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 Feb 2015 Marie L
Kathy Nguyen
I* laugh
I talk
I play
But I gotta to say
I am Losing

I listen
I focus
I see
But I can't agree
when people say
I'm Winning

I actually
hide
cower
and stay up for hours
because
I'm not winning

It's like gym class
where Anxiety, Depression, and Insomnia
are on the opposing side
and I'm by myself hiding behind the bleachers
I'm losing
I am actually winning
 Feb 2015 Marie L
Lunatic
Insomnia
 Feb 2015 Marie L
Lunatic
That ****** hours before the sleep
When a thought is a strike of whip.
Over the night and over the pale  
It torches hard my mind so frail.
No, I'm not mad, but that insanity
Whispers how can escape reality,
But, I'd rather let the flesh decay ,
Than be for my own head a prey!
 Feb 2015 Marie L
LovelyBones
If you creep into my lair
No treasures will you find
Instead, a book just sitting there
With a weathered broken bind.

Softly run your hands over my cover
Feel my hard rough back
See my pages one after another
Untouched and thrown off track.

Flip me over
Read my words and never put me down
Turn each page and wonder
What more can be found.

Sink deeper into my warming heart
And take time to read with care
Be gentle, please don't tear me apart
Because I showed you everywhere.

Get lost between all my chapters
And don't stop until we're done
We may not have happily ever afters
But you're my only one.
Not really for anyone, but my first posted more intimate write. Comment if you want me to write more stuff like this. :)
 Feb 2015 Marie L
Kathy Nguyen
Black fine tip sharpie glides in perfect curve lines
Letting out a pungent smell
The ink stains my healing skin on my left wrist
as my right hand guides the weapon as if it were a razor
It used to be a razor
Dedicated to K.L.

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