She’s got her
Legs wrapped around
My thighs
Like blood-filled vines.
She pushes my ******
In and out.
Kisses
Me
hard,
like she wants
To bite off my jaw.
“sometimes I hate you,
Really,
Sometimes I love you,
but not as much
As I hate you.”
she says.
Before,
The first time,
When *** was just a game
And we were kids
Who didn’t know which hole
Was which,
it was good.
Now it’s a witch’s brew.
When I look into her eyes
She spews poison,
Like it’s her passion.
And her mouth won’t stop
Exploding, because
She talks in artillery
And thinks of me
In games and warfare.
How did we get here?
Was it something
I said,
probably what
I did.
It was so dark
And cold the night
**** went downhill.
And there was no one out
It almost felt safe.
Nothing left but intimacy
a hungry phallus
And drunk love
for the tired young man
*******
his girl
In the back of his Camry.
He was Tired
already, ready to die,
Too much romanticism in a
165 pound kid.
He tried to maneuver himself
So that she sat on his ****
and he could check the rearview
For creepers,
and at the worst,
Cops.
but all he could see
In the mirror
Was her going
Up
And
Down:
Naked; Beautiful.
Her Brown skin burned
against his.
Her *** looked like
It was going to fall off
She was going so fast.
Her black eyes punctured
through him like she was taking
core samples.
She was
going to take everything
and leave nothing behind.
Wiggling like broken
Cogs, he and her scrambled
As the lights flashed
Blue and red
And he scrambled
To pull his **** out of her,
as he
Came, and some got
On his legs
And even in her *****.
And for a moment
He feared and hoped
He would be a father,
A proper father.
The cop shined
His light, and tapped the window.
She snapped her bra On
underneath her shirt.
The boy zipped his pants up
like he had a gun.
The cop really thought he had one.
the cop backed away
and started yelling
“GET OUT OF THE CAR!”
The boy didn’t say anything,
He just sat there.
The girl was crying silently.
The cop was still yelling.
“GET OUT OF THE CAR,NOW!”
He just sat there.
The cop was still yelling.
The girl was
Still
Crying,
Silently.
“DO YOU HEAR ME? GET OUT OF THE ******* CAR!”
He hops out.
The cop wrestles him to the ground.
There’s broken Coors bottles down there,
And cigarette butts.
Some left-over
Beer gets in his nose
And he inhales a *** of asphalt and alcohol.
The cop is pushing his face into the ground,
It feels like a car crash.
The boy feels like his nose
Is about to break,
Little blood vessels
Burst as red streamers
come out of both holes
And drip onto the refuse.
He can barely breathe.
Each breath is full of more blood
Than left-over beer.
He can taste the iron in his
Throat.
That was once a good drink
And a good smoke.
Now it’s nothing.
Now nothing is finally nothing.
The cuffs snap
On cold,
colder
Than the way his body
Felt when he saw those blues
And reds.
She remains in the car,
Like a woman in confession.
Her penance will
Be over shortly.
She will be taken home,
and her parents
Will forgive her.
But the boy will not be fed.
The cop will forget.
And the girl will sleep
As silently as a knife
In a drawer.
This is how it ends.
This is where I am
When she has her legs
Wrapped around me.