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Feb 2014 · 425
Stay mine
AapkiHamesha Feb 2014
Humming all the sad songs
In this forest of white
I saunter through slowly
Reminded of blue, or green,
Maybe grey
Depended on the day
Melancholy coos
Dying to escape from
Crimson lips that
Smile
Only for you
Feb 2014 · 498
Drunk Ex
AapkiHamesha Feb 2014
Drunk slurs on your tongue

Between your teeth 

Escaping your lips too quick for you to catch 
Letters that your heart adores

Spun together by inebriation 

Much to the dismay of your reason

Spelling my name
Feb 2013 · 15.3k
The Blue Eyed Beast
AapkiHamesha Feb 2013
I dream, I dream.
How I will be,
When his eyes finally lay on me.

I wait, I wait.
Please don't be late.
My brown eyes, my long hair I'll decorate.

My Blue Eyed Beast,
Your eyes like seas.
I adore, I adore,
To swim.
Feb 2013 · 755
The Dream
AapkiHamesha Feb 2013
And then your sleepy gaze finally closed for the night,

On my beating heart, your head full of forever rested and dreamt,

I hummed you Your Song, so you can drift deeper into your paradise,

I gently combed your short hair with my fingers, I felt the prickle on my skin,

My love cannot be contained, it spilled over my slow breath with a giggle,

I hugged you closer to me with my other hand, I'll never let go.


When that sun tickled my eyelids, my cheek was on your heart,

My hair spilling over you, your hands running through it,

I look up at you, squinting, you smile and whisper,

"Don't get up, I want to hold you for a little more."

So I giggle once more, squeeze you tighter, and fall deeper into you,

Into my paradise.
Jan 2013 · 1.3k
The Bassist
AapkiHamesha Jan 2013
I meekly rummage through my purse
Looking for my tangled earpHones
The sweet sounds of guitar and synth fill my ear
As we pass Eglinton West
I wait for the last minute of the song
Where I maximize the volume
Just to hear the faint bass in the ocean of noise
Like my pastel jelly fish amongst navy blue
Stinging my tearducts with poison
Is your bass
That romantic tune forever ringing in my ears
Like your breathe down my back
Like your eyelash on my cheek
Like your fingers in my hair
The same that pluck that bass
Cascading ******* sound waves through my tired mind, romantic heart
I put your bass away, back in my purse
And walk the streets of my city
Where I see you everywhere
You can't be put away neatly in my subconscious
You're their bassist,
But most of all,
You're my front man.
AapkiHamesha Jan 2013
I adore everything about you.
And I hate that I do.
Because it makes everything harder.

It makes me shake.
I can't even write a euphonious poem anymore because the thoughts in my mind are no longer so.
You're absolutely everything to me, yet, in all honesty, you're nothing.

It's that slightly shorter tooth.
It's that dimple in your chin.
It's that smirk I know you make when you like something I say.

It's when you said you'd like to steal my lips.
It's that moment when you said you'd dream of me after I sang for you.
It's that time you said my skin drives you mad when you think about it.

It's how you're the only one who knows about the hidden devil.
It's about how you love the way my tongue illustrates words bewilderingly so.
It's the way you want my mind just as much as my body.

It's about how you love dinosaurs and your dog.
It's the way you message me 4:00 in the morning with only a heart and a smiley face.
It's how I would do absolutely anything for you.

Like a drug, how I would sell my soul for just one more hit.
It's a lie, when I tell myself I love someone else.
It's the truth, when I say I would wait my whole life loving and waiting just for you.

It's how I pour my heart out this way,
Knowing,
I can never have you.
He must never see this.
Dec 2012 · 1.3k
The Foggy Street
AapkiHamesha Dec 2012
Pull me away from this foggy street,
Show me why it is you love me.
Why it is you need me.
Why it is you pull me.

Pull me into a nook of the city.
Squeeze me tight, don't let me free.
How can I be,
Your perfect fantasy?

To my heart, you have the key.
You come in so frequently.
It's hard to believe,
I won't let you leave.

Dim lights illumine the street,
You still haven't shown me,
Why it is you love me.
Why it is you need me.

I know you want me.

