I drew a pretty picture
on the skin like paper

what is life
when love is like a knife
it can be so beautiful
but hurts more when it's dull

I know you love me
but could it be true love?

and I love you
more than you will know
more than I can show

our love
It is pure
it is a cure

To my broken heart

It's a black hole
every—time
I try too hard.

But when I don't try,
I get pushed too far.

“They” tell me I'm ok,
but am I really O/K?

How do “they”know
what I am feeling?

I have secrets
but no one needs
to carry the weight
of this.

Should I just stop?
Would quitting help me?
Would “they” notice my lying?
Would they hear my crying?

Should I turn
into the old me?

Would quitting help me?
I was so happy before...
Would returning heal me?

She is December
as cold as winter
as hot as summer
she is love
she is all I remember
she is a splinter
in my heart

There were shards in a pile
till you came along
and made me smile
my heart was broken
but now is a token
for bringing me back

her eyes are only
sunken and dead
because they  hide
everything inside
her smile hasn't
shown because
it hasn't had a reason
her heart will forever
be broken
because no one can love her
the way he did

she is my world
she makes me smile
every time I see her
I can't think of life without her
she is my angel when I go thru hell
she is my light when I only see the dark
she is all I ever wanted
she is my love!

Christmas is a time for love
a time for family
not for presents
but once again love
the true meaning of Christmas
was to bring others together
not to receive
but to give
so what does Christmas mean to me
it means forever family

why does this feeling overpower me
why must you hurt me
I am sick of dealing with you
I wish I could **** you
you are my feelings
I wish you would go away.

I want to go home
I want to be alone
I can't handle all this anymore
There are too many reminders,
Of the guy who put me thru hell
All of these things,
I want them to be normal
But my brain makes things so simple…
INTO A LIVING HELL.
Dear Lord take me

I tell people I'm fine
But honestly, I'm dying
No one is there
And no one will care
Whether I'm here
Or whether I'm there
I can not escape
The rays of you
I tried to get away
From the thing
That hurts me the most
But you always come back
Ur in my dreams
And ur in my head
But I'm fine.

I just met you but
you are cute
and you are sweet
I wish we could meet
I live here
you live there
but that is nowhere
I like the way you ask me things
like no one will care
when I talk to you its like I'm in space
but we don't each other face to face

you are my sight
you see what I see
you are my hearing
you hear what I hear
you are my knowledge
you know what I know
But you do not know that I love you.

You make me want to fly
way up in the sky
like the stars at night
you are my beautiful flight
you set me on fire
but I can't get higher
then the sky
that I shall fly

I get up
I fail
I fall down
I cry
I get back up
I fail
neverending
I fail
and fail
and fail
I tried so hard
but failed
I look at you
and succeed
I try with you
I succeed
I lose you I fail
but you're back
I get you
you get me
I will never leave you
you are my fairytale

you inspired me you always do,
I'm excited that I met you,
you make me smile,
you make me laugh,
thank you for being my other half.