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May 2019 · 383
tainted
my right hand is tainted
my left is just as bad
i have nothing to do but write
but writing is all i have
the worst thing about me
is my past of scars
i keep it hidden
behind mindful bars
May 2019 · 117
Trump-ets for the tyrant
for every laugh
I've shed a tear
for every person to die here
every boy
every girl
every creature in this world
be quiet they say
this worlds not cruel
its only the beginning
of the
tyrants rule
May 2019 · 72
friend of dark
and they say
so your a friend
of the dark
they pity me
but the "holy" bark:
"you don't know the angels, hark!"

but i don't want to know the angels, man
they're like a dogs at your ankles, and
when i did i was in shackles, can
you see the holy one, man

so,
if you seek the holy one, man
just look inside of "man."
May 2019 · 109
fishtroll the hag
fishtroll the hag
has the skin of a rag
and nails like the meanest witch
fishtrolls' a bully
her hair is unruly
and she as the worst
is a b
May 2019 · 116
PTSD
post traumatic stress disorder
got to get my thoughts in order
in my head i'm one big hoarder
of all the thoughts of my disorder
struggle to compart the scenes
or find out what they mean

i have nightmares
i can't share
if you ask me
now
they aren't there
only now that i'm awake
i have this feeling
i cant shake
my therapist asks me
with that face
if its real
or
if its fake
but it was real
i tried to wake
but this nightmare is like a snake
May 2019 · 104
*ucked up
hello world,
i'm *ucked up in the mind
i hope you don't mind, but
i'm socially confused, and
please keep in mind
when i speak i am kind
and racially color blind
but if you don't mind,
i'm *ucked up in the mind.
May 2019 · 201
can i get an omen?
can I get an omen?
any kind will do!
maybe a good one,
and maybe soon.
if its a bad one
i'll have to make do.
offers always open
though
even if not
your silence is golden.
May 2019 · 90
where!?
Where DO I FIT IN,
I Scream
Frustration Taking Over ME
Just LET ME IN THE Dark
IT Seems
HAS LEFT ME OUT Again
SO I Slice MY Arms TO Ribbons
AND Wonder AT THE World SO Mean
AM I Dark Enough
NOW
OR NOT!?
I Scream.
May 2019 · 94
to the traitor
i've learned my lesson
its my depression
not for discussion
or debate
i'm tired of the messin'
of all the guessin'
when i give up, so
you'll be too late
May 2019 · 85
anti social monster
anti social monster
goodbye
so long
farewell
for now
i'm gone

maybe
enter
limbo
right now
feeling
depressed
anti
social
monster
May 2019 · 77
weapons
words are weapons
the world is full of them
a name is a bullet
it hurts to take in
a threat is my trigger
your ice is very thin
and words are weapons
poison if they win
first is,
the ****** addict
Mother Olina, L./ RIP
your the only one i have to thank, and only for one reason: you brought me into this world, though not unscathed.
you tried to keep me but you were too sick to take care of me, as i grew up, i hated you. i'd heard about you from the traitors and what i'd heard was not good. they said you were a bad person, a *****, a drug addict. the traitors said you didnt want me, that you were too busy getting your fix to be my mom.
May 2019 · 387
slave
*** slave perplexed slave
or maybe just a slave
a *** slave is the best slave
or at least that's what they think
from narcotics to ******
and so on the edge or brink of death
she has no heroine

she lays there quiet on the floor
welcoming numb unconsciousness
before she wakes to the sobriety
of a new day of painfulness
questioning her beliefs
and fearing the time that's left
asking, begging, doing her best
there's a dark hole in her chest
so alone and so very lost
it crushed her heart and damnation is the cost

this *** slave is a hexed slave
never to care again
this next slave was fixed a slave
and now she's locked in
her mind is set on fear
a terror of the dark
she shuts out the sound
though angels sing
the song of healing
hark.

oh
but this slave is a jinxed slave
bad luck is all she has
and she becomes the hexed slave
to wait for time to pass
or maybe not a slave at all
if she could only last
even when shes on the brink
it hurts too much her past

flashbacks and nightmares
to give her chills and raise her hairs
absentmindedly thinking
its just not fair
that mom and dad are never there
to help her calm and keep her safe
now all she does is wait.

this jinxed slave is perplexed
though also bored and vexed
why do they pay so little attention
she feels as though shes hexed
even though shes a former slave
she does not feel so ex'd
'cause if the wrong remember her
she might as well be dead.
May 2019 · 183
the wrong home
if your a foster kid, you
know what being us can do, they
see the criminals on the news, and
treat you like your trouble too

its harsh being in foster care,
makes me want to pull my hair
to think that it is so unfair
living in the fosters' care

in the home I'm in, in foster
the parent treated me like an imposter
the lady said I'm off my rocker
because of my religion

and maybe I'm just being biased
but i think that lady was impious
so if i were to end this poem
you'd think i think i was the slyest

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