hey so
whoever is in control
of the universe
it'd be nice
if i could stop falling in love with people

kthanx.

Just let it go
When after doing your best nothing comes up,
Let it flow
When after telling yourself it's okay
But still you feel bitter deep inside.

Call it a day and surrender,
Tomorrow's another sunrise
Maybe you'll do better;
Everyone has a time to call their own,
Surely yours is about to come;

Just have a vigilant, hardworking heart
And then you'll find find it in no time.

I've been waiting
For an hour or so,
And now I'm agitating,
I'd rather tie a bow.

I've been waiting
For your precious hello
And when it comes knocking,
I'm the happiest you'll know.

Why aren't you calling?
Have you lost interest?
This morning I was banging
My cabinets for a dress.

I'd still be waiting,
You might change your mind,
And then you'll give a ring;
Well you know, that's alright.

Everywhere i walk, everywhere i go, someones been told...
They think they know me down to the very creases in my skin...
Because they know one thing....
They think they know my goals, my passions,
they think they know my pain...
You dont!
My whole life ive been living for everyone else,
im loosing myself..
ive let you treat me like ****!...
you mock me...
yet you say you love me..
All this fake "trust" that sill stands unceased...
All never go back...
Because youll never understand.

when the day arrives that the venom you spit doesn't get absorbed by your lover and turned into honey, you know its done
when it reflects back at you with more power and velocity, you know its over
when the love for your angry, once ****, fire turns into empty eyes after the smoke clears , you know you ****** it up,
real good
just like you wanted  to
melancholy is your only  true friend
bathing in loneliness is your way
it's what you deserve
thats how it should stay

Some people you shouldn't have,
And never should you hold them,
Because the thing about those types,
They are the ones that love fast,
The ones that make you fall hard,
The ones you're head over heels about,
But they always slip out in time,
The time before they love you back,
Or even care at all,
It's such a strange design,
You love and hate them,
They consume every inch of your mind,
And you don't even notice,
Cause when you love like that,
Nobody gets out alive.

soulful reverberations resonate within my chest.
drowning out and yet magnifying the yearning ache within;
hollow. transparent.
i lie on the floor
as honest and open as you'll ever see me.

it hums like electricity as it pulses through my veins;
infecting my blood and pressing me to the core.
craving to get out,
this song suffocates;
bound within my skin;
my soul is too big for my body.

it's funny how it echoes like there is nothing inside...

so much lies within.

I
  Think
              I
                 Still
                         Love
                                   You
                                            Because
                                                           I'm
                                                                ­  Still
                                                        ­                   *Afraid