somehow, you have a really nice way
of blowing things to pieces
and then finding a way
to piece them back together again so that,
with your eyes closed,
you can't even tell they were broken.
kamikaze - a japanese aircraft loaded with explosives and making a deliberate suicidal crash on an enemy target
kintsugi - the japanese art of repairing broken pottery with lacquer mixed with powdered gold, silver, or platinum