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Winter Sparrow Nov 2019
Your words are sacred.
My poetry about you; intimate.
The look we share, out of this world.
The passion, barbaric.

Let the Pirate sail away,
With the goddess that is you.
Let the sea be our bed.
Let the sky be our home.

Like thief in the night
You crept into my heart.
You stayed there. Home.
Thats where you belong.

How can i let you go?
After all we have been through.
It cant be for nothing.
Ive still got fight.
Winter Sparrow Dec 2016
For every writer without a story
for every lover without lust
for every poet without a rhyme
for every actor without a stage
for every singer without a song
for ever painter without a brush
for every child without a father
for every hero without a mother
for every god without prayer
for every politician without a lie
for every artist without a muse

I salute your will to carry on
Dont look for money, company and noise
Seek silence, death and fear
Only then, will what you dont have, be gained

In order to find a muse, it must take something from you:
A dream, a lover, an accomplishment, a memory.
Winter Sparrow Nov 2019
There is a lion up above embedded in the stars.
At midpoint between the stars and the sea, flashes a green light.
Slightly above sea level are two people sharing conversation.
And below in the deep sea are two fish tied together.

The lion roared filling the girl up with interest.
The fish stirred up the current making sure his conversation remains interesting.
The green light flashed brighter with each passing second.
Making sure they remained safe and the night remains lit.

They connected on that night.
Soul, heart and mind.
The attraction was there.
But only poems could reveal what they felt.

Forbidden and forsaken.
Yet still driven towards each other.
Old souls re connected.
Ancient feelings re visited.
Winter Sparrow Nov 2019
I admire you.
The honesty, the purity
The seconds of happiness
The moments of passion

How does this moment last forever?
Without secrecy...but the same intimacy.
How does one feel?
How should we react?

What is right doesnt mean it will lead to happiness.
What is wrong doesnt mean its worth loosing what is.
But how do we know?
We dont.

Its all risks. A risk worth taking?
A risk worth fighting for?
Whatevere it was...
All it took was a single spark.


All it takes is a singe spark.
A single spark that set ablaze not just the heart.
A spark felt throught.
It never felt so good to be on fire.

But how does a spark end?
Pour water on it?
No. Not this kind of spark.
This is one that merges.

Before it dies out,
It catches fire with someone elses spark.
Fight fire with fire.
And all you get is a bigger fire.

Could the flames burn for eternity?
Die out in a day?
But, how did the spark catch on this much?
Whats so special?

Sirens preserve theirs under the moonlight.
Where the smoke creates the plantes.
The planets then orbit the earth.
Fall down and blaze up the fire again.

The Sparrow is a little more chaotic and less poetic.
She lights up her home, but she keeps adding the twigs.
Does she destroyed her own home?
Or has she created a weapon?

All it takes is a single spark,
To start a fire, a revolution, a war
And the most important thing of all.
To start the shimmerin your eye.
Winter Sparrow Nov 2019
I'm split in two.
A part of me needs to leave you alone.
Needs...not wants.
That is against my will.

The other part.
That part wants you.
With all my heart.
With all of my body.
Winter Sparrow Nov 2019
The curiosity is ******.
Hell hath no fury like this storm.
Look outside and you'll see...

The winds uprooting trees.
The thunders shaking mountains.
The rain is drowning titans.

I want to be in the middle of it all.
I could live through it.
I could let it consume me.

But I wouldn't run away from it.
Not while there is still wind in my sails.
Not while theres still passion in your eyes.

Whatever the result.
Go through it or not.
Either way its worth it.

The storm will not be my enemy.
The storm is an experience.
The storm will help me find who I am.

You're not the enemy here.
You're no villain.
I've come to believe no one is in this situation.

We are two people who fell into a storm.
Whatever you do...
Please don't ride the wind without me.
Winter Sparrow Nov 2019
It feels like the storm has passed.
But the cold can still be felt.
The ground is still wet.
And the lighting can still be seen from a distance.

I am tired. Exhausted.
I want to feel positive, but it only comes out with you.
You made me smile.
You're helping me recover from the wreckage.