Am I only your perfect fantasy?
Nov 2012 · 481
The Deal
AapkiHamesha Nov 2012
So quickly I would drop everything,
Be swept away to sea,
Live in deep darkness,
Sleep with no dreams,
Eat nothing for years,
Breathe only one breath an hour,
Lay filthy and forgotten,
Say goodbye to all that I know,
Never sing a song again,
Never read another book,
Never write another poem,

Just to keep you.
Just to be lost with you.
Just to live with you.
Just to sleep beside you.
Just to feed you.
Just to breathe you.
Just to be for you.
Just to say hello everyday, to you.
Just to sing for you.
Just to read to you.
Just show all these poems to you.

Because I ******* love you.
Nov 2012 · 855
The Slumber Since I Smiled
AapkiHamesha Nov 2012
Our meeting in July was fitting,
My heart sizzled in your filtered gaze.

The dimming of August only made me fall deeper, like the pink summer sun setting goodbye, while my young, naive mind welcomed such overwhelming, engulfing insanity.

The crisp September air allowed my throbbing, charred heart to cool, but the delicious burns still stung, still irresistible.

My conquered heart fell deeper and deeper into your Chasm of Comfort each time a matured October leaf swept down into her Crevice of Cozy hibernation. Will she awake in Spring?

I could heat the entire November city with a single sudden pulse of sweat you cause every time my name is on your tongue.
Sometimes malevolent.
Sometimes benevolent.

Blistering winds come our way,
Snow falls on the tips of our noses,
Warmed by Eskimo kisses,
December only seems to please us.

I want every coming month to be defined by you and your Entrancing, Empyrean presence.

I want to sleep forever in your Chasm of Comfort.

So hold me.

I must never wake.
Nov 2012 · 488
The Warm Holiday Night
AapkiHamesha Nov 2012
Tell me baby it's cold outside,
Tell me it's me you must be beside.
I'll be fine,
Just tell me you're mine.
I know the weather is so frightful,
But your smile keeps me delightful.
Just hold me close,
And all the way home I'll be warm.
But baby its oh so cold outside.
A simple mash up of some of my favourite holiday songs. :)
Nov 2012 · 486
The Way I Love You
AapkiHamesha Nov 2012
I love you the way I love you,     .

The way my fresh hair flutters past your lips.
The way this balmy blanket bundles you.
The way I kiss your chest as I'm held close.
The way my eyelash caresses your heart.
The way your Heartbeat must lull me to sleep.
The way our feet ****** and so twiddle.
The way I close my eyes and smile, with you.
The way I drift away so safe, with you.
The way I dream to be as such, with you.
The way I wake to see first, only you.

I Love you the way I Love you,     .
The space before the period is where his name (2-syllables) would go. I prefer to keep him anonymous.

All lines are in iambic pentameter. There are ten syllables for each line. There are ten lines describing my love.

The 100 syllables in my description represent my absolute, complete affection.
Nov 2012 · 644
The Most Delicious Brew
AapkiHamesha Nov 2012
You say I'm a very sweet, sweet taste.
You're like my favorite coffee.
You are wonderful on your own.
Perfect to me.
To others, different.
You don't need sugar to be perfect.
But since I am your sugar, I'd prefer to be added to your perfection.
To make you feel a little sweeter, a little brighter.
I said this to a boy. My boy.

He said, "We may be apart in the waking world but we brew lovely coffee together in my dreams."
Oct 2012 · 621
The Sun
AapkiHamesha Oct 2012
You faded so quickly,
Away from me,
Then you rose so swiftly,
Right back to me.

My night was frigid,
So long, so dark,
At moments, livid,
What a lonely lark.

My stars gave me warmth,
As I flew past them,
Only lukewarm,
Your glistening gem.

All that glistened,
Were my tears,
In the stars who listened,
In their ears,
My fears.

Will he rise once more?
Will he not illumine me once more?
Will he own me no more?
Will he replace me?

As my tears fell,
One by one,
They glistened brighter,
One by one,
I saw your light,
One by one,
My tears stopped,
One by one,
You dried them away,
One by one,
And here we are,
In your light,
I shine,
Most bright,
One by one,
Face to face,
We are one.
Oct 2012 · 706
The Sister
AapkiHamesha Oct 2012
Some people I meet,
Encourage defeat.

Some people I meet,
Fall at my feet.

One person I met,
Whom I love to death,
I met through kismet.

My second half,
We always laugh,
My darling friend,
We'll never end.
Oct 2012 · 2.5k
The Lips
AapkiHamesha Oct 2012
Lips like mine are hard to find,
Search your world,
I don't mind,
Look for better,
You won't find lips like mine.

