I feel the pain, I feel the sorrow...
And my surface to you is so shallow...
I hate this game, I feel ashame...
Because I left you with so much pain..
It's so insane, who am I to blame...
Because life is getting so **** blurry...
I hate the rain, teardrops of pain ...
It's all going down in vain...
It's so insane, who am I to blame...
I had to take one for the team...
You and me we ride or die...
But I couldn't let you face this pain...
So I left to ride and die...
This insane roller coaster called life...
I had my ups, I had my downs...
It's so insane, who am I to blame...
I'm feeling this so much pain...
Here I'm again, writing down to gain...
Nothingness to fill the vain...
To my true love I hope you're  fine...
I'm sorry to leave you in so much pain...



I remember them days when I used to say...
I'll love you every single day...
It's hard to say that I'm going away...
But it's the best for you and me...
I'm going insane, who am I to blame...
I'm lost in space, I'm lost in time...
Seems like can't find my own way...
I hope you're happy , I hope you're okay...
I hope that you found your own way...
Am I wrong for thinking that way...
To leave everything behind and walk away...
Am I Sane? Who am I kidding...
I let my happiness slip away...
Here I'm again, writing down to gain...
Nothingness to fill the vain...
To my true love I hope you're  fine...
I'm sorry to leave you in so much pain...



I tried it once i tried it twice but I couldn't go...
And they told me I'm better off without you...
I can't let go, I won't let go, please don't go...
You the only one I truly loved, please love me more...
And suddenly I can't smile anymore...
Do you love me? Truly loved me? Answer me...
Is there someone in your life? Please answer me?
How could you let go of me so easily...
We were meant to be together one family...
Now I know you said you loved me blindly...
How could you let go of me so easily...
You the king baby I was your queen...
I give you my heart and you broke it piece by piece...
And you told me you didn't do it intentionally...
I'm praying now, I'll pray more but it's hopelessly...
I need you now, I want you now, please stay...
You the only one I ever loved, love is pain...
No I'm not happy, no I'm not okay...
You left me with so much mess like a hurricane...
Here I'm reading again, trying to gain...
Nothingness to fill the vain...
To my true love I know you sorry I feel your pain...
Please don't be worry I'll get through this I'll be okay...


@abdo360 || Lost Soul

On my way to eliminate.
All the feelings with no hesitate.
I start to elevate.
And now I'm no longer a heavyweight

I'm heading straight to the border.
Carrying nothing on my shoulder.
Yes I'm a soldier.
Fighting life battles and getting older.

Getting older and a bit wiser.
I never thought that one day I'd be an advisor.
To whom trying to be a survivor.
In life full of rivals.

I chose to be a fighter.
To spread positivity and laughter.
That's my goal what I'm going after.
Not to be a fake actor.


@abdo360
Lost Soul

Wandering in the streets wondering where we should meet...
I keep on walking but I end up sinking so deep...
Deep in my thoughts, deep in myself and all I see is let's try to imagine together
Closing your eyes without thinking of anything, you see the emptiness that's what's inside me.
So I keep on walking holding on to something called hope hoping that it would bring me back but all it does is holding me back.
When did all this start? When did I lose my reason to fight? When did I let bad emotions ignite and take charge.
I look at the mirror and I don't recognize the reflection, I see a broken image of a guy I used to be or a fading image of someone I will never be again.


@abdo360
Lost Soul