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Vixx Jan 2021
Your my rock
you know that right?
i’ll be your rock too
it’s just that i’m eroding
haha not feeling it today bois
Vixx Jun 2020
Hey
Hey moma
Could you spare a second
To listen to me
To be there
I know I’m being selfish
Wanting your time for myself
But don’t I deserve it?
Years of letting you go off to take care of someone else
Years of waiting for that thing we can bond over
Im just asking to feel apart of your life again
I wanna feel like I did when I hated Thursday’s because that meant it was dads turn
I just want to feel worth your time again
Vixx Mar 2020
I’m thinking about sleep like dreams think                                 about sheep
And parents think about cleaning
And pirates think about careening
I’m thinking about sleep like math thinks about x
And controllers think about x and x thinks about doubt
Vixx Jan 2020
You do no not deserve what pain has been given to you.

If others have gone through worse
You still can feel your own problems

Care for yourself
Please
I definitely didn’t forget about this

-a concerned person
Vixx Feb 2019
Why do I have to?
Why do I have to think that your ignoring me when you’ve just not spotted me in the crowd?
Why do I panic about the way I look for one date when you see me practically every day?
Why do I feel like I’m not trying hard enough when I’ve almost burnt out?
Why does your paper cut hurt more than the stab wounds placed upon my back?
Why do I feel bad about providing evidence to defend myself?
Why is it okay that I feel smaller than you?
When in heart and will
I’m so much stronger?
Eyyyyyyyy
Vixx Oct 2018
As she sits
In a cave
Blocked in by a wall of insecurity
A light hangs from the tall ceiling
It’s made of the lies she tells herself

But
The light is not very bright
For it is of hatred
And not many things can give off a little light
Let alone something like this

The cave walls have carvings and drawings on them
All incredible
But in between these beautiful creations are horrible comments and criticism
Not helpful criticism mind you
But awful, awful things

By one wall
There is a bed
It’s a beautiful bed
Made by all those who told her empty promises
And made her feel safe
Even if the feeling is not to be trusted
For these people
Have placed a pea under the incredible mattress
It’s the unsettling feeling that, maybe
Just maybe, these people are not trustworthy
That pea will stick with her the rest of her life
It might become smaller as the years go on
But that is unlikely

Soon shall a hole in that door way be dug
Dug by hope, love, anything good
But, it is not the feelings of these that dig her out
It is the many people who represent these things
They may not know her as well as they should
But the hope is still there

She has been rescued
But her journey is not over yet
Vixx Sep 2018
A time and space
A place to be with a bit o’gold
and a bit o’courage

Hey
I see the way we move the swords against our enemies together
slashing and shouting
trying to make sense of everything
until they flee or are slaughtered
on the deck

Hey,
to bad
they underestimated
how well we work
and protect our goals and gold.

Tomorrow
another day
shall bring a bit more o’gold.
Tomorrow will bring the Rainbow o’gold
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