Lips like mine you'll never find,
So sweet, so full,
You're too blind,
To taste, to love,
A kiss like mine.

Lips like mine you'll never find,
So tender, so witty,
Such frame of mind,
Too dumb to find,
To leave behind,
A pair so fine,
Of
Lips
like
mine.
"Your lips pale in comparison to that mind of yours," he said.
Oct 2012 · 1.3k
The Farewell and Fresh Hello
AapkiHamesha Oct 2012
Farewell, my stranger
I say hello again, everyday
In my thoughts
In my dreams
In my smile

Farewell, my lover
I ignore your danger, everyday
With your presence
Without your presence
With your evil

Farewell, my punisher
Obedience in my eyes, everyday
My shut eyes
My chapped lips
My torn dress

Farewell, my killer
Death in my heart, everyday
My frowns
My tears
My sobs

Hello, new Stranger
My love is yours, everyday
My heart
My joy
My life.
Oct 2012 · 694
The Gleaming Eyes
AapkiHamesha Oct 2012
Such joy, so apparent as my full moon eyes shrink to crescents.
Such love, so apparent when my moons never blink. Never waste a second elsewhere.
Don't you worry, darling. I'll be off the orbit someday.
Yesterday.
I still love you.
What can I do?
Sep 2012 · 1.0k
The Grapefruit Moon
AapkiHamesha Sep 2012
The orange moon above my lake
Floats there, so awake.

Smiling,
Admiring,
Itself in my water.
 
He looks up,
Blows me a kiss
So sleepy,
So breezy,
So lovely.

I blush,
Smile shyly.
How lovely,
So lovely.

He looks and winks.
I shrink shyly. 
Such beauty.
How lovely.
Aug 2012 · 489
The One With My Heart
AapkiHamesha Aug 2012
My pillowy lips that you love so much,
I'll use them to kiss where it hurts so much. 

This rosy pout that you adore so much, 
Will sing you lullabyes that you need so much. 

This full lip that I bite so much, 
Is caused by your desire I can't resist too much. 

I say no never, 
I'm sane no longer, 
My Sweet Monster, 
I'm yours Forever.
Aug 2012 · 645
The City Life
AapkiHamesha Aug 2012
City lights may never illuminate my heart,
It is only your smile that may do so.
Street noise may never wake me from my slumber,
It is only your voice that may do so.
The moon may never awaken butterflies in my stomach,
It is only your touch that may do so.
I may dream of a time when you're close to me,
It is all but a miracle that may do so.
Aug 2012 · 680
The Wish
AapkiHamesha Aug 2012
How wonderful it must be to smile in one's eyes
To inhale the passionate puffs of heavenly sighs
To clench and be clenched with no fear of tragic demise
To together absorb the clouds tears with no remorse, no lies
Aug 2012 · 631
The Date
AapkiHamesha Aug 2012
Meet me at the coffee shop
Around eleven o clock
Talk while the moon will rise
Bring me back, to my mind
Listen to the haze
Of Luna's serenade
Your curious gaze
Impossible to evade
Aug 2012 · 615
Claire De Lune
AapkiHamesha Aug 2012
I could stand forever in that moonlight,
While my heart grazes like a windless kite.

I could stand forever in that moonlight,
Waiting for a gust or a breeze for flight.

I could stand forever in that moonlight,
As I hope a twister twirls my lone kite.

But I stand forever in this sunrise,
While my kite burns and belongs to eternal night.
Aug 2012 · 665
The Tokens You Now Own
AapkiHamesha Aug 2012
Think of my love as a token,
To use at life stations,
In upsetting situations.

Think of my smile when you cry,
Don't let me pass by,
Don't let me forget why.

Think of my eyes when you're blind,
Remember to be kind,
No matter who you find.

I'm ready to be taken,
My love,
My smile,
My eyes,
Each are your tokens.
Aug 2012 · 745
La Luna, Mon Bel Ami
AapkiHamesha Aug 2012
If only your few freckles were the few stars I can see outside my city window.

If only that crescent moon was your mischievous wink, or sly smile.

If only I could jump out of my window and hop upon the sky scrapers, higher and higher and rest upon that crescent, rest upon thine shut eye, thy lips.

If only this window, your glasses were gone. I could leap and show you how much I love you. I could show you how high and fast I would jump over the CN Tower and fall again just for you and kiss your freckles on my descent.

Just for you. Just for you.

— The End —