"*******" that's all she said the whole day
she can't even "call it a day"
everything makes her mad
everyone makes her sad

i am lost in my own mind,
like a cab lost in the wild
i would like to run
but there's no where to hide

i am shouting help
but you are close to being deaf
now i believe,
there is nothing left

it's 12:39 am
and here i am,busy overthinking
if only i can go somewhere far away
far enough to make these thoughts go away

while half-listening to my old folks,
my mind is clouded with thoughts
thoughts that makes my bones ache
thoughts that question the love I'd received and gave

it's nights like these when i realize
that my favorite author is right
you can't be happy,
unless you're sometimes unhappy

**** this stupid reality
i just wanna go to sleep
so i'm gonna leave the time behind
and let the world fade into obscurity

-AA

what and if when combined
makes a very strong loop
an endless loop
loop that is very hard to escape from
once you let this two english words into your bones
you'll gonna have trouble sleeping
and propably even thinking
you can follow your heart
but you can also follow your mind
but don't ever ever forget
that some expectations can lead to disappointment

-AA

You're the reason I can't sleep
You're the reason that I am weak
I don't know what it is about you,
that I cannot stop thinking about you.

The way we kissed
brought me infinite kind of bliss
I would not trade anything for this
Cos this is a feeling that I miss

Thank you for making me feel pretty
even though I always wary
You make me happier than I ever thought I could be
and also more scared than I ever thought I could be

You told me roses don't mean anything
and ******* teddy bears are boring
Love is never just a feeling
It also means understanding

I don't know how to stop
cos your hugs and kisses are never enough
and even though sometimes things are tough
we never fail to value the true meaning of love

-AA