Oh save me my angel,
From this mad insanity.

Oh save me my angel,
I don't like him the way he does me.

Everyone pressures us together and he doesn't mind,
I can't let my friends down it would not be kind.

I do not love him the way he does me,
I love him like a brother,
Not a lover,
As he does me.

Every time I try to secretly turn him down,
He just comes back around,
Paining me at the sight of him.

Oh my angel save me,
From the pain in his eyes that I see.

Oh my angel save me,
Hurting him makes me unable to breathe.

My angel,
My angel,
Wipe the tears that I shed.

My angel,
My angel,
**** his love that's been bred.

My angel,
Please save me,
From this torturous misery.

Nerves
Rushing and tingling through my body
Standing on the edge ready to jump

Deep breath
I’m a balloon expanding with air
I’m light as a feather
Tethered to the ground
My feet and legs are grounded
My head is floating

Chin up and shoulders back
Briefly closing my eyes
Feel the tension of expectation
Relax, as though slipping into a warm bath

The air gains pressure,
Waiting to burst free
Let it go
Flowing as effortlessly as a breeze
With the energy to become a storm

I expose my soul
Releasing unbridled emotions
Love struck, Heartbroken, Forgotten
I feel and express it all
On my voice flows pure emotion

The end is near
The last remnants of air escape from my lungs
They linger in the room,
Unobtrusively fading to silence

The strings of this marionette are cut
I return to reality
The walls once more conceal my soul
A bittersweet longing to go back
As a single tear rolls down my face,
I smile--a soft, secret smile

Who knew I could fancy a man to care
No one had ever dare to rise to the    
     occasion
And now
I am the apple of his eye
No matter
       How I feel
             What I wear
He wants my affection and love when  
     I'm not there
He sleeps with me till dawn on  
   occasion
Showing me he cares
I am the apple of his eye
No matter
       If I'm teary eyed
           If I'm flying free without a care
I know that he is there
In his silent way
Sometimes with a touch and hot kiss
By the hand or loop of my pant
   When another has had to much of  
    my time or attention
He reals me back into his arms
I am the apple of his eye
He'll never let me forget
No matter
       Our breaking points
                Pits of dispair
No matter
       How much I doubt
               He would set me free
     But,    I am the apple of his eye
Like he said before many times in all
                          honesty.
"I'll find you no matter where you go. You're the one that I love. You're the one worth fighting for."