I think I found love,
With a knife and a gun.
They’re on the shelf,
With the books,
And my old self.
Waiting for a kiss,
A warm embrace,
Going on a date,
In the dark mist.

I couldn't stop
the tears
rolling down.
Neither I could
restrain my heart.
From diving off
to depths unknown,
where darkness
is all
it could have.

Its difficult to keep back tears,
When all I do is cry,
But this time i want to be strong,
This time I want to try.

Each song I hear it multiplies,
My heartache and my pain,
but without music in my soul,
I start going insane.

Ill sing myself a lullaby,
To help me sleep tonight,
but instead of restful melody,
I get another fight.

The battle just keeps raging on,
Its tearing me apart,
Though the sound keeps me together,
The lyrics break my heart.