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Autumn 5d
imperfections I question
not because I hate them
but because I'm forced to
trying to love
embrace I try
but these judgements scare
inside this perfect look
compelled to fit in
asking "why??!!"
all they say is
"That's how you gotta be!!"
YOU ARE WHO YOU ARE BY HEART!!

it's hard to stand against the labels....judgements...
but it shouldn't leave you in hating yourselves...
beauty has no definition... or a perfect idea...
beauty is just what your heart is...

everyone is perfectly imperfect...and that' the beauty in it...

thank you for reading
Jan 7 · 133
wooden box #2
Autumn Jan 7
there was lying a dried maple leaf
upon a black and white polaroid
it was them under the star lit night
she couldn't stop pouring tears
down from her eyes
all she could whisper was
"Promise!" in her broken voice
thanks for reading
Jan 5 · 328
wooden box #1
Autumn Jan 5
that old wooden box
she hasn't opened in years

to her everything in it was something so special
that her brain's tries forgetting
heart still clinging
in it
maybe her lost half
maybe her longing heart
scared to open
hard to resist
down was the key, her hands trying to find
slowly plugging the key in
she was frozen
i'm trying something ...i'm not yet sure about this.....hope it ends good
Jan 1 · 153
:/
Autumn Jan 1
:/
You ask me why I am not okay!!!
Where you are the only reason I hate to see that one stupid girl i see everyday in the mirror
I miss loving me....
Dec 2020 · 289
awake
Autumn Dec 2020
after all these years
you came in my dream
after i am awake
all i could think of was just that
should i call it as a sweet dream's love poem
or a dark dream nightmare
............
Autumn Dec 2020
May you receive all love blessings happiness and peace more than what you deserve
May this year of yours be filled with joy and love
Wish you all a Merry Christmas 🎄
Dec 2020 · 83
UnTiTlEd
Autumn Dec 2020
all they want is to apologize
for having my heart a stone
where it turns out to be
funny that they were the reason
my heart turned into one....


🍁
I'm just tired of love...every time I love...whomever it maybe...my parents....friends...family...
where has that ever gotten me into...