Its really hard...to stop.
Its mentally draining.
I could talk to you for hours,
And not even feel exhausted.

But the way you push me away
Makes me want to bounce back to you.
How? Why? When will it end?
I cant tell. I don't want to know.

Let me lean on you and kiss your soft lips.
Let me grab your waist and touch your face.
Let me look into your eyes for hours without end.
Allow me go get in.

I understand. You're not mine.
Being forbidden doesn't make you more desirable.
I've come to realise its not that kind of excitement.
Its not that that makes me want you.

You've got something.
Maybe its something I always wanted.
Or maybe a part of me.
I cant tell....im just mesmerised.
Winter Sparrow Dec 2019
Head throbbing,
From a week of emotional madness.
Morale borderline,
From a month of rejection.

Tonight, marks one week.
And all I wanted to do,
Was come over.
Even though it is way past midnight.

The mist was heavily drizzling on vehicles.
The streets empty. But the music was loud.
Out of the clouds, bare and brave.
Stood the crescent super moon.

Sitting on the city of the Dome.
It almost led me there. To you.
But, as time passes. You seem to grow distant.
It feels as though, I'm out and done.

I wanted to get wine,
So we drink till the moon lost its light.
Dance the night away intoxicated.
Tell you and show you hope beautiful the moon is.

Almost as you.
A brilliant luminating god.
Not as bright as your eyes.
A joy to gaze upon.

It seems that I haven't accepted faith yet.
But the pain soothes it.
Can you say hi?
Is it too much to ask? Or unfair to him?
Winter Sparrow Nov 2019
You're my temple.
I could talk to you.
Tell you everything.
You wouldn't judge.

The shadows are consuming me.
The nights are getting longer.
I can't sleep nor rest.
I'm exhausted.

I felt safe with you.
I felt at home.
Now, I'm by myself.
Away from sanctuary.
Winter Sparrow Nov 2019
She is the girl
With Sapphire Eyes
And sad goodbyes.

She is the girl.
With beautiful memories.
And harmonious melodies.
Winter Sparrow Dec 2016
In the crowded street
Where you cant hear who talks
And you cant see who walks
I hear whispers

Whispers from the ocean
Calls for help and survival

The gentle calls
And silent screams

The man whispering
Was the one dancing
With a knife in his heart
Slowly being thorn apart

Further away
I saw a floating shadow
Whilst i turned
I saw a man hanging

Someone grabbed my hand
As I came closer to the end
He opened the doors
And fire and wind arose

The killer woke before dawn
He put his boots on
He pushed me down
And the sea claimed her forgotten son
Winter Sparrow Jan 2019
His neck tightens,
His eyes flair up,
His teeth cluster,
His fists clutches.

His thoughts move,
Into an oblivious state.
Destruction is on his mind.
And no emotion left behind.

Like a volcano,
He boils up.
Tension heats up the core,
The magma chambers are full.

He cant take it back.
He refuses to take it back,
He cant prove otherwise.
Not on deaf ears.

A victim?
No
A fool?
No

His eyes seem to look beyond you,
He is hurt, annoyed, betrayed.
Like a mouse trapped in a corner.
All he can do, is fight back.

The earth rumbles,
The tides shift.
The sun hides away,
In clouds of ash.

He's done.
Winter Sparrow Nov 2019
How could i fight for something that isn't mine?
Why am I protecting something that I can't have.
I want to win her heart.
I want to hold her tight.

I'm fighting myself to hold back.
But darling its so hard because its you.
You're a 160%...
Where can i find that?

You're worth the fight.
You're worth the punches.
You're worth the damage.
You're worth the struggle.

If you are not mine, and I am giving you this much.
Fighting this much,
Imagine if you were mine, how much more would i fight?
How much more would I give?

I am oblivious to my own limits.
I am oblivious to how this will end.
But whatever the choice, ill stand beside you.
Ill smile from a distance or hold you tight and kiss you.

