I want to be more than just friends
stare at skies, stars and
think of the entirety of you—
how knowing you brought me peace
I want to be insecure
of how you laughs brightens
of how sleepless night brings me happiness
I realize I knew of love
of warmth—
by knowing the little things about you
I realize that my days get easier
my nights get memorable
my months get shorter
because you were the answer to
my never ending dilemma
I want to be more than just friends
but I realize being in love
with some and being right for someone
aren’t always the same

-Vibeactivist

I thought you were beautiful
like the rarest of things left in the world
to be admired, to be complimented
but it became clear i didn't understand you
calling you beautiful was seeing the surface of things
admitting that i don't see the see message in the painting
just the painting on the wall–
but the beauty i got to see could not be described in just words
you were carnation from the earth within
touched and nutured by love itself
you were the seed hidden between the rubbles
but not flawed, not harmed just growing with bliss
you were like shadows, hidden in darkness
but revealed the truest nature of things
that's what calling you beautiful means

-Vibeactivist

You are never more conflicted
when you are a teenager in love
lost in a strange world of expectations
your heart filled with so many thoughts of one person
like chemical reacting to fullfil a purpose

You are never more insecure
when you are a teenager in love
that those feelings might be the end of you
sleepless nights, uncontrollable need to feel loved
but nothing more promising than being assured

You are never more hurt
when you are teenager in love
that when the love stops being love and more of a work
slowly but surely everything fades that only reality is left
and the memories never had a happy ending

as she is mine she is my oasis
the hope in desert, the light in the abyss

as she is mine she is my world
my beginning and ending, my float in the drought

as she is mine she is my everything
not to be shared, not to be mistreated

as she is mine she is love
intertwined to be hers alone, loved only by her

as she is mine she is motivation
to each and every stanza, each poem

Sorry I've not written in awhile
dropping some tomorrow

what if I've never been in love
i've just been infatuated and calling it love
what if the voices in my head never rest
and my demons begin to show
what if the God is saddened that i've strayed
and he keeps showing me signs but i never see them
what if my dark thoughts over cloud my good ones
and i become so different that I'm left alone
what if i don't find happiness
and just drown in the sadness of life
what if my whole life
i've just been wasting on people who don't matter
what if life is just a test
and i'm always getting every answer wrong
what if my faith never becomes strong
and i never experience the promise of heaven
what if waking up constantly becomes a pain
and that's my hell on earth
what if my heart's keep shattering
from falling for the wrong set of people
what if my heart heals
but the love doesn't last because devil keeps taking them
what if the there are no answers
and my life is just one blank question
what if i keep asking all the wrong questions
and left all the real answers go
what if my demons start to talk
and we become friends and it makes me feel at ease
what if i'm redeemed
but my friends and family are condemned
what if my insecurities makes me strong
that I stop trusting in people and their words
what if my time on earth is almost coming to an end
and I never get to make the littlest of a difference
what if i never make my parents proud
and just vanish out of existence
what if I keep asking what ifs
and nothing changes

–In time, it goes, it gets easier to breathe again
but in reverse the words they said stays
hovering over you and laughing
their soul and yours separated
by fears, by lies, by humane defaults
the existence of the nothingness you hid
–coming to light
–coming to reality
that's what love leaves behind
the collection of memories
that haunts, flaunts and hurts you
forever stuck in you
wishing you could have paid attention
–to their actions not their words
–to their lies not their cries
–to their silence not their i love you's
whatever you may have been told
the pain is real, the silent cries are
most importantly the change never leaves

there you were
guiding me with love and brutal honesty
how you made things simple with just a laugh
days passing by but you never really changed
you never stop teasing, smiling or advising me
in each moment steadily saving a memory of you

and in the symphony of my life
you were the steady rhythm that played non-stop
simply more than the english word can describe or understand
and it made me whole, happy to be wanted, attended and needed
knowing fully i do not worth such a person willing to stay beside me
mostly you anchored me during the bad and worse times
and very memory of you will be cherished

I see you in a way most people dream of;
pictures do no justice, words barely scrape the surface
with your eyes that makes me want to sin
undoubtedly beautiful beyond understanding
with smiles and laughs that brightens everyone around you
making it a sight never to be forgotten or unloved
with figures so tempting even the faithfull-ed can't resist
every curves, intersection and archs within you all divine
but mostly i am in love with you,
i am in love with the idea of you i've made of you over time
so i was you ways people dare not, loved you in ways people prayed for

The reason i like the site is because there are people from different parts of the words so to take advantage of that if you see this I'll drop a stanza and you drop a stanza in the comment section then the next person continue with his/ her stanza