I've always been to this same place broken into pieces
but I do know...this broken bits are gonna shine one day so bright....
just tryna stay positive....but it's kinda hard at times :/
Dec 2020 · 224
Autumn and Winter🍁❄
Autumn Dec 2020
The end of Autumn
Rising winter solstice
The birds chirping
Waiting for snow...
Stars so bright longing for night to shine ..
Along the breezes freezing
My heart is still waiting....
.......
Random messy stuff😅
Dec 2020 · 159
Messed up
Autumn Dec 2020
Messed up mind
Confused thoughts
Looking at the blurred up night sky 🌙
I am wondering why ⭐!!!!
It's all blank ------
Dec 2020 · 317
a SMILE so REAR
Autumn Dec 2020
a  beauty so alluring
that blue black whipped cream
a different feeling
every time it feels like a new dream
a silent smile
making me feel light
oh sky! what a beautiful night
those constellations ,the big bright moon, glowing stars...each and every time I see I can't take my eyes away from them
Dec 2020 · 334
All that
Autumn Dec 2020
Lost count of days
But you are all that I miss
Just a random thought😅😀
Dec 2020 · 126
that one rainy day
Autumn Dec 2020
rain pouring down
rolling on the boulders and stone
dashing through the wind
dripping as drops on the edges of the leaves
some trying so hard to stay as a dew
on the top of the grass
transparent like a glass
chill winds making me freeze
no wonder my furry little guy
is not letting me go away
cuddling with the carpet on the floor
his warm breath hitting my leg is just so cute
but when he licks..oh no...it just like giving me goosebumps due to the cold
~~~~~~~~~
it's cold everywhere
wish you were here Bicky.
it' just so cold...and rainy.....and i feel so sleepy...just having an amazing time with Jerrie(my dog)....he feels so cold too...on the beginning days of rain i didn't like it so much because of my runny nose...but now...just trying something to find the beauty in it....
Dec 2020 · 339
just a long drive
Autumn Dec 2020
just a long drive
after a long time
probably like months ago
a weird smile
looking at the old paths
some places reminding memories
so old by now
but all i could remember then was just you
those memories without masks
without virtual hugs...
hehehe
;)

good night !
Dec 2020 · 83
NO REASON
Autumn Dec 2020
you came into my life for no reason
every time I look back I cannot move without a teardrop pass by
I could feel my heart freeze in
the resilience I stopped questioning why....
you didn't stay for long
I wish those times still prolong
To a lost friend of mine
Dec 2020 · 52
Finally 16 ... YAY!!!
Autumn Dec 2020
On this day I turn 16
Something that I wished all this long
A lot of wishes
Lot of happiness..

But I know you guys not here
People say you are a passing cloud
But if you pass again
I'll make sure you stay till the end♥️
Your one wish would have meant the world
But I am thankful for all the memories we made ♥️

To all the friends i miss on my birthday❣❣❣❣❣❣
Nov 2020 · 118
the poet i lost
Autumn Nov 2020
i've lost that poet
in me, who once lived
i keep writing
but that void never gets filled
just how it used to...
break didn't help
maybe my petty brain won over
my little heart
that i started seeing things than feeling them
but i know
i'll turn into the one i use to be :)
felt like i am losing poetry...i don't know..i write stuffs but it doesn't fulfill me....maybe it's because of the break...but.. GOOD THINGS TAKE TIME.. i'll be back  ;)
Nov 2020 · 150
Magic? ✨
Autumn Nov 2020
I wondered what magic ✨
Feels like
Until I met your eyes
Random thought 😅
Nov 2020 · 69
i tried
Autumn Nov 2020
waiting for that day
when i know how to balance
trust , love & betrayals
so that i'll no longer be judged
so that i'll no longer to be hurt
i am now numb
if i just pause and think
i could feel the tears gushing down in that stroke of time
i tried being strong
tried to always put on a brave face..
i tried
i know i tried!!!!
.
.
.

but it will pass on!!
i know that too

"IT WAS A BAD DAY
IT'S NOT A BAD LIFE!!!"
not all of them are the same
there are some who trust you
who love you for who you are!!
stand by you no matter what💖

TIME HEALS🍁
Nov 2020 · 159
HoPe
Autumn Nov 2020
this heart knew
that no one can be you
yet remained silent
missing you deep
letting the soul search for you wide
brain screams move on go!!!!
heart whispers at times of the break
"just wait for a while"
all i wish now is

"HOPE YOU ARE DOING FINE!!!!"
hope you are okay somewhere!!!!💖
Nov 2020 · 151
Turn out
Autumn Nov 2020
I realised that
The person you are to me
Is that someone I'll never turn out to be for you
Sometimes it really pains♥️
To Jerrie :)
Nov 2020 · 87
my happy nights
Autumn Nov 2020
Moon of light
Stars so bright
Next after the twilight
bright and burning starlight
fixing up the cracks
with earphones plugged
filled with Ariana's moonlight
oh my god what a night.
i always love my times with the night sky so much just me my playlist ,the moonlight sparkle with the starlight..

Ariana Grande's moonlight with this really made me feel so good that night.
so just wanted to write a poem about it

thanks for reading💙
Oct 2020 · 120
Good night 💤
Autumn Oct 2020
You are always the last thought of my day
That brings me a tear
Along with a smile so rear ♥️
Love you.

Good night 💤
Good night!!
Oct 2020 · 80
Just a thought
Autumn Oct 2020
Love is free
Love is rare
All it takes is a little bit of magic sacrifice, smile, pain and togetherness till the end
if you find all these in a person treasure them it's so hard to find one like that and not everyone were blessed to have someone like that ❤️
Oct 2020 · 168
smoked air
Autumn Oct 2020
so hard to get lit
but then it didn't fail
it did light up
that one little wooden stick with a blacked up top
with a blanked up minds
ready to destroy itself
ready to shift itself from the comfy own match box
to the trash can
he brushed his hair on that strip
his burning head what a glow
adored by every eyes
that fire so bright
captivating the eyes
blew up just for seconds
consuming him
he slowly smiles looking at his fires
knowing no reasons for his current state
but knows that's his only purpose and duty to do
and so he leaves his last breath
the flame is put off
he bid a last silent "good bye"
and so did the smoke fill the air
