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May 2020 · 275
Dark
Phoenix May 2020
They say there’s light
At the end of the tunnel
Without knowing
How far the burrow truly goes.
I wouldn’t even call it a tunnel
Because I am not walking, but
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Practically to my death
Gaining speed
Feeling the breeze
It’s getting harder to hold on to everything
Let alone keep my stability
I crumble
In the face of pain
Everything hurts
Wounds stay open
There’s no ground for me to land on
I’m lost in a plummet
So that even if the light is there
It would never
break my fall.
Apr 2020 · 96
Quarantine
Phoenix Apr 2020
As if i needed to feel lonelier.
Nov 2019 · 285
"i miss you."
Nov 2019 · 407
unrelatable.
Phoenix Nov 2019
Sometimes i see no point
in trying to fix myself
only to be broken again.
It hurts, ya know?
Aug 2019 · 415
Go Ahead.
Phoenix Aug 2019
I'm not a book,
yet you always judge me.
I'm not your footpath,
yet you walk all over me.
I'm not a card game,
yet you continue to play me.
I'm not a sand bag,
yet you insist on punching me.

I don't care.
Do what ever it takes until you realize

I'm nothing


like



you.
Sometimes I feel that everyone is doing better than me in some way. I know it's not right to compare my own life to others', but it's a bad habit of mine.
Aug 2019 · 632
lullaby.
Phoenix Aug 2019
I'll only ever have my tears
to fall asleep to.
Jul 2019 · 567
regret.
Phoenix Jul 2019
Let's just say

it's not easy falling asleep

after disappointing

someone you love.
I'm sorry.
Jun 2019 · 225
Today, I Am Sad And Scared
Phoenix Jun 2019
Dear Truth,
Why must you avoid the ones
Who need to see you the most?
Only very few in the background
Know who you are
Yet that is not enough.
I pray that one day
You are brave enough to expose yourself
To the face of authority
Before another anti-abortion law is passed
And before another black citizen
Is whipped—I mean shot.

Dear Hope,
You have been away
For a while now
And I miss you.
If you are not to come back to me
Then please do us all a favor
And stay in Sudan for a while
For victims need you more than I do

Dear Attention,
You are turned onto the things
That aren’t as bad as the death
of human lives
Why must you point the billionaires
Towards the wrong direction?
We need you to look at people in need
The same way you looked at
The burning building

We need all of you back
Before 22 million more people are




Gone.
Encountered some current problems in this poem though I have mixed feelings about how it looks and sounds.
Jun 2019 · 306
Ever Since I Met You...
Phoenix Jun 2019
...My soul could float high enough to kiss the sky.
I used to have a fear of falling,
but now I've never been more excited to fly.
I love you.
Jun 2019 · 371
What and Why
Phoenix Jun 2019
Whatever I write
can be dipped in inquiry,
sprinkled in spirit,
and polished with potential.

I don't write solely to impress
nor to be the best.
I write to explore.
And not so that the world can see me,
but so I can see the world.
A short explanation of what I put into my writing and why I do it. Originally written to be an Instagram caption.

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