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Alecz Madriaga Jul 2017
I still love you
I have love you
I will always love you
I love you

Please be mine
Please be my girl
Please be my better half
Please be my life

Please, I love you
#ihaveloveyousomuchandenough #wegethurtalways #ibecameanoption
Alecz Madriaga Jun 2017
Do I need to be scared? Do I need to think about that? I don't know what to think, everything is just a relay for me, I pass from the starting line and finish it until it ends. I never wanted to be this way no one wants a life that could be full of pain.
I don't remember anything that never makes afraid and that will make me uncomfortable.
But some things change, and this is now not was then
feel free to accept what has been change
Alecz Madriaga Jun 2017
I cry like it's end of my world,
like it's the end of everything that I have
but here I am now standing still
hoping everything will come back
hoping everything will never turn wrong
I am just hoping and left...
"some people tend to wait than to give up"
Alecz Madriaga May 2017
I've been in my shell, scared of everything
scared of what will people think.
Been drowned in this past years
Been no one in this world
#scared #introvert #not now i guess
Alecz Madriaga May 2017
All of us have our flaws and imperfections and also we have our uniqueness. But how about the reality in ourselves? Thus it's suit to us, nothing has a purpose when you keep letting the thing in lie.
Alecz Madriaga May 2017

Long time ago I feel the urge to be different,
to be different from others
to be me as I want to be.
But that long time ago was always been a dream for me.

I speak like I am perfect, I act like I know everything but who am I to do this,
despite I know to myself that this is not the real me.
As I always speak, I always keep everything;
As I always does everything, I always hide from everything.

I started to feel nothing at all
I started to hide from all
And I became no one from this all,
As I always don't know who I am and who I want to be.

Long time ago I was not bother,
But that long time ago is gone as I don't know.
To be me is being a fake one of being the real you;
To be me is nothing but secrets and lies of the real me.

aleczczmadriaga //
Alecz Madriaga May 2017
As I saw you I feel nothing,
nothing that came to the feeling I do not want to resist.
All I know is you are just a friend;
a friend that I do not know what to feel,
a friend who is always there for as I know.

Feels like I have something that will never be gone,
Feels like I am special for someone I know
Feels like nothing will go wrong.
Nothing more important as I have you as my friend;
that nothing will tear us apart, that nothing will be gone.

Then a glimpse of tomorrow happened;
I do not know who are you now,
I do not know where is that friend I have
And I do not know what happened yesterday.
Tomorrow became sad; yesterday became a happy memory.

A memory that I will treasure; a memory I will love forever.
Then now I know what are the answers;
You don't become someone I have known
You are never been that friend I know.
Yesterday was just a glimpse of tomorrow.

As I saw you I feel nothing now,
nothing that compared to a empty glass.
All I know you are gone and never will come back.
To do not feel anything as I do not assure it,
For as I know you are never been there.



aleczczmadriaga //

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