i know it's quite messed up ..i don't know why i write it but thought of writing something about it  🖤💫 :)
thanks for sparing your time
Oct 2020 · 61
My coffee cup
Autumn Oct 2020
Pile of textbooks
Overlaying bunches of notebooks
My coffee cup trying so hard to find a place to settle
PC file filled with notes to be learnt
Laptop charger lying miles away
Battery dying
Looking at the wall clock it's 3:00 a.m
Just 2 hours for my next morning coffee...
Had three coffees in a night..
Hoping the next one would take off
The eye bags of my  sleepless nights
Those dark circles around my eyes..
That still I find my coffee cup searching for a place
Among the pile
Having my exams
Tomorrow is the last ones
Them I'm gonna sleep for the next two whole days..
Hope it gets over soon
Oct 2020 · 599
You were🍁🌈
Autumn Oct 2020
You were
My autumn splashed winter poetry 🍁
The rainbows of the sky🌈
That collide with my night ♥️
Just a random thought 😉😂
To my dog 🐶♥️💫
Oct 2020 · 247
there she looked
Autumn Oct 2020
silent road
emptied cries..
she felt so lone..
mournin over her pain...
with a broken heart
trying to tear itself apart
and a smile half fakin
tryin to change her mood..
there she stood💔
right above the bridge..
just a jump all her life is done...
she smiled with tear drops fallin by
she whispered her suicidal note
she whispered it to her moon🌙
she whispered her suicidal note
then she she looked her heart froze
her tears were rolling down
like waters of the gushes...
there she looked
there she looked
Sep 2020 · 110
Maybe no meant to be
Autumn Sep 2020
That moment when I looked into your eyes
I knew that this magic would sparkle
And even if there is nothing called "meant to be"
I just found my forever in your eyes...
After years you said...you found right in mine your Always
Maybe the meant to be thingy is not true...but I believe there is someone for whom not just your heart but your soul falls❤️

Another poem added my hopeless romances 😁😁
Sep 2020 · 170
perfectly imperfect
Autumn Sep 2020
just as always
she sat under the moonlit sky looking up at the moon
People called her imperfect
Her tears were trembling
she asked " Are looks and appearances that matter for everything?"
the moon smiled with pity
and said
" you love me so much by your heart
you cry to me you smile with me,
miss me the most
when these clouds get me lost..
but did you do so because of my appearance?
you never loved the sun with all hiss massive bright fire
you never left my side
oh no I am not taking pride
you've seen how i look
i am nothing but a ball of dust ,scars and craters
filled with particles
but the one that can't posses
thy own light for life
but thou never left me though
nor did any of the night lovers like you
you all loved me forever
love is not about looks
take it practical, mythological or whatever
it's a magic that's spread for this world to enrich and endure
in all forms at the end
LOVE IS LOVE
she smiled at the moon
he smiled back
stood up and walked away
she broke down the stereotype
of the so called 'perfect look'
Love is who you are by heart...

Am I right?
Sep 2020 · 185
but YOU
Autumn Sep 2020
silent sky
emptied roars...
messed up mind
swinging moods
longing heart...
waves brushing my feet...
took my seat...
had a sudden pause realized...
the one that stroke my mind was nothing
but YOU
Sep 2020 · 85
Bending Horizon ♥️
Autumn Sep 2020
I look up at the sky
See the stars twinkling by..
The horizon I see
Bending entwisted with the sea
The night reminds me of you....
Those never ending chats we had..
Those memories we made...
Thinking about those ..
my agony now is so intense...
In the middle of the thought..
I think of the past..
Where you left with a goodbye note...
Now I guess the water from my eyes is way more blending with the sea
Than the bending horizon....
Sep 2020 · 76
just like a PHOENIX
Autumn Sep 2020
i'm done or maybe i'm not....
but i now clearly understand...
you trust my responsibility
and here i am trusting my ability...
lets see what wins...

"it's my fight and probably i lost touch ...but here i am rising up again..
label me! judge me?...
try whatever you can i'll keep fighting
i'll keep rising like the phoenix from it's ash...."
she screamed...dusting off the world.

TRUST YOU THAT'S ENOUGH
i literally don't care  about all these judgments
i will  fight..





hey poets and poetess it's been a long time hope you all are doing good...
Aug 2020 · 136
F.R.I.E.N.D.S
Autumn Aug 2020
She wished if she could have someone
To make her believe in love like Chandler
Someone to love her like Ross
Someone to be sarcastic around like Phoebe
Someone to be cute and squeaky like Monica
Someone to share everything like Rachel
Someone to eat with and have Fun around like Joey....

But then the episode ended...
Everything was back to normal
"Rachel and Ross taught me that love is hard♥️♥️
Phoebe and Joey taught me that love is fun ♥️♥️
Monica and Chandler taught me that love is Forever ♥️♥️"
Any friends lover here?
Aug 2020 · 119
Magicians
Autumn Aug 2020
Had the Power to conjure
Feelings to words
To captivate mind's noise
Pouring out heart's voice..
A broken heart or a free spirit..
Always had a smile
Holding back all those tears so tight...
Mocked by society of knowing nothing but words..
But never quits writing..
Because a part of Soul was found to be lingering on the note....
Those words were magic..
And the magicians were called
POETS/POETESSES ♥️♥️❣❣
Hats off to all the poets and poetesses here....
Keep rocking keep writing...

With love,
Me♥️
Aug 2020 · 64
What am I to do!
Autumn Aug 2020
I am just stuck with you
move on
Neither smile...
Imprisoned in head
Broken in heart...
Wanted to stay a flying...
But remains captured..
Voice being silenced..
Soul stays trembling..
What am I to do..
Nobody knows
I don't know if any of it makes sense to me!!
Aug 2020 · 165
Her Happiness
Autumn Aug 2020
She found him...
Amidst of all the chaos in her mind
Amidst all the battles undergone by her heart...

Everytime she was broken he turned out to be the bandage...
Everytime she held back those tears
His shoulder was enough to pour down her majestic falls....
He was there by her side all along..
That she never felt all alone...

The therapist for her pain
The healer for her scars...
~~~~

