I know is loud without having to speak.
A dream that will render me stupid.
But how could I stop myslef?
Because when I drown,
It's in you.
Oct 2019 · 263
If Only He Loved Me Back
Allie Pine Oct 2019
Let's kiss the night away
Under the stars
Whisper my name in my ear
Ignite me
Send me over the edge
Of this constant burning fire
We can let the silence speak for us
The tiny word like 'love'
Is nothing compared to the stars we've become
Two lovers
Floating through space
Connected only by this string
This string we have weaved for years
Calling it names that can't compare to ours

Let's drive the night away
Hair in the wind
Your hand on my thigh
Resting and letting me be at home
Talk nonsense
Kiss till sore
Laugh till we can't breathe
Run till you catch me
Laying down in the grass
Slowly raining making us huddle
Your hands in my tangled hair
On my laughing face
Exploring the fullness of me
Learning my miles of skin
My hands on your back
Anchoring you to this world

Let's sleep the night away
Back to back
Dreaming our dreams
Connected through the alter universes
I won't let you go
I'll love you even when the sky bleeds red
I'll hold you even when they try to take you away from me
I'll be there always
Forever
Take my hand
Spin me
Pick me up
And kiss me till it's only you and me
A whole universe to ourselves
Kiss me till we see blue
Kiss me till calm

Let's stop time
So we can pass the night
Wherever
Oct 2019 · 1.1k
Twisted mind
Allie Pine Oct 2019
I'm living an angel's hell
Oct 2019 · 88
I Had an Idea
Allie Pine Oct 2019
What if we had a tongue war?
Oct 2019 · 92
It Burns in my Veins
Allie Pine Oct 2019
finger my glitter
I’ll ride you harder
Kiss me tender
Lick me free
**** me till sore
Oct 2019 · 87
Needs
Allie Pine Oct 2019
I kiss you with madness on my tongue
My taste is your drug
Take more of me
Take all you need
I’m your’s and that’s all I want be.
Oct 2019 · 346
Sad Reality
Allie Pine Oct 2019
The number of times I have told myself
“Can’t get drunk on a Monday”
Is astonishingly sad.
Oct 2019 · 94
Flowers Die
Allie Pine Oct 2019
Smile at the dead girl
Walking to the morgue
Trailing behind
What’s left of her

Her body lies here
Limp and cold
Her mind lies elsewhere
Hot and racing

Dead inside
No feelings to be felt
Yet her mind races
One million miles an hour

Alone she lays
Alone she’ll stay

Because bad girls don’t deserve happiness
She’s heard that enough
To believe it.
Oct 2019 · 131
Indecisive Lovers
Allie Pine Oct 2019
Take me to war
Take me to bed
Oct 2019 · 172
Black Swan
Allie Pine Oct 2019
I hold her stare
Minutes pass she does not move
I look away first
Through my heavy eyelids she smirks
I smirk back and take the candlestick next to me
I get up.
As graceful as a swan I swing.
It hits the girl staring at me wide eyed
The shards of glass pour onto my fallen body
I relish the pain and smirk at the remains of the dead girl
Allie Pine Oct 2019
One more night without you,
And I’ll die.
I miss the way you shine,
I miss your silence,
I miss your distance
Yet closeness.
I miss the way you make me feel.
The way your light glides on my body.
The way you hold my most broken parts.
The way you whisper sweetness in my ear.
I miss you.
Sky please come back.
Don’t leave me.
I’m sinking,
Alone,
In my room,
Bars on my window,
The walls closing in,
I need you Sky.
Tell me,
Whisper,
Yell;
Orion
Ursa Major and Ursa Minor
Columba
Volans
Phoenix
Centaurus.
I miss you.
Take me.
Make me fly,
Above the mess.
Make me laugh and twinkle.
Don’t leave me
Please.
I’m drowning.
Oct 2019 · 47
Sometimes
Allie Pine Oct 2019
Sometimes I wish the floor were made out of foam so there’s less chance I die when I’ll fall.
Sometimes I dream myself into an other world where they’re not there
Sometimes my feelings fade and there I am, a mass of nothing.
Sometimes I hurt myself to make sure I’m still alive.
Sometimes I can breathe, but that just lasts for a second as somebody dunks me under again.
Sometimes my heart can’t count the scars as there are too many.
Sometimes I can’t find myself let alone stay there.
Sometimes my water falls from me and drowns all the others.
Sometimes I think they’re all superficial, but what if it’s me?
Sometimes the floor moves but I realize it’s just my insides rattling from all this noise.
Oct 2019 · 148
Story Told in a Lifetime
Allie Pine Oct 2019
One night, I ****** a bomb.
A self destructive bomb.

He left me at 6am,
Opened my window,
And blew me a kiss.

Naked and alone,
I prayed to the heavens,
I prayed that he never came back,
Prayed and wished he forgot my name.

But how can a self destructive bomb ever forget a tsunami ready to destroy?

So one night at 2am,
Once again,
He lost himself between my legs.

And we searched for something to tie us to the world.
We searched in each other,
We searched between the sheets.
We even searched in the stars, when he took me for a dance at 4am.

5 am, he was gone.
A kiss on the forehead and no goodbye.

I got down on both knees and prayed that whatever I’d found would leave.

Two nights later,
A bottle of ***** in hand,
He knocked.

My heart leaped
And my hands opened the window.

That night, we drank.
Sip after sip,
Until our mouths crashed
And our hearts bled.

His hands were as hungry as my eyes.
We roamed around,
Crashed at different time points
And messed up my bed.

3am, in his arms,
I still couldn’t sleep.

I wrapped myself in a blanket,
Kissed him as he slept,
And I left.

I walked around on my street,
Naked and alone for the world to see.

When I got to the end of my street where cars pass down even at 3am,
I layed down, looked up at the sky
And cried my pains to the stars.
Oct 2019 · 59
Dreams of Lament
Allie Pine Oct 2019
Nights pass by in a blur
The stars appear and they vanish,
While I'm still awake.
I don’t smile,
I don’t laugh,
Im just awake.
Numb to the core,
I can’t ask for more.
A couple nights ago you were here,
In this inhuman form,
Taking blows to my heart.
And I let you have it.
Didn’t put my guard up,
Just let you hurt me.
Crunch my heart up and throw it out.
When you were done,
I thought of this:
The stars don’t shine,
The birds don’t sign,
The world is dark,
But im awake.
More awake than ever.
Tears burning my face,
Trickling down,
Raining down,
Pouring down my face.
And I sit there bias.  
Watching my soul give its last breaths,
Shacking breaths of panic and distress
I watch it and am ensconced with a feeling,
A new feeling,
One that warms my heart and dries my tears.
I don’t know what it is,
How to define it.
Maybe this four letter word is the answer
Hate.
Oct 2019 · 52
Prisoner of My Touch
Allie Pine Oct 2019
Kisses of a thousand fires
Embrace of sparkling light
Touch of dying waters
Love of leaking sunsets
*** of drunken hours

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