“somewhere, very far away
where all our obstacle didn't exist
where we are just ourselves
where i could call you mine and i was yours
and we didn't have to fight to feel happy,
we didn't have run so far to feel loved
somewhere within the skies”

I don not care if you die
today or any other say
like fluttering pages, you are the past
for now the future presents itself
with modest delegation i beseech it
clawing at my thoughts you faintly appear
neck deep with regrets of moments spent with you
yet so beautiful it aches my being
but its certain that you will always be a part of me

we've never met
but i feel like i've always known you
from your hair, to your eyes,
to your lips and your body
i can see them all, simply perfection
we've never met
but i've always known the warmth that comes
with your words, with your laughs
with your happiness
how i've felt them all, undoubtedly beautiful

we've never met
but i feel like i can't give up on you
I'll wait for you in the darkness
in the cold, in the abyss
even if you give up on yourself, i never will
we've never met
but i know I'll always love you
no matter what the world throws
no matter what people murmur
i'll fight, i'll fight for you

he called her his
like any teenager lovestruck by a girl
even though it might turn dark and painful
he still loved like he didn't know no other way
he thought of her with every passing second
but not of the present, but of the future
he saw with him and her
old, aged but undoubtedly still in love
and how he'll be happy it all worked out
he called her his in silence
behind the curtains, where only his heart could hear
and others would just fade away
he thought of ways to make her feel more loved
daily, he sang, he wrote, he expressed his feeling
all for her ,his heart was totally hers
he called her his
like the earth calls the moon
like galaxies calls their planets
like gods calls their people
he called her his
with little worries and so many convictions
as though he knew his love was greater in words & actions
even the atmosphere around him wistfully prayed for her
he called her his
like adam to eve
like romeo to juilet
like clyde to bunny

I'll fight
I'll fight for you
I'll fight with you
I'll fight all your problems
I'll fight all your worries
I'll fight till i'm down on my last breath
I'll fight till my body is all ******
I'll fight to hold on to you
I'll fight to love you each day
I'll fight because that's all i know how to do
I'll fight because I'll always believe you
I'll fight even if the world turns it's back on you
I'll fight even if everyone ends up leaving you
I'll fight in the darkness or abyss
I'll fight in the lights that blinds you
I'll fight because its you and only you

-Vibe Activist

it's the words i don't say
it's the words that i don't mean
that makes loving me so tiresome

it's the love i once lost
it's the memories i still have
that makes loving someone so hard

it's the apologies i never said
it's the fights that never ended
that makes moving on surreal

it's the poems i never wrote
it's the stanzas that were never finished
that makes my poems remind people of love

“If you've never been hurt by love,


Have you really felt love?”


She asked

-Vibeactivist

and if you love me
tell me with you arms open
little by little i shall also start loving you
with my heart open and my love driven

and if you love me
stop at that moment, and let it fade
for i shall also do the same
for love is for the loved and bereaved
not for me nor you

and if you never love me
i shall also never love you too
with my heart full and my regrets much
and my days in thoughts wishing you did

and if you love me at this moment and unsure of forever
i shall also love you then and not till whenever
for love is time and time is precious
and we'll save everybit of it we have

and if you love me without words
I shall also love you without actions
and leave the universe to sync our hearts
till we understand each other by just thoughts

and if you love me like i love you
i will be elated beyond reasoning
for i shall love you like how you love the beauty in darkness
for your love is mine and my love was, is and always be yours

somewhere in between
the abyss and the shadows
that where my heart is
waiting for the time to feel anything
waiting to be called upon

somewhere in between
the heavens and earth
that's where my love is
waiting for her love to be heard
waiting for true love to be found

somewhere in between
my past and my present
that where i lost it all
wishing it would all come back
wishing my love and my heart knew

when you read my poems—
do you see my words explaining
the littlest of details till you can breathe them,
feel them and then relate with them

do you call it beautiful like others—
yet can't relate, feel or breathe them,
knowing they don't understand any of it

do you like them without knowing—
how the words can build you a safe haven
keep you warm in this abyss of a world

do you space out as you read each line—
touching the stars and getting pulled
into a colourful and yet dark world of emotions

do you feel your heart respond—
as you see yourself in each stanza
wondering if we've experience life together

do you feel nostalgic by the message—
that each poem represents one of your emotions
that you've buried deep within to fit in as normal for others

do you just pass through them—
thinking it's just words by another inept human being
who doesn't know a thing about your life not to talk about emotions

when you read my poems
forget about who wrote it or why or where or how it came to be—
read to understand the depth of the emotion and how it affects you

