It's crazy how everything u told me just sticks in my head.
Like sirens are pounding in my ears.
U told me it wouldn't be long before i messed everything up.
I wanted to take that as a challenge so maybe i would look tough. But then nothing remains the same for long. It was kind of like a really tragic love song. It was like Romeo and Juliet but in the end they both realize it was all a joke. That's kind of how we were. EXCEPT.  U kept breaking me and i told u to stop but u just kept laughing and u used me as  if i were a doll. A ploy and toy, just a number to your game. A mere casualty and yet it was still my fault.

U always made me feel like i didn't matter. Like if i was the moon then u on purpose would pick a smaller star.
U were the one to carve in me a thousand times random pictures and phrases of hate and desperation so in my  own time of need so that i could save u instead of myself. So that all of my self-worth could go down the same drain as your self-pity and desperation to leech of of anyone that did't have any.
I thought i could be the one to make u change but i guess not.
Because i was never warned about u. Someone that hid themselves as helpless but prey on the helplessness of others. U WERE THE WORST MISTAKE. OR...was i?