Can you be patient with me?
I’m still under construction.
I’m still trying to project what I
I’m still trying to figure me out.
I’m still trying to understand.
I’m still trying to love you a little better.
And I’m still trying to get use to you.
Forgive me but I’m not you I don’t know how to
Love in ways that you do. I’m still trying to love myself and love you.
I’m still trying to be the best me possible for you..for us.
—I’m still trying
I give too much of myself away and end up not having enough left.
What do I need to do so you can see me? So you can understand how much this hurts me.
I’m just one of those people who feel too much and love too much.
I’m one of those who just can’t seem to let go when I know I have too and my only reasoning of not letting go is because I love you too much to do so.
But what about me? What about what I need out of this?
I’m fighting for a love that probably never really belong to me—was it temporary? Am I only good for temporary things?
Do I make you feel—anything?
i am the best
version of myself
when i am comfortable
surrounded by my loved ones
and knowing there are no time restrictions
Never was shown true love.
Never knew what actual love felt like.
Never knew what it felt like to be loved
With no boundaries.
With no requirements.
My mind needs to be worshipped just as much as my body.
you left me feeling worthless, like I wasn't enough
the problem was
I was so enough
you weren't able to carry it
There is only so much you can give into another soul.
I wish my heart can just give up on you because I am tired of feeling these feelings knowing you feel nothing.
I wish they can go away.