she was dying
at least that's what everyone said
she was scared even her eyes couldn't hide it
but death didn't fear her like living did
living for others, living but partially dead
reminded that she could always just vanish—
vanish into the nothingness of death
yes, she was dying
but parts of her seemed more alive
her smile, her thinking, her heart mostly
how it made people around her feel warmth
but sometimes it was the anxiety
that leaves you fading into the background
that walks with you in that creepy hallway
and yes, she was dying
with every waking moment she was on borrowed time
no love, no thought of tomorrow just ****
it was just her in a world that didn't have space for her

if I die
tell them i lived beautifully
like marmalade skies and sunsets
i lived not defined by fear, regrets or anxiety
or plagued by the problems of others or the world
i smiled through difficulties and faced them
i lived exceptionally with love and trust
If I die
look my loved ones in their eyes and smile
for i'm finally free and happy in were I am
that i feared death but overcame it like others before me
that i made mistakes but here's my wistful apology
how i remember the good and bad times and cherish them both
If I die
with tears in my eyes
or words in my mouth
or regrets in my soul
or pain in my heart & words unsaid
i died with living in happiness from the beginning till the very end

-Vibe Activist

it was timeless
my love, my nights awake—
how i loved every inch of her
how my thoughts started and ended with her

it was scary
loving so much you feel vulnerable
feeling warmth from each kiss you don't ever want it to stop
how her i love you's made me happy

it was painful
how we ended things weirdly
how i still want you and yet can't
how moving on seems so surreal

it was memories
that some nights those feelings creep up—
how i wonder what you are doing and who do you love now
thinking what if we never left each other
it was genuine love and still is

all you gave me was pain
that made me insane
after all that I was inhumane
asking myself what remains
it's passes through me from my veins
to you, you must be entertained
in your eyes i'm underpowered—
thinking i've been devoured—
waiting for me to reply
to give up all my efforts or at least try
to beg you to let me die

that one song
with melodies so surreal
that lifts my soul to another plane
with marmalade skies and
unfazed beautiful sunsets—
where your thoughts are clear
and the noise is simply cancelled and
my heart stays stable and at ease
where my worries vanish as it plays
with that one song

i am somewhere alone
dark, hollow and silent
with voices echoing from a distance
with eyes lurking in darkness
i am somewhere without walls
where there are no words
just a pitch black void
with nothingness emanating
with demons that can't be seen
i am somewhere where there's no help
no miracles, no messiahs
where when your eyes close there's no difference
where your thoughts are louder than your breath
i am somewhere lost in darkness
lost in indecisiveness, regrets and confusion—
trapped in vague words and unrepentant feelings
but amongst all that i feel save

I don't know what real love looks like
maybe it’s what we read in books—
or what we see in movies
and just maybe it’s your eyes
or whether what i feel for you is
love or infatuation
and if it's infatuation
let it enough to make you happy—
to make you smile day after day—
to keep you warm in the dark.
if it's infatuation
let it be with me day and night
from dusk till dawn
so i never get to hurt you
because i think love—
real love involves pain
and I never want to hurt you.

-Vibeactivist

as the song plays in the background
as the moon shines on our adolescent love
and as the stars shimmer in jealousy
i see you for who you are
I see you for the imperfections that makes you, you
as you smile, as i stare lovingly at you
and how you make my world radiate—
you were the nothingness that gave my life spark
the light at the end of the tunnel
most of all, you are my past, present and future

She was darkness but not consumed by it. she was without a filter— She saw the world for what it was. She saw people for who they really are. She was the happiest yet the saddest of all. She was full of life but also so empty. She was flawed like so many but yet still flawless. She was beautiful when sun rises and when the moon comes out. She showed so many emotions but none really defined how she felt. She smiled so much that atmospheres brightened. She was and is a queen like any other woman out there

-Vibeactivist

my mind said
you write when you are bothered
you write when you feel pained
you write when people fail you
so you write all the time
whether it's in the morning or dawn
whether it's in the night or in darkness
you write to silence your feelings
believing it's the only way to remain sane
even though you are not wrong
you write to be the best version of sane

let me tell you a story
a story across the beginning of time
i saw a broken piece along the way
people passed by day after day
nobody ever asked why she was broken
nobody gave her a helping hand
but i was intrigued
i wanted to know why she was shattered
but still held together
so i walked the distance
i said some words, asked her name
and she was LOVE,
i asked why was she broken
why was she alone in pieces of her former self
she said to me
i have lived from the passing of time
felt happiness, felt pain,
felt immense sadness—
but most of all it's the blame
the words people whisper in their hearts
saying; love is useless,
LOVE is a waste of time
centuries after centuries
i began to fade out
shattering little by little
till the piece you see before you—
she was truly who she was
she was a wreck made by us
blaming her for our mistakes,
maybe why real love is rare
so i said my welfare
knowing true love will never exist again

