i text so much. i began to hear the tweet sound ..
but there is no message ..

i am tired  ..
you so called to be my friend
but you act if you were my mother
your time has expried
you done nothing but backfired
on friendship
you think im just some piece of hair
that you whip and flip
you won't control me no more
a bestfriend is someone who sit
and listen
to the things i've been missin
to the people i been dissin
to laugh and to be grinning
good advice
not to take my life
as in if i was yo'baby
oh can someone please
save me
make me
realize i'm all i've got inside
because when i'm twenty..-five
who will you be controlling then?

why do you try to controll me..
do you want to be me?
with a slight switch
if i was a broken toy
you want my body
my genetics
and anything that employs
ME.
you wish you can destroy
ME.
so you can enjoy ?
your jealous
so you try to trick my mind
give me kind advice
as in if i was blind

I love you to much for you to run away..
Days has been stressful but dont think this is the end..

i purposley make myself think of you at night ..
So you can end up dreaming of me
Because they say if you dream of someone they were thinking of you.
So if you cannot believe i think of you
I hope those dreams of me
Give you the signs .
-goodnight

why am i up at 1:41AM
Thinking about someone
Who is probably cuddled in a bun
On the phone with someone
Laughing
Giggling
Blushing
And have no idea what i'm doing

go continue doing wat u was doin
obviously we werent texting
u werent ready to text me.
so dont force urself to txt me
until i pop into ur mind nd u want to have a conversation.

its almost 2AM
why didnt you say
Goodnight ?

bestfriend..?
you cannot redesign
what was already born to be shined

They Say Our Heart Is The Color Red

Everything to do with love is red

Well if so, i wish i can drown in my period blood for love.

Because thats red ..

Do You Pretend To Be Sad ?
When I Walk By You
Or Innocent
To Get My Attention?
Because I Do So ..
To See If You Really Care

As I Sit here and watch the rain pour
And the lighting
And the thunder
Makes me think about
You and me
And the arguing..
Baby..

why do you bring on soldier
Who wants to be your beholder
Then tell them to give up on you?
Because
You want to hear reality
You know not everyone
Will break your heart...
So be smart
So later on in life you wont have to regret
Someone you could've had

i wish i could overload
Your messages
Explaining the way i feel for you.

Im Begging you..

Dont lie to me and say you love me more when im the only one who wants a relationship

Pls.

False emotions is what you gave
Metaphors you would say
Tears that i forgave
Memories that i saved
So tell me wny i should trust you
Give you any part on what i do?

are one annoying person..

but i rather be bothered
rather than ignored

you are like toothpaste
i stick on my face
that wont come off for a whole day
i wish you where the ending.
when i whipe it off
the pimples have gone away.
you are like my mind
you never shut up