you could **** me
& i'd forgive you

i'd still forgive you,
i'd still run back to you

don't apologize,
i've already forgiven you

i'll let you walk
all over me

then wonder why
i'm in pain

you'll ruin me &
i'll still run to you

i see her with many loves
enjoying the variety, attention, & control

i see rivieras & small children
making her life have purpose & beauty

i see success & prosperity
in the most subtle way

i see happiness for her
that is, if she exists

"its just hard right now
                                                             ­ but we'll be fine"

soft days

when the sun is
and the sky is clear

i'm happier on soft days

i grow, thrive, &
prosper on these days
my spirit shifts &
i see clearer on these days

i'm able to see my beauty
as well as my vices & virtues

everything is softer