Most days, I feel numb
numb enough to see life for what it is
numb enough to get tired of most people

Most days, I feel burdened
burdened i don't feel anymore for anyone or anything
burdened that i reflect at my mistakes day after day

Most days, I simply just wander
wander and get lost in my mind till i feel it's abyss
wander till I feel emptiness and nothingness

Most days, I hear voices
of the people who used to matter to me
of my past self lying to those i once loved

Most days, things don't matter
whether i feel something or not
whether it's the sound of people or the earth resonating
most days are like everyday

as the song plays in the background
as the moon shines on our adolescent love
and as the stars shimmer in jealousy
i see you for who you are
I see you for the imperfections that makes you, you
as you smile, as i stare lovingly at you
and how you make my world radiate—
you were the nothingness that gave my life spark
the light at the end of the tunnel
most of all, you are my past, present and future

If I told you i love you
what would you do
would be speechless
would you leave me feeling stupid
or would you say you feel the same.

If I told you i love you
would things change between us
would you think i was joking
would you believe it deep down
or would you walk out on me.

If I told you i love you
what would you think
what would you feel
would your heart just sink
or would you give me a chance.

If I told you i love you
and what if i meant it
but i don't have the courage to say it
because you see me as a friend and
you'll just laugh or am i just overthinking.

You called me
when everybody left you
you begged me to help you
when everybody looked away
you prayed to me to make you special
but each time in the darkness
each time i came but you never saw
each time i fulfilled your request
but you are delusional and you forget
i talked at the loudest
i listened to every little problem and helped
but you refuse to accept and then leave in ignorance

We all have something we hide
But he hid his more than others
the torment that keeps him up at night
the words that crosses his mind in the dark
but sometimes it escapes
as he laughs, as he plays,
the sadness and loathsome feelings
that hangs over his head and heart
he lives with fear that he can seen
seen as the monster he believes
seen as the darkness that saddens his life
but he smiles, holding everybit of sanity he has,
as though he was destined to live like that
destined to loose to pain inside him

Many people are so focused
on the wrong thing
looking for the right person
instead of being the right person for someone

this is our story, the story—
of my BEAUTIFUL MUSE,
that longed for me in a world not of ours
she moaned and wailed
each day waiting for the love she deserved
oh my BEAUTIFUL MUSE, oh my heart blooms—

where will I be found, she thought
day after day, night after night
thinking from dusk till dawn
but to no avail
but nothing faces my queen
oh my BEAUTIFUL MUSE, i will find you

and the day arrived, in her world—
where the world shimmers hours long
where flowers never die,
it was nothing short of paradise,
oh my BEAUTIFUL MUSE, i heard
her voice resonating the grounds
I am here, i've longed for you my love, i yelled

and at that moment, her world stood still—
her tower doors opened for the first time
and she descended,
looking angelic; could bear no real description—
i knew right there, i wasn't only her BEAUTIFUL MUSE
she was mine and i was hers and hers for the taking

as we walked together
though divided by alot of things but mainly shyness
you talked, your eyes showed longing for something
but even then i didn't understand you
didn't fully grasp how divine your thoughts were
yet i stared with each passing second
waiting if i could get a glimpse of the real you
i wanted, i needed to write about you
but as cliche as my thoughts were, so were my feelings—
to feel your heart, I'll wait
to feel your warmth, I'll get iced
because it's the little things that matter
the questions you asked but had no answers
the tears you have but never let go
that's how complex loving you seemed
and how strange not loving you would seem

wait for me please,
wait till my strength is back & my heart is dark,
wait till i make them pay
for treating you like an object
for toying with your feeling
as if you were a game or something to be tamed
wait for me till i can face you again
tell you i have hurt each one of them
and made their generations pay for it
and made it sink into their bones and hearts
that you are the euphoria of my very existence
that you are not to be dominated for laughs
wait till i can make their voices quiver
till they beg to worship the floors you walk on
and finally mend your heart of all the pain
tender to all lies and blames you've been forced to endure
just wait for me till you love again

I write these poems,
i write about the what ifs
i write them feeling nothing but uncertainty
I write them to understand what love is
I write them to unburden my heart
I write them to let my demons loose
I write them to feel a little sane
I write them knowing i'm still burdened
I write them knowing no one might read them
I write them knowing happy endings hardly happen
I write them knowing that i feel relieved when I do
I write them because it's my escape from boredom
I write them because why can't i write to my heart's content
I write them about you, me and our experiences
I write them about my thoughts that i can't comprehend
I write them for you, for sanity, for understanding, for everyone