Everytime she looked at his eyes
She went speechless
for she could see all her happiness just right before her♥️
True love never finds you at your best...
It's something that searches you only at your worst ♥️

Don't be sad if a love of yours broke your heart...
It's painful.
But everything happens for a reason..
Maybe you deserve even more
Aug 2020 · 203
I am not quitting
Autumn Aug 2020
Maybe I held it too tight..
I knew it was mine...
I knew I did
The fight..
This battle is one or nothin
Yes or no...
I am not quitting
I just want to let go...
So that this soul could fly
Again
So high anigh
At Times letting go seemsbto be the only option....
It may be true....
I don't know...
But so was I told...

Just a random thought
Thanks for reading ♥️♥️
Aug 2020 · 66
Infinite#2
Autumn Aug 2020
Those good night poems
Made their nights
Healing scars
Bringing out curves (^_^smile)
Were parts of their days
When their eyes used get locked
The hearts never failed to freeze
Thinking of his love those memories
She smiled with tears
Looked up at the night sky bid him a good night!
Thinking how much she loved him
His tears won over his blushes
He watched the drifting night clouds
Asked the stars if it could watch over her?
Th stars smiled and waving their starry dusts with endeavour

Wiped off their tears...
Both knew they were miles away
Smirked at the sky
And smiled....

"They still share the same sky"
They knew this love is hard..
knew things can't get back...
Knew it would take infinites 💫 to find someone so ♥️♥️

Cherish true love finding them aren't easy ❤️


Thanks for reading 💝 hope you enjoyed..
I want to continue this infinite I'll try...
Aug 2020 · 101
Humanism vs Feminism
Autumn Aug 2020
People say humanism is better than feminism
But I say If there's humanity towards feminine there is no need of feminism
We don't fight to be greater than men...
Just equality just equality ♥️
We will strive we will fight we will win♥️♥️♥️♥️
Aug 2020 · 154
Infinite#1
Autumn Aug 2020
She cried until the Sun bid adieu
Cried until the Moon kissed the horizon a goodbye..
He was in there smiling
Holding back his tears...
For he only knew his tears rolling down each a everytime he closes his eyes
Both loved each other...
Both were the reason the parted away...
Moving on was difficult ...
Love made it even more hard....
Mind's collapsed with millions of questions...
Heart broken with one reason
To be continued...
Hope you enjoyed
Thank You for reading 💝
Critics and comments are welcomed 💫
Aug 2020 · 129
Just because
Autumn Aug 2020
She was called as old fashioned
Just because she waited for her true love
Lot of are labelled so actually....
Is believing in all these prince charming thing a fault...
I have a friend who was labelled so...
Nowadays love turned out to be fun in a lot of places than emotions and feelings..

