Ash Bash Smash Crash

Ash Bash Smash Crash Dec 2020

One day the sky will call for rain.
One day the world will forget my name.
My footprint will be washed away, as if never there in the first place.
My life has moved at such a fast pace, from 8 to 16 in age from a single heartbeat.
One day the world will take those all who ever loved me.
Many say time, you have oh so plenty.
But, in the blink of an eye, everyone says goodbye.
One day I'll be gone, dont you cry.
For one day I will surely see you
..

..on the otherside.

Ash Bash Smash Crash Apr 2019

I **** ***** - Bo

*****, *****, I **** *****
***** get ****** when I **** *****
No ifs and’s, and/or buts. I **** *****
I **** *****

Nice girls are nice but no good for nut-*******
They'll need a serene night to green-light a **** *******
But that'll be easy with ****** old **** *******
Boo to the nice girls. Praise be to **** *******!

I have a list. A list? Yes
A list of all the ***** I've missed
I've never ****** or ****** these *****
And thus my nuts are ******* ******
So when I **** the lucky **** my nut removes her from the list
Another dumb ***-bucket struck from my nut *******
**** it ****, **** ******* bucket-list

***** can be white, black, brown, pink, or almond
They can be skinny with ******* or be skinny with small ones
***** can be perky, preppy or posh
With their brains and their clothes all shrunk from the wash

But other ***** are pretty and funny and smart
These ***** can lift all your thoughts from your **** to your heart
They can talk about science, music, or art
They can put you together or they can pull you apart
But don't trust these *****, don't, don't you dare
They'll force you to trust them and love them and care
And then they'll be gone and then you'll be aware
Of that hole in your heart that that dumb **** left there

I love this loll

Ash Bash Smash Crash Mar 2019

Are You Kind...?

The prettiest smiles, hide the most secrets.
The most beautiful eyes, have cried the most tears.
The people with the kindest heart's, have been hit with the most pain.
Kind people help and support others, what do they gain?
They don't gain money.
They don't gain fame.
They don't gain anything that involves physical and appearance.
It's not dissapointment.
What they gain... Is emotions, and that's the most important.

Don't always think of yourself. If someone is struggling, you should help them. Especially if it's someone you care about. Cause if you actually care about them, you won't let them go on with the struggle alone. Their holding up a huge ton of problems and stress right on their backs, if you care, walk up to them, and give them a hand with ton. You're not going to let them get squished. You need them to know you're there for them.
And that you love and care.

#kindness

Ash Bash Smash Crash Feb 2019

Can You See Me?

You were always there, and always knew what was wrong.
I'm not too happy you're gone.
Your pretty smile has melted away, and you're blue eyes have faded to a stone cold grey.
I look around when I'm afraid or sad, than remember you're not here.
Can you see me?
My mom and other family members say you're in a better place. Ever since you left to that better place, life has moved at a slower pace.
I'm sad you're not here, I try not to show tears.
I miss you, and want you to come back.
Can you see me?
You and I used to sit outside and sip tea.
We would talk in secret and laugh all day long.
But, I can't do that anymore since you're gone.
Please come back...
I know where you are, but am upset you are there.
Don't be sad that I'm sad, don't you dare!
I stare at the sky on this calm evening, still wondering life's meaning.
Question:
Can you see me?

I was very close with my grandma, but she's gone. And I am forever in her debt, for all her kindness, all her lessons on life and all the things she taught me... What did I do in return? Get in trouble and not care about myself even though she always told me to take care of myself.
So that's why, grandmother, I'm sorry, and will forever be in debt.

Ash Bash Smash Crash Feb 2019

The Lone Road

The sky is dark and cloudy and I am left alone.
Nowhere to go, no one to turn to, to place to call home.
I stare at the moon and wait for a sign, a sign of hope, a sign of my lost love.
No one could be heard, no can be seen, why is the world so mean?
Why can't I be with her?
All because of her ****** birth givers, along with mine.
"You're a disappointment" says my mother, "no being in love with the same ***" says my father.
I want to be free, I want to be able to be me!
Help me! Please! I beg for your help, lift me out of this living hell!
Without her I have no reason, no motivation, my confidence is gone...
Please, world, do me a favor, I can't live without her.

If you love someone, you truly just want to be with them, right? I miss her, I want to be with her, I want to be able to kiss her, I want to tell her how much I love her, I want her to know how much she means to me.

Ash Bash Smash Crash Feb 2019

I can't lose her

She's my beginning, she will be my end.
For she is the one and only one for me, my brokenheart will mend.
She's beautiful in more ways than one, she my special little someone.
But, sadly, a witch has come to tear us apart.
I don't want us to go down badly.
So I am here to the grave to dig.
though the witch that is trying to tear us apart is as fake as Donald Trump's wig.

The one I love is being forced to leave again, but I love her so much, I will wait forever if I must. I swear, wherever she is in the world, i will find her, and I will fall in love all over again, and we will be together again.

Ash Bash Smash Crash Feb 2019

!?

Do you guys ever just realize out of nowhere that you exist!?