You're worth the fight.
Wherever this road may lead us.
Everything ends in a heartbreak;
Some heart breaks are more worth it then others!

Just like this.
Winter Sparrow Nov 2019
The wind howls from the north.
A cold blizzard has struck;
Leaving the man astray;
But the poet couldn't stop.

A horseman approaches...
Fate? Death? Destiny?
None of those;
It was reality.

The reality of a memory never forgotten.
The reality of a touch never betrayed.
The reality of a gaze upon ones glass eyes never amiss.
The reality if it being what it is.

The winter sparrow tells an Autumn tale of lust
Medusa engraved the moment on Smokey Quartz.
The witch added the forbidden lovers spice to the brew.
And the horsemen rode off into the night with all he could take.

Yet, the poet lusts for more.
His muse, she too wants that.
But what is may never be...
Or could they both be wrong?

Only time can tell
What only the moon knows.
Until the winds howl again.
Unless they never stop.
Winter Sparrow Nov 2019
She wore pearls in her ears.
Wings in her eyes.
Black all over.
Sort of a Victorian Lady.

She stunned the room she walked into.
Her confidence radiated and bounced off the walls.
All eyes were on her.
Well, at least mine surely are.

Time to let go.
The wall's up on her side...
I'm trying to building mine.
Brick by ******* brick...slowly but sadly, surely.

Such a Goddess.
Such a magnificent creature.
Such a pearl.
Only class wear pearls at that age.

How do you **** a muse?
Does it hurt more to not write or to write?
Where did all my strength go.
Why did I expose myself?

Maybe I'm addicted to the fall.
I love the struggle.
I love that she said she loves me.
But its all wrong...right?

Its time to fade into the dark.
Let her go. That's it...
Turn off the lighthouse.
Let the dream crumble.
Winter Sparrow Nov 2019
What's your star sign? Let me guess a Leo?
I felt it. You're strong.
And charming.
Proud even, like a lion.

I'm a Pisces, a romantic...
Oh, you are too? Ok!
You like a challenge as well,
yeah, me too.

And you're an adventurer.
An artist as well. Smart and Free.
I like your soul. Your face. Your body.
I love, your mind.

I barely get lost. I know my way around the world.
I know how to protect myself against monsters.
Even my own. But your eyes;
I'm lost. I know the exit, yet not where they lead to.

Don't give me the map. Its ok.
I can handle it. Let the green light be the guide.
You're fragile and sensitive.
You're bare, unfiltered.

I like that a lot. And you like me too?
I'm...in awe. Wow. You? Really?
I...thank you, beautiful lady.
I appreciate you.

What can you teach me?
Lets exchange lessons.
A give and take.
You seem wise. Enlighten me.
Winter Sparrow Jan 2019
There is a forest,
Somewhere around; Nowhere.
And in this forest on a barren patch.
Is a cottage.

On one side of the cottage there is a field,
That burns through night and day.
On the other side is a river,
Where it rains from dusk till dawn.

In this small cottage,
Lives a poet and his two pets.
One a Raven; as black as night.
One a Phoenix; burning brighter then light.

They fight and tease each other.
But although the Phoenix is stronger
The Raven always gets the better of him.
So the Phoenix rages on.

Every night, the house catches on fire,
And the field of fire consumes the house.
Causing the fire to grow stronger.
And spread through the forest even more.

But at 4 am in the morning,
The raven flies up to the moon,
And commands the winds and waters,
To put the fire out of the cottage.

Every morning,
The poet re builds the right side of the house.
Making sure the next fire,
Wont be as damaging.

But one day,
The phoenix turned from a fiery red,
To a midnight blue,
And burned not only the house, but the whole forest.

The river went dry,
The forest turned to ask,
The poet could not re build.
And the Raven had no water or wind to call.

The poet had to go else where.
But could only take one pet.
And although the phoenix burned brighter,
The darkness of the raven seemed safer.

The phoenix was enraged,
He became one with the burning forest.
He rose up to the sky,
And promised to reign heavily on them with ***** of fire.

