If you stay with me, I promise to make you smile every day with my weird, silly jokes and random quirkiness.

I promise to hold your hand when you need someone to walk with you through the storm.

I promise to share my food with you, and willingly give you the last bite of my favorite ice cream, give you good massages, cook you your favorite meals, and laugh at your stupid jokes.

I will accompany you on all your adventures, road trips, food trips, and anything else you want to do.

I'll help you accomplish everything on your bucket list.
I will listen when you tell me about how horrible your day was when you came home from work.

I promise to hold you in my arms when you feel like your whole world is crashing down.

I'll make you see that there are a million reasons why I will stay. "

Sa bawat palubog ng gintong araw
Pag sikat nito ay inaabangan,
Sa kada eroplanong umaalis,
Palaging inaasam ang pagbabalik.

Gumigising araw-araw,
Binibilang ang nalalabing oras,
Kaunti nalang irog ko,
Kaunti nalang,
Mahal, andito lang ako
naghihintay
Makapiling kang muli.

Somehow, It's exhausting to live in this world with some kind of a code of how to become a likable person.
Where in you should behave in accordance of what the society dictates you to be like,

so they won't ridicule you,

forced to follow the rules to survive or blend,

pretend to be someone likeable,

make friends,

go to work,

bathe everyday,

follow the trend,

build high defensive walls

and  basically just do what the others do to avoid being labelled as

******,

Crazy,

madmen

insane.

Sometimes, I just want to be crazy..

So I could have an excuse not to follow rules

do whatever I like,

say whatever I want

and just be ME.

I was surprised by a cake at my door
given by the kind lady next door.
I screamed "I got a cake Y'all"
and did a little crazy dippy dance
Greeted me welcome home
Took my shoes off
Tossed my bags at the couch
Humming while *******
Wore my oversized red sweater
and sweatpants.. oh **** pants
I'm just gonna wear my lingerie.
Rushed to the bathroom
to tend to my running laundry
and I turn on the funky music,
singing out of tunes but who cares
I'm alone and I'm having fun
while writing this
Now im running out of words
gotta go, my laundry is done
now it's time to hang.

S.S

Wish you were here with me
Gazing upon the city lights
under the starry sky
We'll hang a lovelock
in the bridge
with our names
engraved on it.
Today was cold
Because of Autumn's breeze
Wrap me around
Your cozy arms
And make me warm
I miss your touch.
I miss you
And ill see you soon my love!


Lots of love
Shekinah

Time flies so fast

Like a trust
built in a firm foundation
gone in a second

Like a bubble
that bursts
after a blow.

Wage that disappears
like in a magic shows

A shooting stars
that vanishes
in a haste.

And like his feelings
after you said yes

but, kidding aside

Time really does flies so fast
I didn't even notice
that it's already the 10th month of the year.

And I'm going home soon
My real home.

I no longer enjoy
solitarily and silence
Nor the bliss
of tranquility in stillness.
It sickens me now
It's like...
It feeds the lonely monster
dwelling inside me and
poops out negative thoughts,
making me over think
about little things,
And the bacteria
That comes with it
deteriorates my optimistic immune system making it weak.
Then eventually eating up my whole identity leaving me empty
and thats when i start to question myself... who I really am.
I feel like my soul
is completely lost
in the abyss
of my own profound thoughts.
Swimming in the infinite universe in my head.
Unable to return
Just floating in the void.

No one knew
She is hurting

No one knew
She is bleeding

No one knew
She is already
Deep down
Underneath
Drowning
Trapped in
melancholic
Depression

Fear of not belonging
Cast away because
She's uncanny

Frightened of
Another tomorrow
Knowing it's the
Sign of another
Dreadful sorrow
Full of misery
And grief.

Lost, hazed
And confused
Breathing but
Not living
Smiling but
She's dying
Suffocated
Suppressed and
Tormented

Wanting to
Escape but
There's no
Route out

A butterfly
Seized with
A broken wing
Unable to fly.

Nobody knows me
But only I
Trying to smile
Saying Im fine
But when left alone
I started to cry
No one can realize
How sad i am
Acting so happy
But the truth is im not

I sat at a corner
Bow my face and wait
Till someone will come
Lay his hands
Gaze at me and
Save me from the dark
When will be the time that
Ill stop to cry
Escape from this darkness
And start to fly

Is there still remaining time
To end this sorrow
Cos Im tired of trying
Sick of crying and
Now my heart is breaking


S.S