there was lying a dried maple leaf
upon a black and white polaroid
it was them under the star lit night
she couldn't stop pouring tears
down from her eyes
all she could whisper was
"Promise!" in her broken voice

Messed up mind
Confused thoughts
Looking at the blurred up night sky 🌙
I am wondering why ⭐!!!!

Lost count of days
But you are all that I miss

you came into my life for no reason
every time I look back I cannot move without a teardrop pass by
I could feel my heart freeze in
the resilience I stopped questioning why....
you didn't stay for long
I wish those times still prolong

waiting for that day
when i know how to balance
trust , love & betrayals
so that i'll no longer be judged
so that i'll no longer to be hurt
i am now numb
if i just pause and think
i could feel the tears gushing down in that stroke of time
i tried being strong
tried to always put on a brave face..
i tried
i know i tried!!!!
.
.
.

but it will pass on!!
i know that too

"IT WAS A BAD DAY
IT'S NOT A BAD LIFE!!!"

Moon of light
Stars so bright
Next after the twilight
bright and burning starlight
fixing up the cracks
with earphones plugged
filled with Ariana's moonlight
oh my god what a night.

just as always
she sat under the moonlit sky looking up at the moon
People called her imperfect
Her tears were trembling
she asked " Are looks and appearances that matter for everything?"
the moon smiled with pity
and said
" you love me so much by your heart
you cry to me you smile with me,
miss me the most
when these clouds get me lost..
but did you do so because of my appearance?
you never loved the sun with all hiss massive bright fire
you never left my side
oh no I am not taking pride
you've seen how i look
i am nothing but a ball of dust ,scars and craters
filled with particles
but the one that can't posses
thy own light for life
but thou never left me though
nor did any of the night lovers like you
you all loved me forever
love is not about looks
take it practical, mythological or whatever
it's a magic that's spread for this world to enrich and endure
in all forms at the end
LOVE IS LOVE
she smiled at the moon
he smiled back
stood up and walked away
she broke down the stereotype
of the so called 'perfect look'

I look up at the sky
See the stars twinkling by..
The horizon I see
Bending entwisted with the sea
The night reminds me of you....
Those never ending chats we had..
Those memories we made...
Thinking about those ..
my agony now is so intense...
In the middle of the thought..
I think of the past..
Where you left with a goodbye note...
Now I guess the water from my eyes is way more blending with the sea
Than the bending horizon....

i'm done or maybe i'm not....
but i now clearly understand...
you trust my responsibility
and here i am trusting my ability...
lets see what wins...

"it's my fight and probably i lost touch ...but here i am rising up again..
label me! judge me?...
try whatever you can i'll keep fighting
i'll keep rising like the phoenix from it's ash...."
she screamed...dusting off the world.

TRUST YOU THAT'S ENOUGH

Had the Power to conjure
Feelings to words
To captivate mind's noise
Pouring out heart's voice..
A broken heart or a free spirit..
Always had a smile
Holding back all those tears so tight...
Mocked by society of knowing nothing but words..
But never quits writing..
Because a part of Soul was found to be lingering on the note....
Those words were magic..
And the magicians were called
POETS/POETESSES ♥️♥️❣❣

She found him...
Amidst of all the chaos in her mind
Amidst all the battles undergone by her heart...

Everytime she was broken he turned out to be the bandage...
Everytime she held back those tears
His shoulder was enough to pour down her majestic falls....
He was there by her side all along..
That she never felt all alone...

The therapist for her pain
The healer for her scars...
~~~~

Everytime she looked at his eyes
She went speechless
for she could see all her happiness just right before her♥️

Maybe I held it too tight..
I knew it was mine...
I knew I did
The fight..
This battle is one or nothin
Yes or no...
I am not quitting
I just want to let go...
So that this soul could fly
Again
So high anigh

Those good night poems
Made their nights
Healing scars
Bringing out curves (^_^smile)
Were parts of their days
When their eyes used get locked
The hearts never failed to freeze
Thinking of his love those memories
She smiled with tears
Looked up at the night sky bid him a good night!
Thinking how much she loved him
His tears won over his blushes
He watched the drifting night clouds
Asked the stars if it could watch over her?
Th stars smiled and waving their starry dusts with endeavour

Wiped off their tears...
Both knew they were miles away
Smirked at the sky
And smiled....

"They still share the same sky"

She cried until the Sun bid adieu
Cried until the Moon kissed the horizon a goodbye..
He was in there smiling
Holding back his tears...
For he only knew his tears rolling down each a everytime he closes his eyes
Both loved each other...
Both were the reason the parted away...
Moving on was difficult ...
Love made it even more hard....
Mind's collapsed with millions of questions...
Heart broken with one reason

You were my fantasy❣❣❣
That I believed in fairytales for❣❣❣

She was always the reason behind those look in his eyes
His daily funny smirks
He was the only reason for her often blushes
And those gorgeous smiles

I just wonder if someday
We'll hold our hands so tight
Lock our eyes
Sitting under the stars so bright
And wishing such a night should be
Our own twinkling starlight

No one can be you to me
But now my my mind is constantly
Provoking me a thought of wonder
Now what made you
A no one to me !!!!?

If this world turns out to be haters
I'll be happy of being my own lover

Missing those days
When you guys filled my inbox
Missing those never ending talks about Harry Potter
Those silly fights and weird stuffs with Avengers....
Missing those days when we used to tease among ourselves..
Write poems for each other..
Talk about how this quarantine boredom.....
Those days were memorable
I will cherish those days
Those conversations....
Every time I open the inbox it's just you four with names then
With grey '---' now...
Lately I am missing you guys soo much now....
I wish if I could reverse time
And just as it's said
"Not to change stuff
But to live those moments again..."

Will never forget those moonlight dreams, cinamon tea, Tony stark, Harry Potter stuff.. and a lot more....

It was prom night
She was his date
She walked through the aisle
With her gorgeous bangs
He walked in with his well pressed tux
The moment his eyes fell on her

He was speechless
To see her stunning in that red gown
His jaw dropped seeing her so beautiful

Her eyes were locked on him the moment she saw him
So like a grown men so handsome which she has never seen before

But...

To him this beauty of her can never be compared to her gorgeousness
When she wears those favorite hoodies of her with those high ponytail waving in the air

His handsomeness can never win over her love for this boy with those ripped jeans an messed up hair....