The raven protected the poet,
And called on to the night,
And with one strong swing of her wings
She blew out the fire that consumed the phoenix and the forest.

Out of the ash,
The poet could re build nothing,
But the Raven offered him protection,
Under her dark wings.

In darkest of nights,
He was protected buy the calmest.
In the heat of the fire,
He feared to burn out and cease to be.
Winter Sparrow Jan 2020
I am prey to eyes.
I am a victim of those gazing sapphires.
But now, I lay down my sword.
And I cover my eyes.

I am blind like justice.
And must drift back into the desert.
Water the Tulip I betrayed.
Find Ubar once more.

Attempt to fix what was broken.
Regain trust, strength.
**** the muse.
Put an end to soft romance.

Now comes the true battle.
No more tears left to shed.
No more demons to fight.
Now, there be only people.

To you, I am your love.
To them, I am the devil incarnate.
They do not trust me, with reason.
They do not respect me, thats unjust.

I am a man of honour.
And now, you have encountered your monster.
So, let me introduce you to him.
Bring it on.

Let the romance continue.
Let the healing begin.
Let the demons rise again.
Let the Cold war commence.
Winter Sparrow Jul 2017
They walked. Away from people. Into the wind.
The waves beat the stones. He caresses her hand.
The horizon far away into the sun. Their bodies, closer then god and heaven.
The cliffs, taller then their ego. But their passion overcame its height.

They stood there. He squeezed; she held.
As the sea, gently, yet quickly, devoured the sun.
Then the fight began. Two lost animals.
The bear gazed into the tigers eyes. A stand off.
They battled for hours. Holding back. Even though the waves grew stronger.
Yet the wind felt smoother.

A storm was brewing.

Into the eye of the storm they dived. And from it...wanted no return.

The stars were roaring.
Their eyes; closed
The sea was furious.
Their kiss; gentle.
The horizon became wider.
Their limits; narrower.

These ghosts escaped from a dream. Unaware of whats next. Loving its oblivion.
Winter Sparrow Nov 2019
Close your eyes.
And dream.
Dream of me.
Dream of all that could have been.

Dream of the beaches and the passion.
Dream of the struggles and storms.
Dream of the sunrise and sun sets.
Dream of the two of us, amidst all of this.

Who am I kidding?
I am the one dreaming.
I am the one lost in fantasy.
I cant help but think.

All I can do is dream.
Of what could have been.
Of how I could have been that one.
Of where this is going to take us.

Wake up boy. Stop dreaming.
Don't fool yourself. Stop thinking.
Open your eyes and see what it actually is.
This isn't Neverland. This is real
Winter Sparrow Nov 2019
I am no Pirate to you.
I am no thief.
I am to you what you are to me.
Treasure.

A Goddess to I.
A Treasure to thee.
Those Sapphire Eyes;
Can never lie to me.

Forever immortalised in my poetry.
Once a Muse, always a muse.
For a muse doesn't die.
A muse, like a volcano: sleeps.

Seeking to be awakened.
Seeking the Robins to embrace the cold winter.
Seeking the Sparrows to wonder the oceans.
Seeking the Sirens to sing sweet melodies.

A Muse is an un sinkable ship.
Holding tight to its treasure.
Protected by its Goddess.
Drifting slowly along the current.
Ugh
Winter Sparrow Nov 2019
Ugh
I lay in bed a night.
Hoping I'd hear from you.
Wishing you were thinking of me.

What happened to the long nights of discussion.
What happened to the warm nights in your arms.
What happened to the everlasting gaze in your eyes.

They say distance helps separate people.
But not when theres unfinished business.
Not like this. This doesn't feel right.

I have the motivation to fight.
I have the reason to fight.
Yet, i don't have the blessing to fight for you.

You want me to hate you.
Make it easier for you.
But I harbour no hate for you.

I am jealous of what he has.
I am sorry for what I lost.
I am empty because you're silent.
Winter Sparrow Nov 2019
Rome wasnt built in a day
So how was this achieved in a week?
We cannot speak...
And its killing me.

