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Abby Sanderson Nov 2017
squeeze my aching heart
slam it down, worthless, broken
it shrivels to dark
Abby Sanderson Nov 2014
You cross your i's
and dot your t's
when everyone's watching.

"Have a nice day!"
"You're welcome!"
when everyone's watching.

You sing the alphabet
and count on your fingers
when everyone's watching.

you are
perceived
judged
tallied
misunderstood
when everyone's watching
Abby Sanderson Nov 2014
enemies cross paths
guided by wisdom of old
"were it so easy"
Abby Sanderson Nov 2014
flames lick the ceiling
the barn door crackles and splits
he reaches for her
Abby Sanderson Nov 2014
find my strengths and
value them.
encourage them.
coax them .

find my strengths, please
discover them.
Abby Sanderson May 2014
when your heart opens,
wide and unassuming,
chances are it will break.
for time and time again we learn
of hurt and sorrow,
of darkness,
tangible yet elusive,
like the scrawls and smudges of a madman.

some hearts shatter.
all at once smashed, like a hammer to glass.
scattered and kicked around in their past,
fatigued and feeble,
wounded and patchy.
pieces swept up and glued,
embedded in one dark memory.
unforgettable, unforgivable, memory seizes the tired muscle,
choking it, leaving a faint pulse gasping
for some hopeless release.

there are, however, a mighty few--
or maybe a lucky few,
who open up wide and wild, unabashed.
hearts so familiar with ache,
they stretch and pump throbbing, scarred muscles until,
like tired, sunburned fingers soaking up the last bit of the summer sun,
they tremble with exhaustion.
too big to break,
and too strong to shatter.

and oh, those lucky few
who have tried and triumphed,
and churned their heartbreaks into a potent force,
end up so bold, so dauntless,
absorbing the others
as they open.
they scoop up the shattered
they cradle the broken.
though not as quickly,
for bruised hearts carry unfair weight.

together they reach the sun,
and relax their strained, desperate tendons.
and though unfamiliar,
they gently shake awake old muscles
and remember their smile--
the broken,
the shattered,
and the lucky ones.
Abby Sanderson Nov 2011
It’s risky so high, so shaky, so vulnerable.
He peeks over the edge at the people like ants.
Suits and cell phones, all black and business.
Each with a mission in their click-clack heels.
“Back to business, Boy,” grunts Boss, chewing on a soggy cigarette.
Boy wonders if the click-clackers ever mistake cigarette spit for rain

His reflection is transparent but he can still make out
the scar above his eye and the stubble of sleepy dawns
when he stretches and drinks black coffee early with the sun.
Through the reflection the black business arrives.
The magic elevator transforms all ants into stock-market men
and credit-card women who close the curtains.

He wonders how he ended up on the outside,
towering the city with a dripping squeegee,
pulling it over black, lifeless curtains, opaque to the morning sun.
But Boss is busy now with a fresh cigarette
so he turns back around and remembers why he towers
as the magic sun transforms the magic stars
into meshing morning colors, high enough to meet his eye.
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