Then you will cry,
you will feel my darkness
as i lay my cold hands on your filthy body
and you'll wonder if i planned for your demise
but the look in my eyes will answer it all
you will feel pain but won't be able to talk
or shout it to anybody as your soul fades
you won't be able to author or mutter words
as your lung collapse, as you save everybit of air,
you will pray for a miracle to happen at that moment
but God will turn a deaf ear and the demons will laugh
and as you fade into the abyss of torment
my face will be the only beautiful sight and
my face will be the only thing you see
and you will cry, you will struggle with all your energy left
but nothing will change, nobody will be your messiah
and as your story comes to an end
you will remember me for who i really am
your beginning and your end
the one who made you insignificant.

I'm here if you need anything
you're here but you never saw I needed you?
you're here but you never saw I needed your time?
honestly are you ever here?
do you think i'll always act okay?
do you know how it feels to act like everything's alright?
do you know you never meant your words?

I'm here if you want to talk
i don't think anybody really means this
i don't think you can handle all my words
do you know how badly i've wanted to talk?
do you know how i need you to just listen?
i want you to understand;
how I'm affected mentally and emotionally!
i want you to mean your words!

My love for you is is like the sun
shines bright and radiates everywhere
My love for you is like eternity
for it will last for forever
My love for you is like a garden
filled with so many colours and flowers
My love for you is like an aurora
for it is rare and beautiful

With You.

as cliche as it sounds roses are darling red around you,violets are sky line blue and everything feels perfect with you

as cliche as it sounds I want to call you perfect but its more than that you're beautiful, smart and strong and I'll be perfect when I'm with you

as cliche as it sounds you're the first person i think of, you're also the only person i think of at nights because every moment with you
feels like heaven

as cliche as it sounds i want you, not for your face or body, i simply want warmth and a safe haven and I find both when I'm with you

Never tell me you'll love me if you just end up disappearing on me
Never tell me all the pain you've faced if we couldn't face them together
Never tell me you won't hurt me if you'll leave me regretting everything
Never tell me you're here for me when you hardly see what I'm saying with my eyes
Never tell me to keep my promises if all you do is break every promise you made
Never tell me to love you unconditionally if you give conditions to your love
Never tell me you'll be my sun if you're the darkness that has no ending
Never tell me you're sorry if you keep doing everything you apologize for time after time
Never tell me you are my everything if all you do is take everything precious to me
Never tell me you're complicated if you think all i do is complicate things
Never tell me you feel alone if all you do is push me farther and farther
Never tell me you know me when you don't know the conversations i have in the dark
Never tell me all you did for me if all you did was make hate the time i wasted
Never tell me you tried your best if your best meant doing nothing
Never tell me you'll the fix the pieces if all you did was make smaller pieces
Never tell me anything ..Never tell me lies

She wears her heart on her sleeves
but nobody stays they just leave
She says words to paint the picture
but the pain in her words make the mixture
She prays all day for love and peace
but nobody sees that they just hiss
She has troubles falling asleep
but she keeps lying by the lips
She has a heart that bleeds and hurt
but she has stories for the battles she's fought
She made peace with her demons through truce
but she has memories of every bruise
She decides when to wear her scars
but nobody knows when to ask

I loved you then
I love you now
I love you till the end of time

I love you has this unwavering rhyme
I love you from the depth of my heart
I love you till death do us part
I love you even if love becomes a crime

I love you more when you whisper it in my ears
I love you because with you i overcome my fears
I love you more when i see love in your smile
I love you even if love last for awhile

I love you in the day and night
I love you because you never tell lies
I love you and it shows in my eyes
I love you and it makes me shine bright

I love you in dreams and in reality
I love you from now to eternity
I love you has this calming promise
I love you from the land to the oceans bliss

You walked in
your eyes shimmering as the sun does
your didn't have to talk the atmosphere talked for you
you smiled,laughed and made my day look bright
suddenly i needed to know if there was more to you
you seem like the genuine article
you were different but not by people's standards
you were not mine but you weren't anybody's
i wanted you to see me for who i am or who i'll be
i imagined if your smile brightens with me by your side;
but that was just me thinking out loud

You said Hey you
you mixed it with a cheerful smile on your face
you were beautiful in everything you did and in reality
you did you which made people notice you
you are old fashioned when it came to emotions
you have your way with words but all unintentional
you hid well from people's attention but secretly craved it
i needed to know why i knew the littlest details about you
how i feel so much for you and how i wanted it reciprocated
i slapped myself to know if this was really happening
only to wake up from that reality called my dream