It hasn't even been a day,
But I can't wait to see you tonight.
Can't help but think of you.
You say we have nothing in common.

But you're an artist, a romantic,
A teacher an enthusiast.
But you're not a dreamer.
Don't raise the bar too low for yourself.

I know we shouldn't talk.
But this is hoping you'll read this.
To be professional is to act in a certain way.
But can you be professional in how you feel?

A wolf can wear sheep's clothing,
Yet he will still howl the night away.
A dagger can be carved like a flower,
yet it still cuts deeper then a roses thorn.

I am what I am.
I feel how i feel.
Should we deny it?
Should we hide it?

You say we are nothing alike.
You're an artist, a romantic, adventurous.
You're challenging...a teacher.
You're thinking of me and I of you.

Its mutual.
And we can help each other.
We understand each other
Because we are going through the same thing.

I can't help but think of the adventures we could have.
The long nights lost in deep discussion.
Telling tales. Planning art.
Speaking poetry.

Ugh...
Winter Sparrow Nov 2019
To understand is a gift.
Understanding a situation,
Knowing what you must do.
Feeling what's around you.

But Hells fire is made of passion.
Thunder is made of pounding hearts.
Lightning is created when they collide.
And that's when understanding shifts.

I understand its wrong. Chaotic even. Destructive? But what can you do?
Can others make the choice for us?
Why can't we let go?

To be romantic is to promise spontaneity.
Candles and stars, moons and waves.
To be adventurous is to accept change.
Likes and dislikes, new hobbies and passions.

Lets the sparrow fly freely.
Let the sailor follow her.
Let the siren sing melodies.
Let the sailor join in song.
Winter Sparrow Nov 2019
You're in my head...
Engraved in my soul.
Etched in my heart.
Embroidered in my brain.

I look for you everywhere,
Waiting for that coincidence.
When shall we meet again?
Where will I see you?
Winter Sparrow Nov 2019
Don't cry baby.
Its alright.
Don't feel sad...
You know I'm yours.

Take me with all your might.
Let Aphrodite have Dionysius
Let the gods bear witness to all I have to offer.
All this lust...all this love.

Passion is on the rise.
Take me, with all your force.
You want me and I, you!
Let me make you smile!

Lets venture into this dark abyss together.
For its a cold winter.
And you my love, shouldn't be alone.
You deserve better. You deserve Dionysius.

Lets the doors of perception burst open.
Let me sweep you off your feet.
Treat you like a princess.
Take you to places.

I may not be wealthy, but am rich in heart.
Youll be my most precious gemstone,
Ill be your treasure.
Take me, take me in your arms.
Winter Sparrow Nov 2019
I am trying hard you know;
To avoid conversation.
Had you been boring...or dumb
Things would be much easier.

If this was only the cravings of the flesh.
Things would just be dealt with once we meet.
I am trying hard...trust me I am.
And I don't want to break the silence.

Because I know how much you want this wall.
But what about that conversation we didn't finish?
What about your likes and dislikes?
Tell me all about them!!

I want to know a lot more.
But you're much stronger then I am.
And youre doing the right thing.
Im the weak one here.

I never thought, i would crave a simple hello this much.
I appreciate the distance. And I understand it.
But...It ain't easy.
I hope i can resist.
Winter Sparrow Nov 2019
Tonight i walked among waves and stars.
Tonight i noticed sounds that i take for granted.
Did you know waves speak?
Did you know stars express?

There is a green light that flashes in a Gatsby manner.
Under a red bridge that has seen a war.
Theres a small stone where you can rest upon,
And hear all the tales of the ocean.

The wave that brushes the sea floor is the same wave that brought Napoleon to our shores.
Do you ever think of how old a wave is?
Where it came from? How far it travelled?

What about its sound?
If the sea reflects the skies above.
Does that mean the sounds of waves are mimicked by something else?
One can only winder and think.

But tonight. Ill sit alone.
Creating new poems about the silence of the stars.
Finding myself. Feeding the wind.
Listening to the ocean.
Winter Sparrow Nov 2019
I walked in the dead of night.
Only the moon could guide me.
Show me where i am headed.
And the path i chose tonight led me to that green light.

