Insecurities cloud my mind,
A mother's heart, so intertwined.
Changes sweep, both body and soul,
Yet love for my child, makes me whole.

Though pain may pierce, my spirit's strong,
A mother's love, forever long.
Through tears and fears, I'll persevere,
A beacon of hope, dispelling fear.

So understand, my weary heart,
A mother's love, a work of art.
With every step, I strive to mend,
A mother's love, till the very end.

Wipe those ***** on your mouth.
Bitter people will always be entitled.
Envy, that's what you feel right now.
The worst is you keep eating it all.
How fool are you?

And to you my friend,
You always idolise your best of friends.
Aren't you worried about something you don't know?
The rope you keep pulling on is the one who cut you slowly.
Do you think you deserve it?
Well, Indeed!
You deserve what you tolerated my friend.

Ohh! Look at those best of friends.
The one is pulling her up while the other one is cutting her down.
How shameful are they?
Ahhh! I really enjoyed their fake laughs.
It makes me shivered!
How fool are they?

© Unatnat03

If I should have known that you'll gone so soon my love.
Then, I will show you what true love is.
I know it's too late but I hope fate could wait.
There are a lots of what if?
There are a lot of regrets.
And there are thousands of plans that I already build.
If only fate could wait.
But I guess it ends with depress.

© Unatnat03

Samo't saring emosyon
Tila bulkan na gustong sumabog.
Pakiwari niya'y lahat nalang ay kanyang kapintasan.

Maririnig ang hibik sa may dapit sulok.
Animo'y nagdadalamhati sa sariling sawi.
Siya'y pinagsapantaha sa kasalanang di ginawa.

Kanyang ipinagbatid nguni't tila sila'y bingi.
Umagos muli ang luha sapagka't pakiramdam niya'y hindi sapat.
Humiling sa itaas dahil ito'y nararapat.

At siya'y hindi binigo at binigyan ng abiso,
Isang salawikain na may naglalamang 'Sa mata ng Diyos'.
Nagbigay man ng kaginhawaan sa kanyang kaibutoran.
Datapuwa't hustisya ang siyang nararapat.

Hindi madaling magpatawad nguni't hindi rin madaling makalimot.
Darating man ang panahon na siya'y maghilom nguni't hiling niya'y kahit ngayon lang ay siya'y pagbigyan.
Sapagka't ang sakit ay nanatiling nakaukit.

Kirot na siyang nagbigay nang traumatiko.
At upang maibsan ang pakiramdam
nilinlang ang sarili at nagbabakasakaling halinhan ang nagbabagang deliberasyon.

Maaring marami ang nakakaalam nguni't tila sila'y bingi sa katarungan.
Sapagka't sila'y naaaliw sa kasinungalingan.
Na siyang nagbibigay sa kanila nang kaluguran.

Tanging hiling lamang,
na kung sinuman ang tumalima ay hindi danasin ang kanyang pinagdadaanan.
Dahil hindi madaling paratangan ng isang kasalanan na hindi naman ginawa.
Bagkus, pakinggan at umunawa para sa ikabubuti ng bawat panig.

Sitting on the ***** ground,
while staring to the playground.
I've been waiting for you too long,
yet you never came along.
I lower my pride,
just to be by your side.
Even if trials will come,
I'll still choose to walk with you in the aisle.

But then, my hopes has been shatter.
and turned into anger.
Is this the love that I want?
Is this the love that I need?
To be pitied?
Maybe, yes!
Maybe, not!

I've been careless,
and now I'm no longer his princess.
I deserve what I tolerate.
Cause I know, he always makes me feel discriminate.
And I let those painful words hit me.

I waited too long,
to realize that this is wrong.
The love that I dream
isn't a moonbeam.
Instead, it is a shadow of grief.
Whom I belief.

Sa may dulo, ako'y nakatingin sa malawak na tanawin.
Tinatamasa ang malamig na hangin,
na animo'y dinadala ka sa ibang parte ng mundo.
Na kung saan ika'y nakakabit sa malaningning na mga bituin.
Hndi alam kung ano at sino ka,
pero darating ang panahon na ika'y dadalhin nang tadhana sa aking mga bisig.
Hindi man ngayon,
pero handa akong hintayin ang tamang oras.
Tamang oras na kung saan bawat puso'y sasaya
at walang hanggang pagmamahal.
Naniniwala akong darating din sa atin ang tadhana.
At sana, sa pagkikita natin ay handa nang lumaban,magtiwala,
at magmahal nang tunay.
Hihintayin kita!

Lick me,
let our body set us free.
Savor me,
and y'all gonna see.
Smell me,
and we're gonna count one, two, three.
Flirt with me,
and I'll make sure you're gonna across the sea.
*** with me,
and I'll let you numb your knee.
Wake me,
because I feel lust already.

