I have known you,
Ever since that story,
But you don’t know me,
To you,
I’m invisible,

I watch out over you,
Every passing moment,
Making sure you're okay,
But you don’t see me,

I call out on you,
For you to listen,
To give you some words of care,
But you can’t hear me,

Whenever you need it,
Whenever you’re down,
I make you smile to kick that frown,
But you don’t feel me,

I've stared at you so many times,
Just watching you be happy,
While I’m crying here sadly,

But you're not aware,
Of me and of my pain,
Of my agony and discomfort,

And behind this pain,
Is a layer of suffer,
Of hurt and tenderness,

But,
Again,
You don't realize anything,

Cuz after all,
To you,
I’m just the weak heart..

I’d kiss those gypsy lips
Let my fingers linger
And slide down the side
Of your comic book curvy hips

I’d stare into your infinite eyes
To peek at the perfect pool of pictures
Piercing nature’s lifelike reflections
Deeper and deeper into your being

I’d listen to the harmony of your voice
That silky soft folksy tone
From tenor to baritone
Full of emotion’s tremors

I’d inhale your intoxicating scent
Like lonely rose petals
Floating away in separate directions
Your body dripping droplets of a sweet sweaty smell

I’d feel your breath
Heated and gasping
Passion elapsing and reforming
Hours to minutes and sometimes only seconds

I would take you in with every sense I had
Wishing for more senses to love you with
All the pressure building from within
Blinding me and coming through you my inspiration

Roll me between your
Thumb and finger
Make me your art.
Hang me on your wall.

Maybe I’ll stay.

****** me
Into your pet,
Your tamed raven.
Keep me in your cage.

Maybe I’ll stay.

Let me drown  in-
Soak in-
Suffer through-
Your silence.
Ruin me.

Maybe I’ll stay.