Thanks for reading ♥️
Critics and comments are welcomed ❣❣
Aug 2020 · 202
I lost myself
Autumn Aug 2020
You turned out to be the chocolate
I go crazy for
You turned out to be the moonlight
I would sing a Serenade for

You were my beautiful disaster
I let all the calamity infiltrate through

That I lost myself
That I broke into pieces....

My brain then warned and pleaded my heart to not fall in love again
"Never fall in love,it hurts..be in love it's paradise"
He was the drug she got addicted too..
He was the soul she was searching for....

But did she receive it back...
In some cases people do get their feelings back...
But in most cases true love always ends up unrequited....
LOVE finds YOU....


Will be waiting 😂❤
Thanks for reading 💝
Aug 2020 · 645
Happens....
Autumn Aug 2020
You were my fantasy❣❣❣
That I believed in fairytales for❣❣❣
Will always be waiting for you♥️💫
Aug 2020 · 164
Always only
Autumn Aug 2020
She was always the reason behind those look in his eyes
His daily funny smirks
He was the only reason for her often blushes
And those gorgeous smiles
Just another package added to my hopeless thoughts 😂😂😂
Thanks for reading❤️
Aug 2020 · 76
Our own
Autumn Aug 2020
I just wonder if someday
We'll hold our hands so tight
Lock our eyes
Sitting under the stars so bright
And wishing such a night should be
Our own twinkling starlight
This happen to be one of my as usual hopeless romances hahah...😂
Staying single isn't bad duh!!!!💫
Aug 2020 · 106
Mind's provokes
Autumn Aug 2020
No one can be you to me
But now my my mind is constantly
Provoking me a thought of wonder
Now what made you
A no one to me !!!!?
Thank You so much for 100 it really means a lot ❤
Aug 2020 · 110
At Times
Autumn Aug 2020
If this world turns out to be haters
I'll be happy of being my own lover
At times self love is something that really thaws and it took me years to figure it out.....
Soo let the world keep labelling and hating
I don't care...
I am happy because I love myself an what more do I need...
Aug 2020 · 76
Inks on the note
Autumn Aug 2020
I found those mails you sent me...
When I scrolled down the mail inbox
Down and down so down to see mails before months
And out of those i found all your notes..the sweet memories...

Still some left unread...

I became numb..
That the tear drop was so fast to roll down..where I couldn't realise it ...
I noticed them only when I found
my ink on the note smudged all around
I wanted to open them but I couldn't...I don't think so I'll be able to handle myself once I open them....
Aug 2020 · 88
Will never forget
Autumn Aug 2020
Missing those days
When you guys filled my inbox
Missing those never ending talks about Harry Potter
Those silly fights and weird stuffs with Avengers....
Missing those days when we used to tease among ourselves..
Write poems for each other..
Talk about how this quarantine boredom.....
Those days were memorable
I will cherish those days
Those conversations....
Every time I open the inbox it's just you four with names then
With grey '---' now...
Lately I am missing you guys soo much now....
I wish if I could reverse time
And just as it's said
"Not to change stuff
But to live those moments again..."

Will never forget those moonlight dreams, cinamon tea, Tony stark, Harry Potter stuff.. and a lot more....
To Nara(One and only silly stone),Owlayn(Olly),Zen,Isaacc Davis....

Will never forget you  ppl;)
Aug 2020 · 68
Admired
Autumn Aug 2020
It was prom night
She was his date
She walked through the aisle
With her gorgeous bangs
He walked in with his well pressed tux
The moment his eyes fell on her

He was speechless
To see her stunning in that red gown
His jaw dropped seeing her so beautiful

Her eyes were locked on him the moment she saw him
So like a grown men so handsome which she has never seen before

But...

To him this beauty of her can never be compared to her gorgeousness
When she wears those favorite hoodies of her with those high ponytail waving in the air

His handsomeness can never win over her love for this boy with those ripped jeans an messed up hair....
True love doesn't need perfect looks...
Lovers have their own definition of beauty....
Wait for that one love....
Which is worthy enough for the fear of losing ❣
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