As I ascend higher now into the light the ink the surrounds me blackens to night
When will I reach my zenith a high note followed by a somber bass a diamond forged by trouble pasts. You must be stronger now you hear they are not strong enough to do what's feared. A lonely road to walk becomes you. You'll die if you speak I'll die if I stay that time is over now so come and let's pray.
I thought the only way to be to **** was
The length of our hairs
Or the width of our torsos
Even the shape of our fingernails
And most of all, the digital weight
Of our entire being
Two decades have passed
And the surest thing I know in this world
Is that I never liked math.
Have you looked into the mirror lately?
Or do you only see your reflection
Taunting you in the bath water
Moments before you sink the blade
Deep into your wrists
Oh sad boy
Why do you listen to those songs on repeat?
Why do you spend all your time alone?
Why did you wait for those who would never come?
Oh sad boy
Your eyes they tell me stories
Beautiful and heartbreaking ones too
Sorrowful and soft
Did you ever notice?
That your lovely?
Oh so lovely.
I wish you would have known
Before you climbed into the water
And drowned yourself away.
Demons dance around my bed
Just as they dance inside my head
If soon I do not fall to sleep
They'll dance too close and grab my feet
Down I'll go under my bed
And if I'm lucky I'll soon be dead.
Obsessed with my flesh you seem to be. Ruin seems to follow me. Through these trees I look for you. You're stalking me and I'm stalking you too. Addicted we are to the things we cant have. I cant explain to myself why I want you so bad. You say you cant shake me, black magic I have. But Its love you see that poisons us now. It tugs at our souls and for it we'll drown.
In a drop of you, I lost an ocean of me.