Looking down upon me, I'm sorry I apologized too late you were alway my favorite person.
Are you proud of me ? How can I make you proud if you aren't ?
I miss you, I love you it seems like I need you now more then ever. My Hero Forever
You live in my memory & I pass on your happiness.
My Sweet Angel..

Ever feel lonely ? Unwanted ?
A world full of millions of face & yet still you only see yourself.
Fighting, crying, hoping & praying things will get better, but nothing ever does...
Ever been abused ? No I don't only mean pyshically. Meantally, emotionally, verbally too.
Someone making you feel like one tiny little grain of sand in such a big beautiful ocean.
But yet still you're afraid, you don't wanna admit, let alone believe that you can be this lonely..

So much pain i cannot feel it.
So, i deal with it.

Put it in words and deal it.
Put it in drawers and seal it.

They tell me it's good to feel pain.
i tell them i'll cry with the rain
i'll save my tears for the seeds,
the weeds and the insane.

I have been yours for 730 days, 17,520 hours, 1,051,200 minutes and you have never been mine; not even for a second.

Do You Know The Difference Once You've Been In Love ?
Ever Wanna Cry, Ever Wanna Scream ?
What A Horrible State Of Mind To Be In.
Love Or Infatuation ?
Do You Love Me Or Just Love What I Do For You ?
Ever Give Your All & Get Nothing In Return..
Is This Depression ? Is This Heartbreak ?