poetry beauty romance love

- these are what we stay alive for

here i am again
i’ve tried to express my feelings through writing
but i don’t know what to write
my mind is a mess , chaos and calm

as you believe that everything will fall to its place
so i do
i believe that you’ll come back one day
and realize that
i’m madly , deeply in love with you
i believe that in the deepest part of my soul that
no matter what challenges might carry us apart
we will always find our way back to each other

so many people become
song and poetry

but will never know

our world is full of the ghost
of unspoken words and memories

where did you go ?
i thought we last forever
where did i go ?
i was sinking though the leather
i need you back

don’t feel sorry
for hurting
for tearing
for bruising

the way you do
you’re only human

we are all dreamers
wanting to be completely
out of touch with reality

out of your curves and your body
i’d still choose to fall for your eyes
cause i know as we are getting older
we aren’t getting more beautiful than we were before
but eyes won’t get old for me

everyone who says hello
will one day say goodbye
sometimes without warning
or giving a reason why

how can our love die
if it’s written
in these pages

i came all this way
to give you
all these things
but you aren’t
even looking

i wish you could hear all the words i’m afraid to say

her eyes gave her away
there was a drowning girl
behind that smile

i was lost
until you showed me way back home
into your warm and strong arms

it hurt so much but
again , what is love if it is painless ?

you planned
i planned
we planned

but

god is the best planner

to young hearts ,
keep breathing
keep beating
keep fall in love

we’re all in the same game
just different levels

dealing with the same hell
just different devils

sometimes it feels better
not to talk at all

about anything

to anyone

its you again , yes you
i couldn’t stop myself from thinking about you
its just like drug , so addicted
but slowly the addiction kills me
its **** my soul
the way it took my soul was so painful
it ripped my chest and i can’t stop bleeding
in the end , no matter how hard i try to forget you
it was always you who heal myself
i dont even know how it heals me back
but i feel like the black and white as we recall in our dream
has colour again

i feel like whenever im so tired because of my sleepless night thinking about you
has courage again to wake up and be energetic for the whole day

yes its you and it will always you
who can heal my naked soul
that is craving for you

everything last longer
when i’m with you

including us ..