My life, is no longer my life My skin, is no longer my skin My mind and body isn't mine either It is yours Mia I have surrendered myself to you I am tired of fighting you I no longer have the energy For you have stolen that too I stand on both my knees Asking for your forgiveness Purge me of my guilt Allow my bone to be sharp as knives Stomach flat as paper Let my collerbones allow me to fly Fly far far away
I am with you I was with you I was in love with Light that you gave to the world Freckles were scattered stars Forrest of deep dark lashes Protecting the depth of your brown eyes Your we're like the sun to me Wearing you heart outside you chest Making it so easy to know your soul How was It possible I had fallen for the moon Her skin icy cold to your soft warth Eyes the deadliest of blue So fragile but so beautiful The biggest mystery of all She wasn't just light She was darkness And I wanted to grab a flashlight To explore that side To understand To feel I have been so intrigued by this beauty I loved both equally Moon and Sun Sun and Moon
I just wrote this on my bus on the way to school so sorry if it's bad lol
Please forgive me My dear loveless Broken hearted Ember of the sun
I still love you My dear loveless Broken hearted ember of the sun
When I was gone And I lost you I learned you’re the one
My dear loveless Broken hearted ember of the sun I will love you Now and forever But I have foiled our love
Now you’ll hate me I’ve forsaken thee My dear loveless Broken hearted ember of the sun
My dear loveless Broken hearted Ember of the sun
I remember how we felt there In each others arms So completely So safely Each other’s star
So as you go on living and loving Think of me the same Your clumsy wallflower Your Crazed albino I am yours til the end.
I wish the best for My dear loveless broken hearted Ember of the sun
wrote this along January 11th 2018 originally. It killed me leaving someone I loved thinking I was doing right by both of us. But I ended up hurting us both more than I helped. I actually think we died inside almost completely. I'm still trying to gather the pieces and attempt to love again.
Thunder in my belly Apple cider vinegar it is Eyes water from the taste But I don't care I don't care about the pain I don't care that I'm living on half dead I Don't Care It's makes me skinny It's all worth it As long as I'm Skinny