I stood at the edge, felt the sea rash on my face.
I wanted it to consume me.
Let me be one with the waves.
Leave for a while.

But then...
I screamed my lungs out.
I let the anger out.
Only to let it bounce back in.

Love is a painful experience.
And when you hurt....you don't know how it happened.
For what sound does the heart make when it breaks?
Its as quiet as a dragons flap, yet as powerful as the wind he creates.
Winter Sparrow Dec 2019
Memory is torture.
Hurting in the present while visiting the past.
Even dreams are torment.
Dreams if night and those we had.

Tulip of Ubar, let no one else pluck you out.
I am still rooted alongside you.
Unsure of what I want.
I am split in half.

I want the Tulip and Rose.
The Sparrow and the Robin.
I want it all.
But I also want none.

One belongs to another.
One belongs to no one.
And where do I belong?
Which way out of Limbo?

I see you both in my dreams.
One more prominent then the other.
One less seductive yet more emotional.
Yet...no rest. Just tension.

Odin had his ravens.
Thought and Memory.
I have mine aswell;
Torture and Torment.
Winter Sparrow Jun 2017
How does one get the medias attention?
You dont just do the ordinary.
One would go for the extremes.
All in all to make a statement?
To show how powerful one is?

Some create a new toy
Others release a blockbuster movie
Countries might hold elections
And a man will run naked in the streets.
Or maybe...you think bigger.

Destroy a historical landmark,
Run people over with a truck,
Shoot civilians,
Behead people online;
Blow yourself up.

And you managed toget our attention.
You've divided people.
You've also created alliances.
Inflicted hate, rage, anxiety, fear.
You've made your statement

But, after we get used to
The shock, the fear, the terror.
What will you do then?
Winter Sparrow Nov 2019
Light up some sage.
Bring down your cauldron.
Put a candle on.
Let the rain be your music.

I am no wizard.
Nor am I a man of god.
But in times like these.
Maybe I should believe in someone.

Who am I?
A man split in two.
Consumed by anger.
Driven by freedom.

I am containing myself.
Holding back.
Baby, this isn't who I am.
I fight for what I want.

Think not of is as an act of selfishness...I am not selfish.
Nor as an act of heroism...I am no hero.
But because I understand what you are, who you are.
Im holding myself back. Fighting myself.

Finding a reason...why should I stop?
It's because you respect her boy.
You fool. Slave to love.
Captive of your own desires.

I am no wizard.
Nor am I a man of god.
But in times like these.
Maybe I should believe in myself.

Light up some sage.
Let the ashes fall in the heathen ***.
Get that sentimental pendant...
And wear that red gem around your neck.
Winter Sparrow Oct 2019
Who are you?
You who has made me sink so low,
Change my perception
Risk all that is

Where did you come from?
You've done so little
Yet it feels like so much
And I'm the dangerous one

I'm tempting, dangerous,
charming and cheeky
I am trouble
Who needs to disappear.

I know my limits,
Don't make me break them.
Its hurts that you make me feel like this
It hurts for me to know where it might lead

For you're not mine
And i not yours
But in a world that would have been
Would you have been?

Who are you?
To challenge me. To invite me
To allow me to lose myself in your eyes
And melt at your touch
Winter Sparrow Dec 2016
As the poet grew tired
Of what he had seen and
What he had known,
He turned to his garden

He picked the most beautiful,
Wild and strange flower.
A Jasmine; one rare
And unique piece of perfection

As he gazed endlessly
At this pure flower
He knew this was one,
One he could keep.

A rose in a garden of thorns
No beauty as equal to her
As the poet took care, of
The lovely flower

It changed into a human,
An extraordinary woman
With diamond eyes
And flawless looks

The poet grabbed her hand
Kissed her neck and said,
‘I am the poet and
You are my muse’
A poem i wrote 2 winters ago....
Winter Sparrow Mar 2017
The lizards are out.
They crawl among us again,
Bringing about an end to a season.
Winter has passed.

