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It was deafening
Threatening my very
Being
My very
Me
They made me bleed
Nothing
No hue
No you
No blue
Or red
Or pink
Or love
Anything

They said to take it
It'll help
They said to make it
Or they'll tell
I didn't try
And they don't know why
So take it
Take it
Take it..

Let it rip your ears out
Rip the drums away
Tear the plums away
No shade
Only grey
All day
Every way

Who can live this way?
No sad
No glad
Only racing
Only bad
Only something
So they're not
Mad

I was nothing
Merely a vessel
Of blood and beating
Beating to nothing
Just physical pain
No gain
No lanes
No driving
No freedom
No air in my hair
No air in my lungs

Just guns
To my soul
Guns
In my pool
Guns
Instead of drums
BANG BANG
in my head
BANG BANG
I felt dead

They tried
To take me away
They lied
And said it's okay
They smiled
As I told them it's pain

They ******* tried
They lied
And they denied
Me help
They kept me
Melting away
They kept me
Locked in a cage
They kept me
Without any ears
I couldn't hear
I couldn't
...hear

I couldn't bare
Not to hear
The drums
The reds
The hues
The lows
And the beats
The tunes
And melodies
The breeze
The bliss
I couldn't ******* stand this
I missed
So much
Beauty
Feeling it dancing in my skin
Again
I know
I'll never let them win
Never
Ever
Ever
I'll never swallow another
Gun
I'll never allow
Another
Run
Of this
Emptiness

I'm forever in love
With the multicolored noises
That keep me breathing
That keep me dancing
That keep me
Alive
Inside

The emotional drums
That fills my lungs 🫁
Just experienced anti depressants again that made me worse lol
Girl when I look
At you I fall madly in love
And a love that's so pure and sweet and a
Love that's so powerful and true
And my heart is beating just for you and
A love that holds me close to you and
With every kiss from you
my heart takes flight
And my heart will forever beat
I love you for the rest of my life.
True Love ❣️❣️❣️
When you first denied slow progress and denial's own grave...
Measley, grounding, malicious , debutant turned to happenstance moderno raves.
Lawless cast the  wicker stones, drachnire, defunct, faceless stares.

I am sequined by rope woven dolls!
You and I remiss from craftwork ...which though flawless...
     cold application stops wings of paper to unfold.
Dashed against mere morsels of civilized epicurean modulation and retentions.
...Hours wait yearly, months wait for monotonous seconds,
  and  yielding is every flawed reflection.
Their reflections of ebb and flow, despite personal benediction
     Truths, our truths...  they shall never show.
The days and the nights a
Are sad without you
But my love for you
Will always be true and
I'll hold you in my heart
Every day because I love you and your
Always on my mind to
And I’ll wait forever for you and
You are my only lover and My soulmate and
I'll always love you
And I'll always be faithful to you
And a connection like no other
between lover's like me and you and
Deep and true is my heart
And it will always and
Forever belong to you.
Forever Soulmates ❤️❤️🙏
 Aug 2023 Anna Mink
KorbydAngyle
Isles stolid access tricky gold gleaning a vivacious brink
Between memories and definition cured the seamstress of reality takes my dreams and I forever leave them... a thought killed is as good as one procured
Should crows cackle and taunt the ghetto morning ablaze from nights gunfire
Or should the hummingbird speak of graces- the concern for the few and in some cases plenty flowers that spring from the spars garden beds
Sore from squandered hopes now laying in funeral pyres ablaze of little to no glory
The time teller, the black magic seeker, the unending virtue from souls set of goals afire
Greet candor and greed and satisfaction altogether
as insipid worth of need for constitutional savor the
the darkest whips of a hope lost and a story delivered by angst built of morality that continues to make pleads
Under safer morose weathers the soul of freedom grabs me and deems a future
   that faces these spoken of truths yet has a higher worth
Lawless demons and atavistic angels preen and guffaw
at all my life's worth!
 Aug 2023 Anna Mink
Samara
was there long before i was born
to parents who never wanted me-
let alone each other.

my sadness is the blue yarn
woven through the grey tapestry-
snaking its way in and out but
always there through it all.

my sadness is known by many names
and has been my only friend-
my only constance.

it dances with the others
that live in my head
to ease the burden
of its sister-
loneliness.
- - -
when I don't hear from them,
all I see in their place is
emptiness.
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