I told myself over and over again,
And made up my mind a hundred times
Then my confession turned into a waste
And became practically useless
But my sincere heart toward you
Will still not fade

20 years of being here,
in the world of loneliness,
I see some colors,
except the one i'm longing for.

As I looked up into the sky,
I wondered why,
it covers with smokes & fogs,
that made me blind.

As my heart cannot handle,
all the burdened that i feel,
I cried & cried,
but no one's ever there.

I thirst & craved,
but no one cared,
Then the rain poured down as if it wiped my tears,
the DEITY'S CRY that made me well.