A cold shiver now
Turns into an uncomfortable sweat.
Our armor becomes lesser.
Our days become longer.

The sun pierces our skin,
The cold no longer protects us.
People show more skin.
The time of temptation.

Christmas becomes St. Marys feast.
The fan replaces the christmas tree.
It is now not a time to gather,
But a time to go out in the sun.

Getting drunk by the beach,
Enjoying sweet waves on your feet.
Sand crawling on your hands.
A slight breeze in your hair.

Summer is here.
Winter is dead.
The heat prevails.
The cold descends.
Winter Sparrow Dec 2019
Yule tide brushes away autumns leaves.
Samhain has come to end.
The dead have returned home.
Now those sea has become too wild to sail.

It's time to get out of Limbo.
Barge out of the gates.
The battle was lost. Trust me I know.
But now, the war is about to begin.

It is in the time of silence that our own demons come out.
Let the anger and frustration fight those beasts within.
Let this torture not be for nothing.
It's time to shatter the frozen sea.

Raise the sails once more,
Pour a glass of whiskey.
Put on your finest clothes.
And ready your ****** weapons.

It's time to go to war with ourselves.
Winter is here, and we fight alone.
Those who follow will be welcome.
Those who stay behind will be missed.

But do not mistake my tears for weakness.
Do not mistake my silence for fear.
I may not be ready for what is to come.
But I know how to stand my ground.
You
Winter Sparrow Nov 2019
You
I attempted to move forward tonight.
I was with a different crowd.
There was a girl I though I might like.
But all i could think of was you.

She isn't you.
Non of them walk like you.
Talk like you.
None of them give out the same energy.

How am I supposed to move on?
How can I?
I'm ******* up.
Its hard holding back.

I can talk to you. But I'm doing this for you. Not me. If it were be I'd be there.
Still in the picture.
But I was hurting and confusing you.

But how can I know if you're ok?
How can I make sure he is respecting you?
How can I know he is giving you what you need?
Or that he sees you as you?

All I want to do is connect.
Break the silence.
I'm afraid you'll forget me.
I'm afraid you've already started to drift away.
Winter Sparrow Dec 2019
Smiles turn to frowns.
Warm eyes turn cold.
Cozy hugs disappear.
Welcoming voices go silent.

You're gone.
And Im here.
Waiting.
Wishing.

Im the fool chasing the queen.
I want to be king. Your king.
But i cannot steal a kingdom,
Which you want to be part of.

But you...
You touched me.
You miss me,
You want me.

What's the point of chasing feathers?
**** the dreams.
Ignore the feelings
****** the soul.
Winter Sparrow Jun 2017
You're loosing your mind.
You're loosing your popularity.
You're loosing your dignity.
And worse of all,

You're loosing our respect.

A tourmented idol for your daughter.
A fallen hero to your son.
A broken lover to your wife.

Yet, you think you're right.

In other places, majority wins.
Sense and reason are what they are.
But somehow, you are the victim.

Somehow, we are the blame.

Your daughter may forget due to her sensitivity.
Your wife may forget due to her undying love.
Your friends may forget due to their tolerance.

But your son, he perceives things differently.

You're loosing your daughter.
You're loosing your wife.
You're loosing your son.

Happy Fathers Day.
Winter Sparrow Apr 2017
Look at all of you.
Drunk, out of your senses.
Running along with impulse,
Drowning in tears of sorrow.

But from all of them, you repell me.
You tease for a kiss, in such state.
You triggered something in me.
Not love; thats fake; this isnt!

The rage, the anger, the thirst.
Thirst for your suffering.
You pushed my boundaries.
Boundaries I never knew I could break.

But I am guilty?
You contradict yourself!
You want a future, yet want to die.
Saying that others must deal with their ****.
Why dont you?
Youre as sad and foolish as them.

You wanted to be someones muse.
There you go.
My writing is for you.
My rage is for you.

Things have changed,
Perspectives altered.
The tide has turned;
But not in your favour.

— The End —