I decided to let you go not because I no longer love you.
But because, how many times I have been STUPID!
I have given you a lot of chances and all of it was wasted from the beginning.
I'm just a human too!
Whatever I do to change you still doesn't affect you.
Now, tell me if it is my fault to left you?
Is it my fault to let you go?
I'm tired!
I'm tired of being hurt over and over again.
I'm not a thing that when you over used it, you will just hide it or worst thrown away.
And you just realized when the time comes that you can still use me again.
I'm done!
I'm exhausted!
So, sorry if I get tired.

How far can I go, without you!
Girl, you build a wall.
A wall that I can't ruin.
The tendency were rebuild,
and the information will spilled.

I'm into you,
and you have a clue!
The day you started to ignore me
is the day I deplore.
Regret was in me.
Forget was in you.

I destroyed our friendship,
and chose to make a relationship.
I'm sorry!
I just love you accidentally.

Here I am again,
writing a bitter words.
I seem coward to share with others.
Until, it will become a letter on my notebook.

Friend, why are you so hard to reach again?
Before, I can reach you too close.
But my naive heart is weak to fight for you.
Will I just repeat our memory again?

How long will end this grief feeling of mine.
How long will the tears dry up in my eyes.
How long will I accept that it's gone.
Is there really no hope my friend?

Pwede bang ako muna?
Pwede bang sarili ko muna bago ikaw?
Pwede bang ngiti ko muna bago ang luha?
Pwede bang pagalingin ko muna ang aking sugat bago sumugal ulit?
Pwede bang tumigil at namnamin muna ang sandali na aking hinintay?
Gusto kong manatili pero kailangan kung huminga panandalian.
Ayaw kung umabot sa punto na ang sandali ay magiging permanente. Ayaw kung sumuko pero kailangan ko munang dumistansya.
Ayaw kung umabot sa punto na ako ang unang bibitaw .
Napapagod din ako.
Napapagod din akong umintindi pero hindi ako sumuko kailangan ko lang ng espasyo dahil hindi na kaya ng aking puso at isipan.
Sana maiintindihan mo!

Ang kahapon ay nagdaan, lungkot ko ay lumisan.
Tunog ng huni ang aking nagisnan.
Liwanag ng araw ang aking nakikita.
Sa dapit sulok ako ay nakatanaw.
Simoy nang hangin ang nalanghap, ngiti ang siyang nasilayan.

Oh, kay ganda ng umaga!
Sipsip ng kape ang aking natamasa.
Hindi magsasawang dumungaw sa maliit na bintana.
Buhok ay hinangin pero ito'y nagbibigay buhay.
Mata ko ay pumungay sa ganda ng tanawin.
Kay gandang pagmasdan ang mga ulap na animo'y dinadala ka sa kalawakan.

Kay sarap marinig ang huni ng mga ibon na para bang kinakalma ang iyong damdamin.
Binawi nito lahat ang kapintasan na aking pinagdadaanan.
Lumuha man noon, napalitan naman ngayon nang isang totoong ngiti.
Maari bang ganito nalang palagi at kalimutan ang pait na siyang aking nakamtan?

She's cheerful but turns into tearful.
She's excited but turns into devastated.
She's confident but turns into bewilderment.
She's smiling but turns into alarming.

Today, is the day she's waiting but turns  into nothing.
The preparation turns into destruction.
And the subsequent is doubtfulness.
She ask herself, why did he forgot?
Or he neglect to remember it?

The sadness was evidence in her eyes.
Tears slowly falling into countless time.
She's truly hurt but still hopeful.
That he might have surprise her for their Anniversary.
But, the daylight fades and nothing came.
She's sobbing to death cause the forgotten Anniversary is in her mind all night long.

I'm leading my way in my own grief. Pretending to be nowhere but the truth is I'm fully wide-eyed. A lot of what ifs? What if I let go? What if I won't? What if I pretend that nothing happens? What if I stop chasing? What if i stop caring? What if we shouldn't met? And what if I shouldn't love you? Does the waves stop? Does the floods can go back to its rightful placed? or does the moon and sun can be together? I know it's impossible but I'm still trying to hold on with someone whom I couldn't have.

A shadow in a middle of the dark is
reflect the beauty of the  moon.
Shining like a diamond that can't holding on cause it's cautioned.
Just like how I wanted to approach you but I can't.
There's this boundary that i need to priority.

A communication that has limitation.
A  love that unrequited.
A love that's not bounded.
A love that unwanted.
A love that's not accepted.
A love that's not appreciated.
And a love that's cheated.

Afraid to try cause maybe you're not satisfy.
My only reason was my heart is pure.
That's why I escaped this all.
This feeling of mine was set in the dark and will never get apart.
I was lost your love forever, my love.