a cloak of invisibility
a long message of sorry
a place to go when he feels weary
a flower on the road people may find pretty
a page on the book he keeps reading over
a girl he wanna make a lover
a daughter my parents are proud of
an expensive cheesecake that’s so soft
a pigeon that’s just set free
but most of the time I just wanna feel me
the things you love,
can exhaust you too.
nothing captivates like the mind
particularly, your mind
for every time you speak I sight glow
and like a flying termite
I am hypnotized
by your light.
a reality away
becoming my dream
that holds so true.
each of your gaze
I am on the verge
of my own thinking
looking down to
absurdity of the world
looking back to
don’t let me jump
to my false conclusion
save me with your erudite
kind of wisdom.
I am in love with the soul I bear
for I can feel unwavering dreams she keeps
and for the sake of her I will jump my body down on so many new things.
again I find myself daydreaming
being with you who’s so alluring
can’t bear my self to keep scavenging
every thoughts I hear you yarning
you’re just that amazing,
inside your mind is a galaxy
with cluster of stars
that I don’t mind forever floating within
my heart feels so badly used
it turns out I wrongly chose my muse.
the daylight and the night
a blazing glaze
also a soothing haze
more than whole
you are certainly not a half
and clearly not just a complementary
your best self
tomorrow you will get even better.
you are enough
home gets harder to define.
is the time running to catch you?
is it? in the midst of your rough-hewn endeavor
and watching at sight to foil
your desired prevail
and this moment
you’re sure you will fail
but if only it could speak
it would say that
it hangs in your sleeve
and always moves at your service
it waits for you in the line of your attentive
it sure wants to see you succeed
and never for a second distrusts
there’s a part of me somewhere
waiting to be found
and I still discover
which branch has to be grown
there’s a part of me in the future
waiting to get known
only if this present me I succeed to nurture
I am yet to be fully grown
I am still in a searching adventure.
I bet so much on nothingness,
and glances of you,
I took full of a meaning;
the words on your name,
I laid my future
on an unwilling confluence,
I sowed my stars
on your galaxy pathway,
I have been a suplicant
of your supernova days,
you are my all that exists,
anything else doesn’t even count one,
and it’s an always
albeit I for you count as none.
I wish I was
teal blue with splatters of gold.
sometimes I wonder,
are you now being lost too?
do the city lights from your train,
get you in thoughts too?
take your moonlight steps
the stars are within your grip
don’t come down yet
the sky is your fate
don’t you be afraid of flying
the clouds are wishing you good luck.
never give up on your dreams
oh just tell them
to paint your soul.
you’re made of immense magic and bravery. the time you speak the languange of equity anyone’s eyes become starry.
you go around so many places
you forget what it feels to stay,
days after days
you’re always booked for two flights
and neither spells home for you,
sometimes it hits you hard with that feeling;
how do you go back to something that never has your bed to begin with?
you look like a rover
you wander around to find pieces of shelter, scattered everywhere,
maybe it is that way because
you have plenty
but plenty recurrently leaves you
many times when you get asleep on the flights
you dream of a sanctuary
and it wakes you smiling slightly,
makes you think of days
you’ll be finally home,
you’re still attached to the sky,
until the limit is expired.
an adventurous heart
trapped in mundane days
how I wanna climb the mountains
and sleep under the stars
lay my eyes on new zealand’s lakes
feel the tingling feeling of snowflakes
and see so much of what He creates.
I wanna know
but I don’t wanna beg
for your secrecies
and your sad stories
just let me be
the one you call away
when the world makes you swayed
I wanna know
but your sadness always feels distant
I wanna hear stories
and not just statements.
I’m drawn to the universe you made
being a foreign I don’t mind
learn your languange I will.
I am caged
but I fly away
with written words
wherever up to me
my feet are always in one place
but my soul has flown places.
you know nothing
how she made you her everything.
What people see is it’s a picture of me and you,
But what I see is it’s a picture of me and everything I’ve been searching for in life
I will tell them about
how you act like cashmere
then how you turn the room so merry
and how you tend to scruntinize
even when they don’t ask further
I will explain how you’re so much a sister
the one who will sweep all my thunderclouds away
in days I don’t feel so secure
there’s always you who feels only a call away
may your life always be a silver lining
and may your journey forever full of meaning
you’re so much of maturity
my one bestfriend named hesty
I can now only contemplate the distance
from where I stand to where it glistens
the winding road ahead I forecast
brings myself the feeling of tense
the hesitant first step will always be the hardest
no idea exactly where is the ending
but here is me at least trying.
if you never try, you’ll never know
for the umpteenth time
she falls for the same charm
convincing herself it’s only a mind trick
when verily she has been completely bewitched.
sometimes being soft leaves you dealing with heavy burden instead.
a no would have been better.
I will later tell you about
how I never wanted it all
if it wasn’t you.
there are things in life beyond our attempt,
and praying is the only way to attain.
the indescribable jolly chord
the distressed heartache
the nerve-wracking qualm
to the blank paper I confide in.
she has not been found
the sky doesn’t give her limit
and she will not spare any time feeling timid
but she flies the clouds around secretly praying
that the earth will finally value her being.
her philosophical mind
utterly wishes the world
would offer chances
for her to be rather than just show’s crew
and the long gap between rises and sets
she wants to paint the road vibrant
only if they could translate
the colors of her brain.
someday someone will come into your life and make you certain;
you weren’t asking for too much.
I need a rest
for thinking too much
I forget to breathe
my mind has had enough
I need a rest
for simply being me
the sun set early
the sky gloomed
and the moonbeam faded
the world takes all its light to mourn tonight
to hug you at peace
to calm you at quietude
and to shoo away your solitude.
my bestfriend’s father just passed away today.
do not dim your light
nevermind that you are a see thru
it is a miracle within you
never dim your light
just for their eyes don’t feel blinded
you don’t live just so they can feel pleased
you are dazzling
you are sparkling
just leave yourself shining
you are a spectacular being
you are worthy of million days trying.
things you haven’t figured out
will never hurt the present you live in,
the people you haven’t known
will never overlook the spots you’ll come upon,
and the love you haven’t found
will never be forever lost
in the lined up of your future scheme
I just wish fate comes meddling in
for me to be no more of a wallflower
and hence getting the view
only as an outsider.
the earth is crying
so heavy burdened
sense of the disease hailing
it wishes it could disarm
it wails in the rain
“people, you had been kind to me, you had nurtured, and you had cured. To be taken away by the killer inside of me, I cry you most tormenting condolences, I wish you be at a much prettier place than what I am.”
I will get tired eventually,
trying to reheat the room
at the hand of the warmth
I have left,
always ends up to be
a cup of lukewarm coffee
in a freezing day.
they are reaping
what they had sowed
I am processing
the pursuit of waiting
soon enough I will reap too
all the things I bear through time
and hold it in my hands tightly
and I, too, will be smiling joyfully.
I've been harsh to you
of the inside good consuming
why is it never enough
all the yesterdays I mourn
all the tomorrows I feel I don't own
it is always that easy,
in the battle I made myself,
I have been surely defeated.
a neverending bless
of subtle love
watching at node
of life’s possible gloom.
the road was beautiful
but it was silent
the food was nice
but it was trite
the conversation was going by
and those eyes weren’t fulfilling
these trips here and there
only to make me feel withdrawn
I keep wishing you everywhere
why are you so far away
in my sight I see you nowhere
I am now a forlorn wanderer.
to my God I confide my wish
for my God is always all ears
for my God always hears
for my God is unfailingly near
for my God will bestow upon me
the best of best things.