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Aleska Servian Mar 2016
Hey, little girl
never stop your world
for someone that doesn't know
how to carry your soul

Hey, little girl
don't believe in those words
they will caress your cheeks, I'm sure
but never your bones

And it will get tough, I know
I wish I was there, so I could show
that even in the darkness your heart will glow
like a thousand sparks

Hey, little girl
yes, it is too soon
to believe you can conquer the moon
without knowing every inch of our earth

Hey, little girl
yes, you can be alone
sometimes is better to be just one
in a land of selfish hearts

And it will get easier, I promisse you that
just hug your mom and listen to your dad
and never think he will be the last
that will try to steal your sparks
Aleska Servian Mar 2016
I used to love your curly hair
and i used to think our children would inherit it from you
but about the musical taste
they'd share the same passionate love that I have for the blues
Your visions about the world
I have to admit, they kinda scared me too
I couldn't let go of certain mundane habits
I couldn't even bend your point of view

It felt alright for a moment
when your head was resting on my lap
but I think you just couldn't handle
the weight of carrying my dreams on your back

It's ok if you were never ready
to share with someone a piece of your soul
It's ok, I am still not ready
to let you inside without losing control

I used to love hearing your stories
about your misadventures and about the world
they have always taught me something
even though you used to think I was always in another world
I used to love your cooking and the way you used to cook
like an artist without the troubled mind
And specially, I used to love that way you looked
at me like I was something divine

It felt alright for a moment
when you were holding my heart with your both hands
but I am letting you go
wishing that it never had to come to an end
Aleska Servian Dec 2015
For all the nights that I couldn't give my thoughts a break
and all the times that I thought my sanity was on stake
nightmares that were the answers to my questions
If you said you cared about me, why do I needed a confession?

But I kept my mouth shut
because I thought your heart would open up
to someone that didn't dare to hold you back
I was wrong to think that
Suddenly I became someone
with empty dreams and half of a heart that used to believe
I was good enough
and that love never needed to be tough

I accepted what I thought I deserved
when I was scared from myself
and I gave you more than you deserved
to save me from my own personal hell
All of the warning signs
they never rang a bell
when you think you're stuck in a nightmare
you don't find the strength to yell

Well, if you think we met in the wrong time
I hope my future haunts you
and if you ever wonder how life with me would be like
I hope my future haunts you

For all the absence that I took as part of your personality
now it's hard to admit you never really cared about me
and all the happiness that I went through alone
my eyes have never been as interesting as your phone

But I kept my mouth shut
because I thought your heart would open up
to someone that didn't dare to hold you back
I was wrong to think that
Suddenly i became someone
with empty dreams and half of a heart that used to believe
I was good enough
and that love never needed to be tough

I accepted what I thought I deserved
when I was scared from myself
and I gave you more than you deserved
to save me from my own personal hell
All of the warning signs
they never rang a bell
when you think you're stuck in a nightmare
you don't find the strength to yell

Well, if you think we met in the wrong time
I hope my future haunts you
and if you ever wonder how life with me would be like
I hope my future haunts you
Goodbye
Aleska Servian Sep 2015
Oblivion prince, you never seem to wince
when you find a new broken heart to convince
that it won't hurt like the last time
I never asked you to be mine
Trust blooming just like spring
a house of cards, a newborn king
sometimes instincts can be deceived
warn me the next time you decide to leave

You can't try to fill new lives
without the karma of the ones you left behind
Ghosts won't help you to build a fence
to protect an oblivion prince

You will always watch the same sunrise
seek out the thrill in the color of their eyes
Those tears certainly don't belong to you
there were a hundred lies I wish I knew

Be a comet that beautifies her life
not a petal that cuts like a knife
because if you'll probably leave a stain
don't let it be full of pain
Liquid love, nowadays.
Aleska Servian Sep 2015
I drew a map on your back
mapping all the stars in the galaxy
places that I'd never want to come back
and one of them was the Reality
But september came and took my heart
away from all that misery
His optimism, a fresh start
stop me if I ever beg for sympathy

And you sailed through this deep blue sea
like it was the lake in the backyard of your first house
There are so many unknown storms inside of me
But you trust in my tides with no doubts
As you sailed through this deep blue sea
you understood why so many had to die
so you could make your way towards me
without having to rehearse a goodbye

There were lines that I had never crossed
now i'm holding your hand, hanging off a cliff
I fear the certainty, I fear the loss
but I'll learn to live without wondering "what if?"
Trophies are not made to be broken
I was never made to be one
I heard words from your mouth that no one has never spoken
"It's ok baby blue, I will never run"
Aleska Servian Jul 2015
I'm leaving this empty town behind
at first they let me in
but now i'm locked outside
that's why i'm leaving this empty town behind

I'm leaving this empty town behind
I should've never tried to conquer those walls
because when your head is up in the clouds
the hardest part is the fall
now my sanity so loudly calls

I'd rather wear a crown of thorns
than watch you burn down my throne
because that's the only thing untouched
since your touch has turned me into dust
so i'm leaving this empty town behind

I'm leaving this empty town behind
now that all the stars have died
there is nothing left of that magical sight
i never came here to start a fight

I'd rather wear a crown of thorns
than watch you burn down my throne
because that's the only thing untouched
since your touch has turned me into dust
so i'm leaving this empty town behind

You closed the heaven's gate
I should retaliate
A single spark has always warmed my heart
when i thought someone was sabotaging my fate
They left the rivers run dry
and all the ravens will fly
away from all that pain
I'm leaving this empty town behind
Aleska Servian Jul 2015
She's always worried about his pile of dead hearts
warm soul, cold touch
bright friday nights, mysterious moonlights
maybe some words have been misjudged
He saw in her someone to carry his faith
for a small period of time, someone who could climb
his walls until it was too late to look down

There is a fire inside his mind
that burns her heart and makes her blind
Suicidal soul, reigns without control
under her apparently thick skin
There is a shred of confidence on the sheets
a world of possibilities on his lips
Suicidal soul, black hole
swallowing the reddest of the sins

He always kept somethings hidden in the attic
banned feelings, unknown reasons
she stayed and she played
until she found out with what she was dealing
but amidst the quiet catastrophe, there was always a way out
We never see the worst in those we love the most
Memories will cut like a knife
what a long and troubled life

Suicidal soul, let me choose
something that can't be refused
by the universe, i ask you please
suicidal soul, let me keep
somethings that are not meant to be
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