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Jos Jan 2019
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i feel broken and unsure
of the fate i must endure
the thought of being touched
makes me miss you so much
this is old
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Jos Mar 2019
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disappear from sight
i've lost all my might
struggle through the night
ill watch you take flight
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Jos Mar 2019
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you ever shiver and shake
legs quake, heartache?
Jos Jan 2019
imagine feeling every little thing around you
then feeling nothing.
imagine not knowing whats real
and knowing how much is real.
waking up and feeling like yesterday never happened
but remembering everything that did
like a dream
hazy and unsure.
Jos Apr 2019
you face makes my blood boil
makes me want to dehumanize you
destroy you
Jos Mar 2019
sour jaw pain
distant screams
i will never gain
a hopeful dream
i clench my jaw in my sleep and caused ear pain. i only know how to explain it as sour
Jos May 2019
my anger finds me
my anger defines me

my anger has consumed me
their faces makes me so mad
Jos Mar 2019
through the pages
i find my worth
a daydreamer lost on earth
gas
Jos Apr 2019
gas
the gasses in me bubble
my head cloudy
blood boiling
i'm not real
but i'm in real trouble
Jos Apr 2019
out of all the guys trying to get me
all i see is you
their looks mean nothing
when all i see is you
you might be the lesser art
but ill still choose you
Jos Feb 2019
I feel you in my sleep
awaken by the sheep
that run across my bed
they're screaming you are dead
Jos Mar 2019
i'm not myself
yet i've never really known myself
i'm lost between the lines
my body feels its somewhere else
no matter how many times i try
ill never know myself
Jos Apr 2019
theres that thread again
wrapped around my heart
hoping to find you
to wrap around yours too
Jos Apr 2019
do you know what its like to feel your future slip away from you?
to lose all hope in your life, to not understand the consequences
not understand the pain you will end up putting on yourself
do you know what its like to not have the will to change
Jos May 2019
the fists i make
hit the skin
pierce the soul
know i'm real
Jos May 2019
My bed sinks in with the weight of my bones
so heavy and cold, shaken with my soul

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