You’re cute.
I’m interested.

You’re funny.  
I’m enchanted.

You’re forbidden.
I want you even more.

You’re full of secrets.
Let me explore.

You’re hurtful.
You give me a reason to cry.

You’re ruining my life.
Let me get closer.

Sometimes I’m afraid
That I’m worse than what I say I am
The thing that you swear I’m not
I think I’ve convinced you to think I deserve your support no matter what they say

No.

“Convinced” is too forgiving
I forced you to hurt yourself for me, scaring you so many times that you no longer knew what it was like to have a second opinion
I just wish I’d known what I was doing to you

If you’re the one that’s so concerned about the world ending
Why are you trying so hard to bring it to it’s knees?

i cant seem to make anything good of myself
my sources are depleted
why does everything have to mean so much
everything i do is about trying to prove everyone wrong when i know theyre right
you cant keep turning against me and then saying you care
i dont believe you anymore
its everyone or its me
i want to disappear

It’s okay to be hurt and it’s okay to be sad.
You can’t be happy all of the time,
That’s a part of life.
I’m sorry that things turned out this way,
You’re between a rock and a hard place
But I’ll help you get out of that hard place, I swear.
Trust me and make me trust you
So that we can help each other.