I don't seem like one
I might look normal
But deep down I know
That I'm not like the others

It's a disguise that I put on
Every day and night
Just to be the normal person
you see from your eyes

I don't hate being a ******
In fact I enjoy becoming one
I can view the world from a different perspective
And dance in my mind

Now this ****** wonders
Alone and sober
For intimacy is what I craved
To live happily ever after
....
But isn't it hard
For a ****** to find the one?

I hate it that I always have to give in
I hate it that I'm always too considerate
And I hate it that I'm not brave enough
To stand up for myself

I hate it that I don't have the courage
To voice up eventhough I'm right
I hate it that I have to act tough  
Just to protect myself from sharps

I hate it when people don't appreciate
What I love and do for them

I hate it that I have to act appropriate
because I'm a grownup
I must be well behaved

I hate it
I hate them
I hate me

Stumbling and tumbling,
Into the depths unknown,
Where time's cadence alters,
And space becomes its own.

Drifting weightlessly,
In a void unseen,
Hearing echoes of despair,
As the wind whispers between.

No savior in sight,
Perhaps, no soul to spare,
Just a solitary being,
In the abyss, lost in air.

But amidst the fall,
A glimmer of light appears,
Bringing warmth and solace,
Dispelling all fears.

Still descending, albeit slower,
A newfound tranquility in tow,
Embracing the descent,
As the breeze gently bestows.

Gradually, a sense of peace,
In the midst of the plunge,
An unexpected warmth,
In the arms of the plunge.

Now, with wings spread wide,
I navigate this unknown realm,
Seeking to uplift,
In this cosmic helm.

In laughter and tears, we forged our bond,
Through countless trials, our hearts grew strong.

You've been my rock, through thick and thin,
Guiding me through darkness, helping me to win.

Memories flood my mind, of moments we've shared,
Each one a treasure, showing how much we've cared.

Yet beneath our feet, the ground starts to crack,
Each step forward, widening the gap.

You've found your place, your forever abode,
Though it hurts to let go, I'm grateful for the road.

Now it's time for me to journey on,
To distant lands, where new stories dawn.

But know this dear friend, wherever I roam,
Your spirit's with me, guiding me home.

We laughed we cried
We've go through hardships a millionth times

You are always there
When I'm sorrow and scared
You lend me a hand
When I'm lost and despair

All the memories we've shared
Reminding me of the times we've had

The cracks beneath us
Widening with every flap

You've found your forever home
It aches but I'm glad

For It's time to continue my journey
To a place far far away

Waking up from bed
Wondering where I'm at
Suddenly I'm surrounded
by a strange and unfamiliar sense

Tingling and anxious
I look around and explore
Is this where I called home
Or is it all a hoax

There I wander and stroke all over
Trying to have a grasp
On what's real and what's not

Maybe...I'm not what I see
Maybe...I'm not where I'm at
How can we know
When it's all just senses

It took me a while to finally realize
I am here and I am me
I am who I am because of it
The past can be a lie
The future can be a dream
The present on the other hand
Is the living of the day we're in

Breaking through the clouds
with breeze rubbing by your cheek
You smile while looking at the scene
After all...we are just passerby
Acted in the scene